jimwell

My recent tragic experiences, which I described in one of my recent threads, led me to research the occult, witchcraft, ESP, and other similar topics. That's actually one of the reasons why I discovered this book. My recent tragic experiences, my research, Leo's teachings and my childhood spiritual experience or awakening led me to believe that paranormal phenomena or "magic" exist. There are things in this universe that operate outside the conventional physical laws acknowledged by science. This is why there are people, such as Helene Hadsell, who have won lotteries dozens, hundreds, or even thousands of times. This goes beyond pure luck or coincidence. This is also why Ingo Swann, a prominent psychic, described Jupiter’s rings before NASA’s Pioneer 10 confirmed their existence. -deepseek And this is why phenomena as magical as those described in the video below exists; timestamp: 38:38 - 44:22. I already thought the universe is very interesting. But these recent discoveries (they're old but recent from my perspective) make the universe even more fascinating.

Hmmm... You really think so? I think there are many things to comprehend in this world, and that's one of the reasons life is exciting - various things to explore and comprehend! I'm surprised somebody else has thought about this topic. He's good at explaining, but I trust Copilot's explanation more.

I probably comprehend it. Perhaps, I grasp what you're trying to say.

I enjoy learning and understanding various things, so the word "understand" is a very important and powerful word to me. I want to ensure I impose my style onto this word or the idea it refers to. I've always been curious why it's "understand" and not "undersit" or "overstand", so I consulted Copilot. Question 1: Why understand and not undersit? Because of that, I hesitate to use the word. I prefer comprehend. Copilot's Answer: Question 2: compare comprehend, understand, and grasp Copilot's Answer: Question 3: If I use only grasp and comprehend and never understand, how would native speakers of English perceive it? Copilot's Answer: I thank my Divine Essence for imagining Copilot into existence.

This resembles how I perceive beautiful girls and having sex with them. This is especially a strong spiritual experience because my divinity and humanity are aligned in a unique way. I see and feel God in all beautiful things, but the experience lacks human sexual desire. But when I enjoy and penetrate a beautiful girl, human sexual desire is added to the experience, making it a deeply spiritual one. I feel happy and grateful that this is my default state. I don't need drugs or chemicals. This is not the best way and it's even a trap. Why don't you continue living as a human and create more spiritual moments? These beautiful, sexual, spiritual moments can compensate for life's misery.

I've just finished reading the book. It was an informative and enjoyable read. The last page says: Hmmmm... This probably explains why positive thinking, affirmation, visualization, willpower, placebo, faith, awareness, concentration, etc. work. I see amazing possibilities and opportunities.

I rarely read books and when I do, I become bored and stop halfway through. But this time, I'm enjoying reading "THE KYBALION: A STUDY OF THE HERMETIC PHILOSOPHY OF ANCIENT EGYPT AND GREECE", and I plan to finish it because it's interesting. I'm surprised by how similar the Hermitic teachings are to Leo's. Both teachings proclaim that the Universe is not material or physical, rather, it is a Living Mind. They also assert that there are 2 truths, Absolute and Relative. In the Absolute domain, the universe is a dream held in The All's Infinite Mind while in the Relative domain, it is material and governed by fixed laws which mortals must adhere and respect. I'm about 40% of the way through the book, so I'm still learning. But I've detected 1 major difference between Hermetic teachings and Leo's: Leo's teaching: I am God dreaming my human life. Hermes's teaching: God is dreaming me and my human life. God's essence is inside me but I am NOT God. I'm simply a lowly version of God. I haven’t experienced a direct realization of God, but I did have an awakening as a kid when I discovered that my human life is simply an illusion, a dream. I realized that my parents and all the other humans in my life are illusions, lacking localized consciousness. They deceived me all along. I was horrified by this experience. I don't have time to contemplate because it's almost 5 a.m. here and I'm feeling very sleepy. So, I trust my intuition: both teachings are true, but I feel Leo's teaching represents a higher truth. How about you? Do you agree with Leo or with Hermes's? Here's what's written on pages 39 and 40 of the book.

That's creative and multicultural. I like it! I think working on being careful or cautious will be good for you. It will serve you well in real life.

Samiji sounds Japanese. Is Samiji Arabic or Eastern European? It does, especially initially. But you are free to grow and develop yourself. As you age, you become better.

I love girls. Girls are supposed to be loved and enjoyed. I feel grateful I'm a man. Masculine beauty is profound and comprehensive, and very difficult to embody. And that's exactly the reason why I love being a man. You can obtain sex via prostitutes.

Of course it does. I was born and raised Roman Catholic, hence I held a the Roman Catholic worldview. My environment dumped too much perspectival garbage into my mind; the struggle to clear it was intense and laborious. I began questioning Christianity when I became a teenager, and everybody simply ignored my questions, thinking I was weird and had gone astray. I endured criticisms and gaslighting on my journey to freeing myself from religious garbage. I even remember my father calling me the devil. It was paradoxical that the real devil accused me of being a devil. The internal struggle was horrifying. I grew up believing in Jesus, heaven, and hell; this was my reality. Those concepts were as tangible as money, business, or romance. To shatter that reality meant shattering my "sanity". I felt extreme fear and confusion along the way. The ancestry or environment where a human sprouts from is very important and impactful. What I described is just one example. How about you Ben? How has your ancestry impacted your worldview?

I thank God for my grandmother. She was the only person who allowed me to experience love so deeply. I only met her a few times a year, but each time I spent time with her, I experienced a glimpse of love. I probably wouldn't have learned to love myself without those glimpses (or at least not as quick). I don't even know whether I could have accomplished anything good without my grandmother. How about you Ben; how did your ancestors impact you?

I didn't say that. It was @Oppositionless who said it. Why did you misquote me? Praying for him will not do him any good. It's better to clarify that his fear of going to Christian hell after death is silly and NOT worth taking seriously. How could an all-loving God burn a soul in hell for eternity? Only an all-evil God would do that. It's obvious to me that the threat of hell is merely a tool for control. Christianity, in its effort to preserve itself, created the concept of hell to prevent believers from questioning its doctrine and abandoning the faith. I have even witnessed a cult leader employing the same strategy. He raped hundreds of followers and to deter them from reporting him to the police or leaving his cult, he threatened his victims, "If you leave or file a lawsuit, God will curse you and your family—and you will all go to hell!" This strategy was so effective, he escaped punishment for decades. @Oppositionless Don't waste your time and energy on silly fears, especially if they're outside your control. Your life is in front of you right now. It's better to focus on enhancing it: determine what you desire, make a plan, and then implement it. That's something truly worth your energy and time.

You must have committed big sins. And if reincarnation is also true, you will be fucked because your next life will be more miserable than your present one.

I used to lament that my childhood was extremely bad, one of the worst a human could have experienced. And as an automatic consequence, I suffered greatly as an adult. But a part of me is very grateful for my tragic past because it enabled me to gain a deep understanding of daytime as a direct result of experiencing nighttime. Now I know how good it is: To consistently feel good, because I've consistently experienced feeling bad. To have high self-esteem and confidence, because I've experienced extremely low self-esteem and confidence. To be self-loving, to show self-respect, and to set firm boundaries, because I've experienced low self-respect, being a people pleaser, and being treated similar to a doormat. To be admired, loved, and respected because I've experienced being dismissed, disrespected, and looked down upon. To be intelligent and prudent because I've experienced being foolish and dumb as a direct consequence of the abuse. To love and respect my life and continue walking my path because I've experienced not giving a fuck about my life. etc. My tragic past and destroyed self have also enabled me to see just how evil and pretentious humans can be. They are good and kind only to those they admire, respect, or who can provide them with some benefit. But when they encounter somebody they perceive as low-value or who cannot benefit them in any way, humans reveal their true colors. This behavior is repulsive. I feel like spreading positivity and beauty, so here's a piece of music intelligently created; it has become one of my favorites. sounds best with deep-bass headset or stereo