Insight that made my ego go insane

[Asia P]

I did 5meo and then after this, shrooms that seemed to extend and clarify my 5meo trip that was very intense and confusing.

I literally realized that i already have infinite love inside myself, and i can enjoy this love in solitude or rather trying to share it to others by dividing myself into parts and dreaming my incompleteness. Solipsism is the peak of happiness and sadness, where those two merge together. Because reality starts to become non dual and it becomes impossible categorize emotions and things by good and evil.

I felt like going mad by realizing this, my ego could not hold the intensity, the absurdity and the power of this insight.

[OBEler]

@Asia P wow...thanks for sharing. Shrooms make me also always confused. I didn't went as deep as you but I can sense your insight.

[Arthogaan]

Deep insight.

But also further - the duality between solitude and feeling of togetherness can collapse too.

You can be alone in your room and so connected to the Love, and walls of your room as if you in the heart of the most welcoming community of people.

But also you can be with, talk to others, and feel the solitude of oneness. 

It's the same thing.
Emptiness Dancing.

Sitting alone can happen, sharing and talking can happen, exploring can happen, rest can happen. Just love.

[Yimpa]

Go insane and then realize how insane it is to go insane so you learn your lesson to not go insane again.

You feel me? 

[Hojo]

@YimpaInteresting I never had the thought that going insane is a lesson to learn about how the brain works.

[Yimpa]

@Hojo it is also a gut punch. The brain and the gut are interconnected and in constant communication with each other 

[Leo Gura]

You ARE Infinity. Right behind your eyes, and Everywhere.

There is no sadness at all. If you understood Infinity you would have zero negative feelings.

I could shoot myself in the head and it will be all Good. Because I am so conscious of Infinity.

Evil does not exist. Only Good. Your understanding is just lacking. Your understanding is not clear. Keep clarifying it until nothing negative remains.

Edited 11 hours ago by Leo Gura