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  1. I can definitely say that art is not a human invention, but a human response to a calling from outside themselves. It's like you are shown a vision of something that does not exist and a voice says you can bring it into existence. So you sit down, take a brush and put colour. And as you paint, it evolves in front of you. It transforms, it reveals itself to you. A painting, in my experience, is a revelation. The end result is much more than the initial vision. It isn't even you that decides when it's finished. You just paint and paint. You take a step back, you look at it, a voice says paint a line there, put colour there, and you paint some more. You take another step back, you look at it and a voice says: 'It is done' and you look at it and marvel and feel deeply humbled and grateful. Like this painting. This vision was revealed to me during meditation. After about 15 hours of work, in three days, I took a break to have lunch. I returned to the easel and as soon as I took the brush in my hand, a voice said: 'That's it. It is done.' I looked at it and agreed. It was done. Anything else on it would've been in vain.
  2. @JosephKnecht Thank you. And especially thank you for taking the time to read the stories. For some reason, I feel they are of importance. Telling a story and represent its essence through a painting or an illustration is bringing me a lot of joy. Everything else is to help me market my work. And the jewelry in hope that it will bring me a steady income. Thank you again for your kind words
  3. @Rolo Thank you. Didn't think of it that way. I feel I've been slowly going into yellow for the last 3 years. Still transitioning, for sure
  4. Hello everyone. I've been working hard on my life purpose. I am an artist. I paint. I also enjoy writing. I created my website; a few months of struggles, introspection, creation, learning to build a website, learning marketing. I did it all to share my perspective. I launched everything a week ago and it's moving slowly. I could really use your help in spreading it around, especially because my work goes into metaphysics, non-duality, and other not very popular topics. Check out my website: Read the 2 stories I published so far: You can like on Facebook: Follow on Instagram: I also started my own YouTube channel. Just one video so far. The second one is coming up this week. Please, if you can afford the time, I would really appreciate your support. I enjoy feedback as well. I am opened to criticism, suggestions. Feel free to speak freely. It is through feedback that I can learn and discover what it's eluding. Thank you, everyone! Much love!
  5. Here it is. The project of a lifetime.
  6. @Javfly33 Ok. Thank you. I guess I was hoping for a web developer to pop up here, willing to help @Michael569 Thank you for your suggestion. I have been reading on Elementor about this type of issue. They have a list of possible causes and solutions. Still, my knowledge of coding and website building language is close to zero. But I guess I will have to deepen my knowledge. Tomorrow morning, with a well rested brain. I will try it all. At least I have backed up my site in case I do some really stupid things
  7. Hello everyone. I've been working on building my website for a while, now. It's almost done, but I keep getting issues with Elementor in my Woocommerce section. Just stuff not showing on the live page. I guess it's some sort of plugins, themes conflict. I have no idea how to sort it out and I could really use the help of someone who knows what they are doing. You Tube tutorials can only take you so far. Thank you
  8. Can't really help. But, hei! Welcome! You're not alone. I am just focusing now on manifesting people in my life with similar perspectives. Nothing so far. I'll let you know when they arrive
  9. @Espaim Good one. Made me laugh for a minute. Perhaps because I feel that's my schedule as well
  10. @dimitri Thank you. I don't do what anyone says. Never did. I see people's points of view, I know my situation. If I can apply something to it, good, if not, I keep looking. I take into consideration all aspects. Thing is it feels good either way. The only thing I really care about right now is my art project. Before he had come with this proposal to me, I had already given up on the idea of getting my money back. When he told me about this course, I paused. I thought I might not have time for it. But the thought of going up the mountain, laughing with friends, learning to fly a wing upwards, unlike the parachute which only falls. Sounds like an adventure. I will meditate on it these days, see what feelings rise up - maybe they'll be more clear. Thank you all for your insights
  11. @ajasatya @dimitri You are right. Thank you
  12. I find this to be a good description of my experience - it comes in a glimpse, none the less What is partial? Feelings arise when in the body after immersed in existence. What is awareness? I find awareness something which can't be described 'Awareness is the state of being conscious of something. More specifically, is the ability to directly know and perceive, to feel, or to be cognizant of events.' The definition doesn't actually define awareness, but only defines how it works, how we perceive it, the weird thing, though is that we are aware of what we call 'awareness'. So, in my ignorance, let me ask again, what is awareness?
  13. @George Paul What is total enlightenment?
  14. I find this to be true for me as well. When I am totally immersed in existence, there is no sense of an I anymore, just awareness. Something I cannot name, and a sense of peace, love, joy, and wonder rises. Also, there is wisdom within all religions. I was wondering about it one night, I was finding myself focusing on being fully in the now (Eckhart Tolle's teaching), observing what is in front of me - and it hit me! There is no now because the now is Nothingness, God, Love; as a human, you can only be in the past or future. To be in the Now means to not be in the world, but outside of it, through it, to be nothing, to be the space for it. Actually, you are both at the same time, we just choose to be human, in the world, more than we choose nothingness. Creation is God's will, your will. I find it more helpful to embrace it than to look for a way out. That being said, I do go into nothingness every morning for a few minutes. It helps me guide my day with love, instead of separation.
  15. @kag101 I am. I always am. I am as kind and thoughtful with myself as with everything. It happens that I say no to people when I feel there is nothing for me to offer (I may find myself too caught up in work and rather spend my free time doing what I enjoy). Most times I overflow with love and joy, free time, and abundance. That gives me opportunities to help. I have been considering the reason I am manifesting this friend into my life. He helped me with good insights when I was getting my project going. He also appeared in my life in a dark time (moving countries again took a heavy toll on my psyche) - I guess it was the perfect company at the time - I was confronted with some unconscious behavior in those months, a behavior I am grateful to have discovered - I feel he's a reflection of my past - my faraway past - grandparents past - people highly traumatized My brain is still very much conditioned by the traumas in my history. I have cleared a lot, but there is still work to be done. I am grateful, none the less. As for the paragliding course, it only starts in September. That is enough time to see how our friendship evolves and how much time I'll have for a new course. @Blacksmith Thank you for the exercise - I heard about it as well, I used it in making a couple of big decisions. I agree people are complex. I also feel like people we come in contact with are a reflection of ourselves, in some way. That is why I would rather embrace, than reject, and look for aspects I was not aware of before. I'm not sure the urge to be appreciated is healthy. I know who I am; it shouldn't be of any concern to me if others can see it or not. The fact that sometimes it is, may reflect insecurity I have about that certain aspect. Also, it is man's nature to love women for their bodies, not their minds. A strong-willed woman is often too much to handle. It is man's nature to dominate. Of course, I wish for a man who doesn't need to dominate but collaborate. It just wasn't what I manifested so far, due to unconscious aspects. My friend forced a lot of this it into my awareness. I am grateful for it. Thank you all for the kind thoughts