Understanding Insanity

[TheSelf]

Imagine you are reading a book in your house alone, you are generally a calm person, you sudenly hit by a strong disassociation feeling, slowly some anxiety feeling comes up, you have no clue whats happening, a few moments later your heart starts racing, you feel like you are losing your mind you hardly can access your memory, you feel like you are about to die, you try to breath but you feel like no air is passing in or out!! you fight with your whole being cause thats millions of years of evolution to fight and survive death. But you are in perfect health and its not physical death, it's death of your individual experience to infinity, and infinity is insane, being sane means operating from limited framework of logic, but that moment all of these vaporizes into thin air, your favorite guru, your family, friend, your ideas about God, etc. anything would just slowly or violently being thrown out of window! 

You can never know what I'm talking about unless you experienced this either in psychedelics or intense yoga systems that can cause an intensr kundalini rising.

Share your thoughts or experiences here!

Edited 12 hours ago by TheSelf

[Leo Gura]

We call that Tuesday around here

[Ramasta9]

4 hours ago, TheSelf said:

Imagine you are reading a book in your house alone, you are generally a calm person, you sudenly hit by a strong disassociation feeling, slowly some anxiety feeling comes up, you have no clue whats happening, a few moments later your heart starts racing, you feel like you are losing your mind you hardly can access your memory, you feel like you are about to die, you try to breath but you feel like no air is passing in or out!! you fight with your whole being cause thats millions of years of evolution to fight and survive death. But you are in perfect health and its not physical death, it's death of your individual experience to infinity, and infinity is insane, being sane means operating from limited framework of logic, but that moment all of these vaporizes into thin air, your favorite guru, your family, friend, your ideas about God, etc. anything would just slowly or violently being thrown out of window! 

You can never know what I'm talking about unless you experienced this either in psychedelics or intense yoga systems that can cause an intensr kundalini rising.

Share your thoughts or experiences here!

As a child this was quite often for me, so now as an adult its experienced the opposite way, I feel calm, bliss full, peace, all at home and alone within myself, divine comfort, warm bliss, like I am swimming in dark chocolate  I was born sane, the world was insane, that's not my problem. 

And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music ~

[Hojo]

I tried something today and felt like a schizophrenic. Whenever a thought comes to your mind say thas not me and assign the thought to wherever you want it to be coming from.

Edited 7 hours ago by Hojo

[mmKay]

6 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

We call that Tuesday around here

I smell a Blog post incoming about Awakening to Capital C "Comedy

[Malkom]

I don't know why, but I felt a marijuana vibe.
I remembered a long time ago, when my friend and I got high at home and started looking at celebrity caricatures. It was really funny.
And I also need to update my Black Afghano cologne.