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Passing is irrelevant when all the tests were built on self-deceptions and surface level truths.
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Habits & Disciplines Journey Entry #121 I feel like no woman wants me romantically. What a shitty feeling for a man to go through. But in reality, I have a woman that is very into me right now, I had a woman a year ago that was very into me, that wanted to marry me. So thats not really true. MY mind just likes to make myself feel pity for myself. Why does it do that? And how do I deal with it? What is the truth about these thoughts of "No one wants me romantically?" Well it firstly stems from the women that I work with. I don't understand why neither of the girls that I like show any interest in me, I have shown a great drive and work ethic, I am a good looking guy, what is missing? I don't understand and it is incredibly frustrating. Of course, from their perspective, I have shown no interest in them.. well thats not entirely true, I've actually told both of them that I like them, one of them two years ago and the other one a couple of days ago. And of course now they are going out to breakfast together and they are probably going to talk about me crushing on one of them. The reality is that I would actually date either of them, whichever one will take me... honestly thats how I feel. That sounds really sad, but it just means I like them and enjoy their company and want an intimate relationship in my life. I am kind of sick of having dance partners because again I always catch feelings for them and I want more but of course I never get more. The real solution here is to just go ape shit on approaching women outside of this place and to get everything figured out, finances, work ethic, habits and disciplines, do all of this stuff by yourself, for yourself and things will fall into place. But how do you know that? I don't. I truly don't, but hey lets try it. The main thing thats frustrating me right now is I am always lazy as fuck when I wake up in the morning. So like this morning, I actually woke up at 6:30 am. I wanted to wake up at 7:30 so this is an hour early. Ideally, I get my ass out of bed and get in the shower, then meditate, which would actually bring me to 7:30 am in which I've already completed my first two tasks for the day. This would be fuckin' awesome. However, that is not what happened. Instead, I layed in bed for a while an then when my 7:30 alarm went off, I didn't want to wake up so I laid there for another hour, now its 8:30, I walk downstairs and then I lay on the couch in the living room for another hour lmao, and all of a sudden, it is 3 hours later... fuck me. And now I have to get all of my habits done in the morning and I am no longer focused on them because I am in a lazy mindset, one that wants to go back to bed. Action item: Tomorrow I am going to get out of bed AS SOON AS I WAKE UP or the alarm sounds, whichever comes first. You need to add some adversity to your life. I am going to fuckin' do this. I am going to fuckin' do this. Just like I am going to get amazing results with women, having lots of sex, helping young men approach and improve their dating lives, I am going to be an incredible dancer that wins dance competitions, and I am going to be one of the most highly conscious human beings on this planet. Namaste. 3.2.26 Morning Routine: Make bed: 0 Journal: 120 Brush teeth streak: 120 Floss streak: 0 Shower streak: 94 Meditation streak: 1 Approaching women visualization: 1 Abundance of sex affirmation: 1 Funniness affirmation: 1 Independent of opinions of others affirmation: 1 Free talk exercise: 1 Night time routine goals: Brush teeth streak: 2 Wash face streak: 2 No electronics before bed: 0 "Whole day" goals: No ejaculation streak: 28 Eat 150 g of protein streak: 0 No alcohol streak: 122 No smoking weed streak: 1 Total number of women cold approached: 5
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But I can still do my emotional/energetic labor after I read the best of the best of the existing frameworks. Leo has done this too. So it is kind of weird to ask people to reinvent physics for example when there is already work done on physics. Same counts for metaphysics. Time is of the essence. I don't have time to roll in the mud. Not everybody has that kind of time. After my research, I can still do my own integration work and find my own style of epistemology.
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Ziran replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
question: "where the fuck was your experiences, ideas, beliefs before physical birth?" answer: "on a time line of events within the realm of infinite possibilites" reaction: "Hi mind. You create a victim and trolling again 😊 mr. Ziran, it is lying to you. Do not trust it 😊" ‐------------‐------------------------- Please? What are the reasons for the reaction? -
https://www.actualized.org/insights/deconstructing-artificial-intelligence
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Inspired by Leo, I drafted the ACIM epistemic framework: Epistemic Humility - I don't know what anything means Epistemic Suspension - I am willing to set aside what I think this thing in front of me means Epistemic Responsibility - I am entrusted with a single choice of thought systems -either the world's or God's; And I accept that the world's thought system - and its relative epistemology - is meaningless and I choose to have God's be remembered. Epistemic Correction - I pause a moment in order that my misinterpretation be undone Epistemic Non-interference - I of myself refuse to manage, fix or manipulate perception Epistemic Vigilance - I check in with the mind for shifts in thought system Epistemic Trust - I accept the correction rather than seek the explanation Epistemic Minimalism - I accept what meaning is given me and only that Epistemic Immediacy - I accept truth is known directly not mentally inferred
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good question:) i think it's like the totality of my physical and emotional sensations, my subjective experience (thoughts, feelings) and how they all interact with and influence one another, how they are basically entangled in some sort of matrix.
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Because you don’t know what is true and you don’t know who to trust about what’s true. ”Reinventing the wheel” is simply doing the energetic work, which no one can do for you and can’t just be learned through information consumption. It’s development of character. So not a waste of time.
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What is it that you feel misunderstood about?
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First part: yes, I get you. But if I go one by one, there's the chance I won't go out because I'm not 100% functional. It's rather "intuitive dosing" then. Depends on intention for the day. Re second one: trust in divine intelligence vs. knowing myself what's best: I don't separate it that strictly those two perspective heavily overlap IME
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Hey everyone. I could really use anything right now -- advice, perspective, or just someone to listen. I’d really appreciate it. Lately, I’ve been feeling really confused because a big part of my life suddenly changed. After three years of dating a wonderful girl, I decided to break up with her. Her only real drawback was that she’s extremely emotional. I’m not someone who shows emotions easily, and she actually taught me to open up more -- something I’m grateful for. But even after the first 2 years of dating, I felt like I didn’t love her anymore. I couldn’t understand why. I even talked to her about it and tried to be honest, but now I’m starting to realize it might have been because of the emotional toll it was taking on me every day. I believed that if I couldn't withstand her mood swings, I must be weak -- because I used to be so pathetic. I’m scared. I really care about how others feel. I can’t stand seeing her in a bad mood -- but even something as small as someone walking by and smoking could irritate her and ruin her entire day. The message I wanted to post here three days ago ended with: "We’re still talking after the breakup, but we’re not making plans for the future anymore. I’ve tried not to hurt her or make her sad, but honestly, that feels impossible. And I don’t say this to brag -- maybe my ego is playing a part here -- but I decided to keep paying her rent until she finds a new boyfriend. Still, it breaks my heart when she cries, and I feel awful about the whole situation." I couldn't log in to the forum right after writing that, and since then, things have changed. Recently we met and ended up having sex. She promised it didn’t mean anything. I told her that I had already texted another girl to arrange a meetup soon after the breakup. She said it was okay, since we were broken up. But two days ago, she texted me saying she had still been hoping things would work out between us -- and that I’m an asshole for doing that so soon after we ended. I do agree with her. But I truly believed she wasn’t holding onto hope anymore. Now she hates me -- though still very mildly. She blocked me everywhere except one app and asked me not to write to her again. Sorry for the long message, but I’m really mortified right now. Should I tell her anything, or just let her heal faster through the hatred she now feels? Thanks. It means a lot.
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Breakingthewall replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
If a global power controls the economy in great stent, and you're a weak country with resources, and your core values are hatred of that power and the disappearance of its ally as a nation, you risk this kind of thing. The US doesn't steal oil from Saudi Arabia or the UAE; in fact, they sell a large portion of their oil to China. But what a global power won't tolerate is a direct challenge sustained for decades. What would be Iran's problem if it recognized Israel, engaged in dialogue with the US, and acknowledged them as partners? Simply an identity crisis. You could say: the US is a state that steals resources from other states, leaving them in poverty. But this isn't true. If Iran were to cooperate, its economy would improve. The problem is that many Muslim countries base their identity on direct confrontation. Without it, their identity collapses. Obviously, the US is abusive in many ways, but so is China when it benefits from it, as is France in Africa, Russia when it has the opportunity, and all the others. The point is not categorize us as Satan but trying to get the best deals possible for your people -
Your truth will set you free. Whatever it is, find it and OWN it <3 (just don’t do it the wrong, dysfunctional ways )
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Basman replied to Ramasta9's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
They are religious, which means that they don't give a shit about the underlying principle. It's just about the tradition and dogma. It's blasphemous to even question the methodology. I've met Muslims who get into fights, drink and fuck, but don't eat pig. That's the extent of it. Zero spirituality. - Today
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I used to be a slave for what others needed me to be. I feared being what I was told I shouldn’t. I needed to fit in to be accepted and successful. If I didn’t follow the rules of what others projected onto me, I was a failure. No more. Who I protecting before was the cancer. I used to abuse girls left and right. All of my relationships with women were dysfunctional. I was told transitioning would make me even more disgusting, a pervert, harm children. I believed all the groupthink and lies. Even my closest transgender friend a few years ago shamed me for transitioning when I came out to them, since I didn’t figure it out when I was a kid. I was verbally abused, punished, and shamed in a religious school in front of my best friend for coming out at age 5, and had to stay a slave until age 26. I am done listening to transphobic nonsense, regardless of who it comes from. I am now much healthier with women, I no longer feel to control them, and I love children like I love my partner and myself The only one who can save me is my own self. By being genuine and no longer masking my truth. Transitioning in Texas in 2026? That takes fucking balls. And my balls are bigger than ever transphobe combined.
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Is that what you're doing? If so, congratulations. But most likely it's only unlimited because the mind you dismiss has mysteriously compressed it into a unity without you noticing. If it was actually numerically unlimited for more than a couple hours you'd end up with schizophrenia or DID. Curious where such precise statistics come from. Well, it is rare indeed, but the toilet stage can be transcended such that the falls turn into very smooth landings.
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I think trying to reinvent the wheel is wasted time. Why would I try to reinvent epistemology while others have already walked that path? I asked Claude to give me a framework and this is what I got. I think it is pretty solid:
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Speaking of explanatory power, let's tackle this objection. I completely agree with the first sentence. What I don't agree with is the claim that the Fragment does not help in analyzing immediate reality. It might have been a rhetorical question but let's actually analyze the computer. My claim is that there are infinite ways to engage with a computer and all of them are manifestations of the Fragment. You could ask: "What am I sensing?". You are only able to even ask this question bc of Sensibility of being (former name: Interaction) Without Sen' you don't have sensation You could ask: "What does it weigh?". This is Differentiality of being bc weight is a way of differentiating. You could ask: "What do I want to do with it?". This is Impulsivity of being bc an action requires an impulse. You could ask: "What can I do with it?". This is Potentiality of being bc seeing potential requires potentiality. You could ask: "How does this object fill space? How tall is it? How wide is it?". This implies Spaciality of being bc filling space requires spaciality You could see it as a whole that is made out of multiple parts. This requires Wholeness and Differentiality of being. You can just see it as the symbol "computer" which you've learned from other people. When you do this you are syncing up with the narrative of the computer and this requires Simultaneity of being. You can ask multiple different questions in a sequence, but this requires Sequenciality of being Any way you can see it results from one or a combination of these. You are welcome to try to give me exceptions. There is actually one exception which is when you see it as emptiness sunyata. This requires you to shut off all of the fragments of being. I say this is easier to do if you know about all the different fragments.
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Surfing unlimited identity is not some puny thing. After you fall from the peak, you're in the toilet compared to surfing the unlimited, unless you're on the very brink (which 0.000004% of people are).
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Again, guys.. Healing trauma is not the problem here. How is this so hard to get what I am asking about? We truly focus on things that we want to focus on..
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Hatfort replied to Husseinisdoingfine's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
Israel and the US are always the ones attacking them or their leaders first, it's not the other way around like you paint it. I'm talking just about last years, like Soleimani, attacks on embassies, and the last two wars. On the reverse, there is nothing. If we go back to the last century, Iran had a democratically elected leader that the US deposed to put their puppet Sha, but Iranians fought back, and got their own thing. Not saying that they are perfect, but for example, the current elected president, compared to the last one that died in the helicopter accident, has made some social progress that we in the West value, like a less restictions to women in clothing. But those things are just false pretexts from the West, the CIA and Israel have no problem collaborating with the Muyaidins or the most regressive ISIS or al-Qaeda guys, whom they train. The only country that ISIS has never attacked in the region is Israel, that's not a coincidence. The petro emirate states are also way more regressive with women than Iran. There were legit protests in Iran last December, because of the economic strangulation of Western sancions make effect in the population, even the ayatollah acknowledged it. Then they turned into violent riots that no country would allow either. However, Iran was overcoming the sanctions more or less, and the West can't allow that. This is what we have, an illegitimate attempt at regime change war of aggression, to put a puppet in an oil-rich area. But they will have to fight it harder this time. -
Carl-Richard replied to Cred's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Application does not mean better than other options. I can apply a seriously inflationary cosmology and it will still be inflationary. Why is the application better than other options? (By what account do you ascribe its status as a Theory of Everything and not say Analytical Idealism?) -
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@Leo Gura Delete my profile/posts/data/everything. Thanks.
