JoshB

@Natasha Tori Maru I Will stop at nothing for my art and craft to be perfect whether thats conciousness, being, music, art, video games, body building, aesthetics, relationships.

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Im not quite sure what you're asking. If you rephrase I could answer. But my deepest compulsion and desire is realizing im completely alone / solipsism at the deepest level. I became God concious at 19 and the entire reality and sense of other completely vanished.

Id say all of these issues are 2nd order to the first order issue of misunderstanding conciousness. If you get conciousness right you get everything else right.

One is emotional and one is your sense of reality

This feels more like validation then ocd. A desire for approval instead psychological certainty.

Most people in general dont realize Truth.

I have pure Ocd (No Compulsions) and have tripped over 100 times. Ive done Dmt, Lsd, Shrooms, mdma, and salvia. OCD is like this constant beam of focus and obsession towards having a perfect metaphysical and epistemic understanding. Like @Inliytened1 its doubt, i have must have pure certainty and understanding of whats absolutely true. And eliminating that doubt with more and more conciousness is the methodology. But the doubt eventually comes full circle and eats its own tail into Absolute Truth / Certainty / Being The one thing you can not doubt is your own being which is Absolute. You basically doubt the ego to death

If so, without any spoilers how would you rate it and is it worth playing? I was thinking about downloading it from nexus.

You can run OpenMW on android as well. Its a locked 60 if you have a flagship device from 2021 and up. @UnbornTao @Leo Gura

A coin has 2 sides (Love/Truth) but is 1. You can use multiplicity to explain a singularity. That actually shows the CORE of Infinity. If God couldn't be multiple things God would not be Infinte. @Inliytened1

It absolutely is abuse. My mom would force us to go to church and scold and guilt us when we wouldn't. Most children's minds are just going to conform to whats being taught in church without any proper epistemic framework. Not everyone would of have been like me questioning the ten commandments and moral relativism in the Bible at grade school age. To really understand how this is abuse you truly have to understand the metaphysical and epistmological positions that Christianity takes on and how it is devilry as a smoke screen. Taking your child to church for them learn devilry disguised as Truth

Funny light chose not to have the shinigami eyes

All the conciousness infinity could actualize and bro doesnt even know your name but claims youre absolutely deluded

Yet within the non locality and omni presence that is my conciousness Leos body, mind, or his awakening is no where to be found.