nexusoflife

@Alexop Thank you for saying this. After 11 years of nondual work an living in nondual perception since 2021 I feel similarly. On a relative level humanity has a rudimentary understanding of what the masculine and feminine polarities of existence are. Being human and being a lifeform in general is not about the Truth. It is about survival. The overwhelming majority of people that you meet in your life cannot even fathom the truth of what existence is nor will they ever care. In my personal life experience I just meet people where they are at. I have zero thought that they will ever realize the true nondual ontological nature of existence and that is fine. Besides all forms in existence are yourself. You created the totality and you are imagining infinity into being right now. Every form you encounter, every person, even your own subjective experience is just an idea occurring within your Absolute Infinite nonlocal mind. It doesn't matter if the other parts of yourself haven't realized that they are dreaming.

I would buy a plane a ticket and fly out there now. It would be a beautiful opportunity to meet you and further deepen my nondual perception of existence.

@gleb Gleb?! What's up man! Thank you for reading my post. I appreciate your support. I hope you are doing well!

@integral The ego cannot reproduce it. Because to have a goal or want something is to create a demarcation, is to create a duality. And thusly the femtosecond your mind creates that duality you are immersed in delusion and illusion. The reason it typically happens in the kitchen or when you're doing something that doesn't require the mind too much is precisely because you're not attempting to make anything profound happen. Simply devote yourself completely to nonduality, make your whole life about it, be honest and your mind, your being will become fertile soil for Awakening to be realized.

@aurum I've been thinking about the idea of doing a retreat all day today and have been searching for places to do so. The idea is really growing on me to make it a concrete experience. I think my mind would really benefit from creating a space for me to open myself to accepting awakening fully and flowing with the unfolding of the True Ultimate nature of existence. And of course I will take my time and allow this unfolding to occur in the way it needs to both for the stability of my psyche and for the sake of honesty in this work.

@Davino As you described the exercise I was actually thinking of doing it outside. If one of these Glimpses of The Absolute were to occur while I am outdoors it would make for the perfect Synchronicity!

@Osaid I like that. I will remember that the next time if the fear comes up. Staying open to the beauty and Ultimate Love of The Truth is the most important thing I can do.

@Davino Thank you for that. Trying to feel the edges of the Universe. I like that. That sounds like a really useful exercise. I will explore it and see what happens.

@Princess Arabia During these glimpses I do not exist. I never existed in the first place. That is made beyond clear. I wrote up this several days after my last Glimpse of The Absolute and so an ego self was present to write it. Even if these glimpses remained over several hours or days there would still be memory (imagination) of how the previous way of being was and so a reference could be made. And in order to navigate this dream of physical life in any capacity whatsoever an ego is absolutely necessary. Illusory forms cannot be interacted without an ego structure. Ego and the Godhead are one in the same upon realization. But language itself represents a huge challenge in describing how Reality actually is.

@Ishanga I have several past peak nondual experiences in the 10 years preceding these glimpses of the absolute that people would label as Samadhi. These have been the result of meditation and contemplation. I also have several profound breakthrough psychedelic experiences where my consciousness has touched the Godhead. I have written up and posted several of these nondual and psychedelic experiences in my profile if you'd like to read them.

@aurum I was actually thinking about doing a retreat for a few weeks or a month. But I don't want to go into it thinking that "I will raise my consciousness if I do this". All of these Glimpses of The Absolute have happened when I am just living my life. Cooking something, just sitting around, walking, etc. It's never been during meditation or intentional. In fact when I have meditated to cultivate such states it paradoxically pushes it away because to want anything is to create an illusory duality. A retreat still seems enticing though because if I do fully and completely surrender and open myself to these glimpses of The Absolute; then like I said there may be a period of time where I am disoriented and and readjusting to a new way of being and having a calm and stable environment free of responsibilities while I readjust would be beneficial.

@Hojo That is indeed an interesting altered state of consciousness. But what you describe seems to be phenomenological in nature. Let me know if I'm wrong. What I am discussing is prior to phenomena, the substrate in which all of existence arises within. Pure, empty, formless and full imagination. Pure Mind that creates "me" as a form in "your" experience right now.

@Ishanga Existence is infinite. Therefore The Absolute is infinite. And so there is always more for an individuation to discover about the Absolute. I feel like it would be arrogant of me to ever reach a final endpoint and feel that there isn't anything more for me to learn. I also have a lot of fun learning / remembering this.

@Leo Gura I read your blog post about Alien Awakening some time ago. That's the fun of this work, it's absolutely infinite! I would love to know what that is like, or at least a hint of what it's like for you. But I don't know how that would affect my process of "general awakening" right now.

@Leo Gura Thanks Leo. I watched your video "What Is Reality? - A Radical Explanation" earlier today and it was shocking how much of what you said there corroborates what I have been experiencing recently. It feels so drastically Alien, so beyond our ability to describe, yet so ridiculously obvious. This is all just an idea, imagined by Absolute Mind. The Multiverse, DMT realms, every event in all of (the idea of) creation is imagined in perception. This kind of massively radical shift is not what I expected when I set out on this journey years ago. Surprisingly none of my nondual experiences or psychedelic experiences could have prepared me for how viscerally, deeply drastic Awakening is. Its like falling into oblivion and being cradled in loving arms at the same time. Like I said it's beyond linguistic description. But it is the Truth. I love it. And I choose the Truth above all else. Because it Is The Truth. It's the only thing that there is.