jimwell

The sun is about to rise and I'm about to sleep. But here's a poem I must unleash: The sun rises. I rest. But light floods my mind, and I must speak. I AM GOD. The you and You are one. The self and Self are one. The ego and God are one. Only God exists. The limited is the unlimited. The relative is the absolute. The self is the Self. The human is the God. Call it belief. Call it intuition. Call it nothing at all. It is my knowing. And that is enough. From this moment, my thoughts, my decisions, my actions, my existence flow from these truths.

Everybody also says they are good and truthful. You can't take them seriously. In the West, being different is perceived as cool. But in the East, it’s perceived oppositely; being different is bad, weird, even pathetic. But their perception doesn’t affect me, because I know who I am and what is good. I see it. I feel comfortable being different and solitary. Yes, there are times I feel it as a burden. But I love the way I am.

No, it’s not. Most of the time, TV shows and movies are dumb and a waste of time. But I do see intelligence and beauty in a few movies. My preferred season does contribute to my uniqueness. When everybody celebrates summer while I celebrate winter, it makes me feel “less” normal. Oh! I miss snow... "Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow...!". Yes, they are. But I need to clarify that I’m not purely introverted. I’m as extroverted as I am introverted. When I socialize and date, you’d think I’m a social butterfly and the ultimate player, because I am. I was purely extroverted, a player, and had mastered socializing and dating since I was a kid until my late 20s. And I still have it inside me. It’s just that, at this point in my life, introversion is more sensible than extroversion. Soon, I’ll be more extroverted than introverted, because that’s what will propel me toward accomplishing my most important ambitions. There’s a season for everything. Thanks!

Shika-chan is the type of girl I feel compelled to impregnate. But this post is not about her. It’s about why all or almost all people from both the Northern and Southern Hemispheres have summer as their favorite season. According to her, summer is different from the other 3 seasons. It’s also the most active season because people tend to go outside and have fun. When I used to stroll through my regular winter walks in Japan, I often wondered why people stayed inside Conceptually, I knew it was because of the cold, but it never truly registered in my mind because I love the winter cold. With my down jacket insulating my body, the contrast of warmth around my torso and the crisp chill on my face became an enjoyable experience. Also, I became more active and productive in winter than summer ever did. I loved going outside precisely because of that invigorating cold. It rejuvenated my body and mind, spurring my energy and focus. I used to end my long walks with push-ups and pull-ups in the park and I noticed that I would naturally add an extra set during winter. I also loved the fact that I always found myself solitary. My usual walking paths weren’t in bustling city streets but in quiet suburban roads and parks. I barely saw people outside in winter, making my walks feel more spiritual. I feel as though I were solitary in the world and in the universe, which is probably the case at the highest level, because in the end, there is only God. Who else could exist but God? I have always been very different from the crowd since I turned around 20. As a kid and a teenager, I was normal and similar to everybody else, except for two moments: when I was 8 or 9 and asked my mother where money came from and who created it, and when I had a “schizophrenic” experience of my human life being a dream and that my parents were illusions pretending to be real. But overall, I was a normal kid. I watched and played ball games. I watched dumb TV shows and admired dumb celebrities. I was also a serious Christian, and my worldview was that of Stage Blue with a bit of Orange. But I changed when I turned around 20, without any effort on my part. In fact, I hated becoming so different and felt ashamed of it. I thought I was lost and had gone crazy. My question to God is “Why did you drop me on Earth?”. I feel as though I’m an alien. Even on this forum, which is supposed to be filled with non-normies, I still feel different.

Yes, it is an expression of reality, hence perfect in a way. But from a different perspective, it's very limited and erroneous. And to be transcended. To transcend is not to exclude it but to honor and integrate it, and then go beyond it. This is how spirituality should be.

Trading is among the most corrupt domains in modern civilization, with an integrity level near 0. Based on my experience, this domain naturally attracts grifters and scammers. I have encountered too many fake trading gurus; whenever somebody claims to be an expert trader with the trading skills to help other traders gain millions, I automatically assume the claim is false. In law, a person is innocent until proven guilty. But in trading, it's the opposite: fake until proven genuine. It's interesting that there's a kernel of truth in some of their teachings. In the trading community featured in the video, it's: act as if you're already. This principle is the Law of Correspondence. But they use it to deceive and exploit others rather than pursue genuine internal transformation, essentially making them scammers. Instead of focusing on internalizing and embodying their affirmations, they act as though they're already millionaires by renting mansions and luxurious cars. Then they present these props as evidence for their trading success. This is performance, not transformation. As I have said in the past, trading is a fractal of life. I feel too lazy to explain it so I'll request CoPilot to handle it: AI is amazing.

Physical beauty surely helps, but there are boys who are more physically attractive than I am but don’t have my problems. So it must also be about energy and mindset. Summary by CoPilot:

This is the biggest judgmental error you have ever made in your life. It says more about you than about me. I’m not one to brag, but when needed, I enjoy it. I’ve never initiated a pick-up (except once when I was 13) because it’s always girls who approach (or semi-approach) me. All I need to do is be present in a place and then I choose who I enjoy. If you had any real perceptive capability (which you don’t), you’d know I’m not a bullshitter. When I declare something as true, it’s because it’s true. My problem is I receive too much attention from girls (and male homosexuals) who I am not sexually interested in. This has caused me significant mental anguish. It has been extremely difficult for me to find a girl in person who I'm willing to impregnate, which is another cause of frustration. The girls I'm sexually interested in exist only on Instagram and YouTube. But I believe soon I'll be able to meet and enjoy them in the flesh! I want to finish this bragging by demonstrating what high-level playfulness looks similar to. There were no girls around, but it’s the same playfulness (and self-confidence) that tickles girls’ souls. https://onedrive.live.com/?qt=allmyphotos&photosData=%2Fshare%2F721C28E58CCE5CB4!7428%3Fithint%3Dvideo%26fbclid%3DPAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAaduqE0vELkAIW6vw-9NaZe6XJbl_hxW_8rKjFN5XIuWUsU38cbEb_p5YDQ8kA_aem_zR_K8tB7VvA-ACG9w6-QPA%26migratedtospo%3Dtrue&sw=bypassConfig&cid=721C28E58CCE5CB4&id=721C28E58CCE5CB4!7428&redeem=aHR0cHM6Ly8xZHJ2Lm1zL3YvcyFBclJjem96bEtCeHl1Z1JaeG9vS0l4QjFLa3c1P2ZiY2xpZD1QQVpYaDBiZ05oWlcwQ01URUFBYWR1cUUwdkVMa0FJVzZ2dy05TmFaZTZYSmJsX2h4V184cktqRk41WEl1V1VzVTM4Y2JFYl9wNVlEUThrQV9hZW1felJfSzh0QjdWdkEtQUNHOXc2LVFQQQ&v=photos You're welcome!

Girls love boys who can demonstrate playfulness because it signals their capability to provide love, goodness, and joy. After survival, what else is there to do? Experiencing love, goodness, and joy not only feels good; it somehow connects to the metaphysical or spiritual desire (often hidden or repressed) most humans have.

The universe is a testing machine. When you declare, prove, or accomplish something, it tests your progress, your will, your strength, and your faith. I’ve always observed this mechanism in my life. I wonder why the universe is structured this way. I was curious about DeepSeek’s opinion. Too many asterisks (*) were added when I pasted it here but I can’t delete them because it would be too laborious on an Android tablet. It's good but not impressive. And I must say the universe is not dumb. It's a literal sentient testing machine. Do you feel the universe tests you along the way? Or do you feel the universe serves your aspirations and ambitions on a silver platter?

No, I don't.

This is just hypnosis. She didn't frame it as spirituality. This girl has some valuable wisdom. According to her, she's only 26 or 27 this year. If that's true, it's amazing how she was able to gain such deep insights. Perhaps, she had a good childhood; she didn't need to spend too much time healing. Then she might have found a good mentor to accelerate her growth. She is charismatic and inspiring. I've watched only a few of her videos so I can't say much more. But I noticed that she lacks variety of life experiences (because she's still young), resulting in a narrower range of insights.

You should do it again! The Law of Correspondence, Attraction, Wish Fulfilled It starts as a delusion or self-deception, but when sustained, it ends as real. Mark 11:24 (NIV)

Being an inventor or innovator, and being an entrepreneur are different things. Think about Nikola Tesla. If he had never been born, I wouldn’t have been able to reply to this post. You wouldn’t have been able to start this thread, and this forum wouldn’t exist in the first place. The modern world and its technology wouldn’t exist. That’s how impactful Nikola Tesla was. By this reasoning alone, he should have been the richest or at least among the top 10 richest men in the world. But no, he died poor.

Yes, that's integrity. God saw it. Remember, God has seen it. I believe you have received or will receive blessings. Speak, believe, and sustain it, and it will manifest. This is another truth of Christianity.