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  1. Let's just face it, porn is just like video games. If you over do it, it's gonna make you feel like shit. Demonizing it not gonna make you going anywhere, the only thing that you can do is just fix the root problem (addiction). Probably a lot of people that complain and demonizing porn are among my generation (gen z) a lot of us been jerking off since 13 yo no wonder why it makes us feels really fucked and depressed. But there are still hope and i will never give up.
  2. Thanks, terell for replying to my post I will take that seriously and start implying it to myself
  3. I feel like this is the one major thing that really holding me back If i can just be stick with my good and productive habit I feel super frustrated and lost, it look very simple but yet i keep falling into this problem I don't understand it anymore, i hope someone in this forum can give some powerful advice and insight.
  4. I really need help. I really need help breaking out from this cycle, it's really holding me back. I keep falling and falling into my bad habits and addiction, it fucked me really hard, i can't stand it anymore, i don't want to give up but i just don't understand it anymore. I really need help i can't talk to anyone especially my parents and my friends because i've been asking them for help over and over again but i never change i keep falling specifically into the same problem again. All of those hard work will ended up waste Those running and push ups, shit i end up binge eating again Those books and knowledge that i read, gone because i keep melting up my neurons in my brain by watching porn and masturbate 3 times in a day and others stupid zombie-like activities i keep hating my self everyday, saying shit to myself, torturing myself and feeling suicidal. But in the end, time will just keep ticking... Shit! everytime i started being productive i even already expect that i will fall into this period again! It's been 3 years since i started personal development and i still have a long journey to come but how do i stop this? how to be consistent with being productive and happy? how do i stick with my good habits?
  5. Mostly my 2d animation project I will post a project that I'm currently working on https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ju8FSDthCaQ