Connor Murphy the fitness influencer, has passed away

[CosmicExplorer]

Don't underestimate extremely elevated mood states. Most people have never experienced them so they can't even imagine how powerful that is. Mood is like a lens that colors absolutely everything you're experiencing. Most humans, for most of the time, are in a very narrow "normal" mood state, yet that "normal" mood is arbitrary, it just so happens that it's most conducive to survival, so evolution shaped most humans that way. On the extremes, mood can get so insane that it's impossible to explain to somebody who hasn't experienced it. Mania can get so strong that you feel literally invincible, your mind works faster than on meth, a million ideas a minute, unlimited energy levels and no need for sleep, even physical pain can not bother you. On the opposite spectrum, depression/bad mood can get so strong that orgasm is experienced as painful/bad valence, you're constantly in insane emotional pain for no reason and get angry when you wake up in the morning because you wish to die. Mood colors everything, and you're always in a mood.

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[Monster Energy]

29 minutes ago, cetus said:

If you want to believe anything, believe that Leo was trying to get Conner to wise up.

He did help, but maybe only halfway. Perhaps he could have done much more but chose not to. If that’s true, it may have been the biggest mistake of his life.

 

[Kalki Avatar]

Knowing Connor, there is still 1% chance that he pulls away this as an epic prank and comes back reborn in a body of gold after a while if that even works 

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[cetus]

57 minutes ago, Monster Energy said:

He did help, but maybe only halfway. Perhaps he could have done much more but chose not to. If that’s true, it may have been the biggest mistake of his life.

 

We're you around at that time? I certainly was. I remember it clearly. Conner acted like everything Leo said was a joke when he tried to help him.

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[Yimpa]

 

1 hour ago, Monster Energy said:

lBut if Leo is aware that he contributed to what happened, I believe he may face the same fate as Conor.

47 minutes ago, cetus said:

If you want to believe anything, believe that Leo was trying to get Conner to wise up.

The meta perspective is God understanding itself. There is only God and God plays the role of both Leo and Conner. Monster Energy and cetus. Etc

[cetus]

@Monster Energy So far you have condemned his parents, the internet, the police, and now Leo. What's next the lake? Lol

[OBEler]

5 minutes ago, Kalki Avatar said:

Knowing Connor, there is still 1% chance that he pulls away this as an epic prank and comes back reborn in a body of gold after a while if that even works 

There was found a dead 32 years old body.

 

"Austin addresses rumors (originally mentioned by Tony Huge) claiming Connor had recently been injecting gold. He notes that if true, heavy metals crossing the blood-brain barrier can cause severe cognitive decline and a loss of mental stability. At the time of filming, the official autopsy results were still pending."

 

[Joshe]

After you go off the deep end publicly, and if your only means of survival has been online content creation, you need a way back in after you go off the deep. Connor acting like he was some mastermind viral attention exploiter was all just a story to deal with the shame of his public insanity and a way to get back into the business. 

[Kalki Avatar]

@OBEler  Oh well. I actually liked him and understood him really well since I had experienced some type of madness with awakenings too. He had so much potential. If he just had some spiritual education and guru the story would have been different. He had the money and was even living in a spiritual country, destiny was so close. Maybe in the next life, GG

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[cetus]

10 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

There is only God and God plays the role of both Leo and Conner

Not anymore.

[Hojo]

This should show people that pick up wont make you happy. The man was the perfect body and pick up and it wasn't enough. It will never be enough its just another farce 

[Inliytened1]

What's saddest to me is that he had some legit awakenings and then wanted to share this with others and awaken his family and friends, but was only shot down and met with rejection.  That he was crazy.  I think the rejection he felt as a child just never left him.  But thats the reality about the deepest awakenings and enlightenmenton in general in today's world.  You have to really keep it to yourself when it comes to the general public, family, and friends.  But he did have some legitimate mental illnesss that was probably never treated correctly as well.  Otherwise he would have been able to handle it and properly integrate.  Sad all the way around because he was such an intelligent, thoughtful and emotionally sensitive guy. 

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[Leo Gura]

2 minutes ago, Hojo said:

This should show people that pick up wont make you happy. The man was the perfect body and pick up and it wasn't enough. It will never be enough its just another farce 

When you have mental illness, nothing can make you happy until you get it under control.

Happiness assumes health.

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[Yimpa]

23 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

I wish I could say I am surprised, but his self-destruction was well foreshadowed. I tried to help him but he was incapable of listening.

On 4/18/2023 at 8:26 PM, Leo Gura said:

1) He was very immature, vain, and narcissistic to begin with.

2) He has bipolar disorder. So he had mental illness to begin with.

Combining that with psychedelics is obviously dangerous. He ignored all the warnings I gave him and he was on DMT daily.

[Monster Energy]

1 hour ago, cetus said:

We're you around at that time? I certainly was. I remember it clearly. Conner acted like everything Leo said was a joke when he tried to help him.

I know 

[Monster Energy]

1 hour ago, cetus said:

@Monster Energy So far you have condemned his parents, the internet, the police, and now Leo. What's next the lake? Lol

If you don’t think it’s strange that his parents haven’t said anything yet, then that’s your opinion. I believe the world deserves to know. If someone like Justin Bieber died, there would be a responsibility to inform the public. It wouldn’t be something that could simply be ignored or left unclear.

 

[Leo Gura]

5 minutes ago, Monster Energy said:

If you don’t think it’s strange that his parents haven’t said anything yet

Dude, they lost a child. Maybe they have more pressing issues than informing internet randos.

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[Sammy123]

Sorry I have not read previous comments, was he abusing 5 meo? What did he do wrong the Leo does not 

[Leo Gura]

Just now, Sammy123 said:

was he abusing 5 meo?

No.

He was abusing DMT. But that was years ago. Who knows what he was doing recently.

[Monster Energy]

2 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Dude, they lost a child. Maybe they have more pressing issues than informing internet randos.

In Europe, it’s normal for information like this to come from the family. But of course, in the USA, which is the worst country in the world, you have your own ways of doing things.