Tyler Robinson

My family wants to send me to a mental hospital, I'm not ready

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My family has been forcing me since last 4 days to get admitted in a mental hospital for 3 months. 

The hospital has wards where 7 mentally ill people will stay in one large room. 

I don't feel okay. I feel scared and anxious. I feel like the nurses will treat me badly or do things against my will. 

I can imagine them talking rudely to me, forcing me to take pills and drugs that I don't want to take. 

I kept begging that I don't want to go. 

I am not mentally prepared to go to such a place. It's making me anxious. 

What should I do? 

 


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I feel like that place is unethical. 

The attitude towards mentally ill is not good. They are treated like burden to families.. 

The way the doctors talk "let's try this with her".... That language turns me off. It's like how to shut me down. 

I am very nervous. I feel like they don't want to understand me. 

My family is constantly contacting psychologists and complaining about my behavior to them. 

I want to die. I feel trapped. 

Just nobody to understand me. 

 

I pray nobody else should go through this. 

 


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You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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If you don't want to go but are still dependent on your family for money, find an apartment in your town, make an arrangement with the owner to pay them the first rent the next month, and find a job instantly. This is your only escape from your family. I don't know though how they can force you into a psych ward, since you are an adult. They don't have custody over you. 

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I'm disabled so I can't work like other people. 

I went apartment hunting a few days ago and those places are just pathetic. Only one was available on rent and the neighbors were too noisy and the landlord was rude so I gave up on that. 

I'm also not mentally ready to move out. I feel anxious around people generally. 

I tried living away for a few months and it didn't work because I wouldn't eat in the new place, the social anxiety of being in a new place began bugging me. 

I also have autism so I don't like major changes in my life. I like to be where I am put up. 

It's hard. Of course I need psychiatric assistance but not the way my family is going about this. 

They are also tracking my activities now. 

 

Yesterday they were looking into my phone. Before they could see this website I snatched the phone out of their hands.

I don't want them to know I'm here. 

If they find out that I'm here, they will discourage me from writing here and even my last source of support will be gone. 

They tell me to socialize with the people in the building. But I tried and most of the people in the building are very rude and mean towards me. So I don't like talking to anyone.. 

I have an avoidant personality. My family doesn't understand my needs. 

 


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You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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I feel like one day when I'm in an angry state (I have anger issues due to BPD - borderline personality disorder and ptsd due to childhood trauma), they might call the mental hospital and complain about me and the mental hospital might send people to forcefully drag me out of the house and keep me there. 

I feel like my family needs a big lesson in empathy. They suck. They are the ones who ruined my childhood, fucked me up for life and now they pretend like I'm the problem that needs to be disposed off. 

It's them who should be sent to jail for systematically gaslighting me and fucking me up 

 

They have zero understanding of my problems. 

 


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You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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Right now I'm in a hospital and they are talking about taking away my phone and not contacting my family. 

I will not allow this. I'll run from this place 

 

They can't do anything without my consent. 

God I pray. Take me out of here. 

Not another episode of force and abuse. 

 


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You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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On 1/8/2023 at 8:37 PM, TheGreekSeeker said:

If you don't want to go but are still dependent on your family for money, find an apartment in your town, make an arrangement with the owner to pay them the first rent the next month, and find a job instantly. This is your only escape from your family. I don't know though how they can force you into a psych ward, since you are an adult. They don't have custody over you. 

Be mindful of the advice you give. You don't know her mental state.


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This is 19 hours later.. 

My sister was signing the consent forms and I kept begging her that this is Inhuman..I snatched her pen.. 

Then I began screaming to let me go.. 

So a group of men and women came and forcefully grabbed both my arms and dragged me across the floor meanwhile I was kicking and screaming and then they dumped me into a cramped room.. And shut the door. 

After a while 4 nurses came in with a syringe in hand and then turned my body and injected me with it and I became drowsy after a while.. 

After a few hours, I was told to do go.. I left


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You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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Now I'm safe 


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 Be careful being too demanding in relationships. Relate to the person at the level they are at, not where you need them to be.

You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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On 1/9/2023 at 2:31 AM, Tyler Robinson said:

What should I do? 

Consult with a psychiatrist. I wish you all the peace in the world ❤


"I believe you are more afraid of condemning me to the stake than for me to receive your cruel and disproportionate punishment."

- Giordano Bruno, Campo de' Fiori, Rome, Italy. February 17th, 1600.

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Practice kriya yoga

Do 6 months of kriya yoga practice and u will forget what depression looks like

Big pharma want u to be their permenent customer.

Kriya yoga ended my greate depression while pills did nothing and doctors were milking my money through pills

 

Practicing kriya yoga and returning to islam were the only things that ended my depression.

Vipasana was not enough

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Thanks for the prayers. 

I have safely landed home after a lot of screaming and protesting. I made them go mad until they didn't let me go. 

 

 

Terrible place that was. I felt like a jail there. 

 


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 Be careful being too demanding in relationships. Relate to the person at the level they are at, not where you need them to be.

You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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I am glad that you are okay now. This is some good morning news.

 

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23 minutes ago, Something Funny said:

I am glad that you are okay now. This is some good morning news.

 

Thank you. 


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 Be careful being too demanding in relationships. Relate to the person at the level they are at, not where you need them to be.

You have to get out of the kitchen where Tate's energy exists ~ Tyler Robinson 

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