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I'd get Eminem to do a diss track against my inner critic.

This story killed me. 🤣

lol

This has to be one of the most beautiful melodies I've heard. Melancholy and euphoria combined.

This is actually very good. You'll remember the pain next time.

@integration journey Thank you! Fire helps. 😏 Had to burn through a lot to earn that one.

Chill man, leave some women for the rest of us too. But then who's gonna flirt with you?

Rejection feels better than keeping desire to myself. But at this point it's getting ridiculous. I can see how finding a cool girl comes off as a numbers game, and how much willpower it really takes to keep moving thorugh it. You hesitate for one second: you're fucking out. You keep second guessing: you get breadcrumbs. Hell yes, just like the trail taught me: be on top of your game or you will get yeeted into oblivion and kiss a tree. I’m not even bitter anymore, I’m just right in the middle of the fire. And somehow it's starting to feel... cozy. Tells me I'm alive. I feel kinda depressed, but in a happy way. Which is normal. Fire, you sick bastard, you make me feel adorable. 🧡

@Hardkill Let me ask you something: are you really interested in this topic or are you just underfucked (like me) and trying to find reasons to intellectualise your way out of the pain about your failure to stand out in the open market?

@Wilhelm44 Never said anything about financial freedom. Also, how would one just go: "Oh damn right...I got resistance to jobs, I will stop that." That's not happening in this reality. What I'm saying is: there's no need to figure out your career when you're in a state where the thought of nuking humanity feels like release. You mean well, but he doesn't need a little nudge, he needs something that FIRES him up. Something that scares the shit out of him and challenges him outside his own head. No thought, just action.

Good, let it out. Sounds like the world has been ignoring your pain for too long. I’ve been there. You're drowning in meaninglessness...so what you need is not another dry job list, it's finding something that gives your fire direction.

Noted. I might hold back just enough to keep you from melting into a puddle of cuteness and giggles 😉

You got every right to be self centered. Tbh, I think you couldn't even fake narcissism if you wanted. Who knows, maybe you could...but it would just look cute instead of vain... For real though, seems like you go through a big shift in energy and clarity, like you're standing with yourself and not just analyzing yourself. Hats off! 🫡

@Nemra Cheers, glad this resonates.

@Never_give_up This sounds a lot like classic INFP struggles. Not saying you are, but I relate deeply. The craving to be a genius, gifted, radiant...and the way your brain punishes you when you don't quite measure up to the ideal version of yourself. Constant comparison with others, endless why am I like this-thought-spiral. Wanting a life that FEELS right but never quite getting there. You're desires aren't wrong, but carrying all of them at once and letting them define your worth will crush you. You don’t need to kill your desires...I'd go as far as to say you don't even need to kill your addictions – they are a symptom, not the root of the problem. Make it more simple for your brain. Pick one or two desires that feel achievable...like drawing (DM me for this, I'm a draftsman and been drawing all my life) or getting fitter. Make your goals smaller, no need to shoot for the stars. Losing 6 kg in one to one and a half years sounds more achievable, right? Stay in motion like a mountaineer. One step at a time, slow and steady until the summit is in sight. You don’t need to figure out reality right now, the answers will come. But you need mental space to even hear them, and that space is created by doing the opposite of figuring out a paradox. Paradoxical…but this is the way