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    If I did kriya for 3 years, and very occasionally had breakthroughs, and about half the time I did pranayama I would feel energy come up the spine to the top and it felt great and very meditative, am i doing things wrong? I feel like an hour a day for years and I should have got more. 

    After 2 years or so off I've gotten back into it and am focusing on doing the techniques perfectly. But here it seems like Leo is saying I can just focus on doing the pranayama well.

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    @Recursoinominado Yes I know EMF radiation is non ionizing and doesn't damage DNA. But it is still harmful. hundreds of studies have been done showing it lowers function of several organs, from your genetals to your brain, sleep quality etc. This isn't a conspiracy it is widely accepted by the most level headed proponents of holistic health.

    You really think a bunch of electro-magnetic frequencies not found in nature that override those of nature are really going to just be harmless?

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    @Yimpa Nothing else to call it but God.

    @Schizophonia Typically I am trembling in fear before a DMT trip. I still do it and it goes great. But when I am on psychedelics I have already adjusted to such a high state of consciousness, and I effortlessly take a breakthrough dose on DMT. I'd be crazy to not do DMT when I'm already so woke. I also find that the insights stick longer when I'm tripping, one downside of DMT is how quickly it fades. So I have more time to contemplate, and it also enhances the rest of my trip. The deep breakthrough and multi-hour trips just both complement each other so well.

    The ego backlash can be a bitch but that's a good thing ultimately.

  12. Posted · Edited by Cocolove

    Once I grew my own plant. Gave it lots of love and let it grow with compost outdoors.

    But other than that I recommend knowing one personally. 

    If you don't, just get the best you can. If its weed its weed so long as its not laced with something. Give it the love it needs by doing it intentionally.

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    I woke up, meditated, did kriya yoga, and breathwork for a couple of hours.

    I then Snorted around 120mg of tested ketamine and holed. It was my first time holing and it was very cool, but I didn't have any crazy breakthroughs. Once I could move again with ease I took 3 large hits of DMT, and was unable to take a fourth.

    The psychedelic effects were about as strong as I've ever had them, even putting a standard DMT trip to shame. I starting off asking to just know what everything is, to know god, and after I laid down I was in this dimension with a massive room, with large tall angular entities. I had the sense this was a very profound place, and it seemed nothing like the jesters I sometimes meet with. The visuals were just absolutely ineffable, so advanced and intelligent. I few weeks ago on DMT I had been given the option to die, and had gratefully decided not to. This time I was ready to die and had accepted death, and so they brought out a file from the edge of the room. Then suddenly I was gone, transported to the void of God, no world, no self, no reality. And then, out of love and infinite curiosity, I decided and chose to incarnate in this reality. I would describe the process I experienced as Creation. God created everything, and it was me doing it. And then God decided to forget into this individual life, into my experience as a human being on earth. And for a while after the trip I was crying and screaming in existential bliss and awe, marveling at the world and self I had just created.

    This is everything put into a chronological story, but it is all beyond words. I became completely conscious of the process of Creation as god. What a beautiful and unique thing, the cause and explanation for all of reality. And yet still I continue to create. I realized that I will always be creating, infinitely and while I live this life, and it is a beautiful divine thing, it is what God does. I realized that everything is absolutely perfect, that I will never die and I am simply imagining this finite life and will continue to imagine when it is over. There is nothing to fear, nothing to worry about, all there is is perfection and love.

    Anyways, I will be more motivated to meditate, to life a fearless loving and pure life, to be as aware as possible. And to smoke more DMT.

     

    Much love, Thank you lots @Leo Gura for teaching me about all of this, I wouldn't be here experiencing the most meaningful thing I could have ever imagined otherwise.

     

     

     

    p.s. I mixed LSD with DMT a couple of days ago and also had a crazy trip. But there was no deep insight, just jester entities showing me all kinds of gadgets and gizmos, happy to see me. The visuals were absolutely insane. These dimensions are just so far beyond ours in complexity.

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    Where are you doing this?

    My life purpose is related to sustainable food production and I do market gardening and permaculture food forestry. I just got 20 acres and am going to probably live there and farm there. I've been farming for a couple of years and got a lot of help from volunteers. I'm located in Minnesota. I've read dozens of books on the topic and after farming for a couple of years I know it's what I want to do. 

    But anyway I think long term I would want to create some sort of community on my land. I am running things as a business and I want to become financially stable and independent and not have to work, so for some time I might offer people a low wage plus a place to live and food to eat to help farm in the summer.

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    @cjoseph90 dont worry about the specific strain just get decent quality. and that doesn't just mean colors and smells, get something organic and with a balanced terpine profile and thc.

    A couple hits then wait 5 minutes. If you aren't panicking do more. A half gram would be a high dose for someone with no tolerance.

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    Yellow: I went to my cities local psychedelic society lots of times 3 years ago and lots of people knew Ken Wilber and about awakening it was very tier 2. 

    Green: I went last week and the speakers that day were all deeply stage green, the negative excesses really triggered my green shadow. Some interesting stuff and some absurd, but it is just so dull compared to tier 2.

    Orange: Funnily enough, the green people were very upset -tier 1 culture wars- about the orange corporatism and scientism in the psychedelic renaissance, which is certainly more harmful than green. 

     

  23. Posted · Edited by Cocolove

    On 6/26/2023 at 9:21 AM, MAHAVATAR_-_BABAJI said:

    No he does Steven's. Santatagamana's is extremely watered-down. Steven's + Enimo Nemmis, aided by lahiris commentaries,  is the more complex approach.

    Leo's smart.

    He does santata gamana as well. For me that stuff enhanced my stevens routine so much.

     

    I love how 5 years later we're just name dropping the book, while 5 years ago Leo was keeping the book title a secret so people would buy the book list. The marketing got to me lmao.