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I didn't want to go to a specific thing like chakras or daemons. I know that it creates conflicts since it's like a religion. As I mentioned in my initial post, I know that nothing of all of it is real from an awakened point of view. But in this duality there might be things that actually exist but are hidden to the normal eye. Beside chakras there are also those stories about Atlantis and some chronicles of whatever. Until now, I've always smiled about it. But maybe I'm wrong. And that's what I want to find out. Either through the direct experience of others telling me what the know or ... I just need to find out by myself and try Ayahuasca again

I never said you didn't have an awakening. The only awakening that can take place is the dream awakening to itself. NOTHING, which is God/Absolute/All there is, cannot awaken to itself because it is everything. "Awaken to" is duality, which is not really happening but only to an observer. The person that was born and will die is the one that awakened, it actually didn't awaken it fell asleep. Now it's awake again without the substance.

Replace the I AM dream with God and it is so. Everything else is just nothing being everything including your awakening. It's the dream of separation which is also the dream of I AM. I AM is all there is in that reality and that is Solipsism. There is only the I AM to itself. Without the I AM there is only what is, being. Look into every nook and cranny of what you said and that's the construction of the I AM to a tee except the God forgetting who it is part. God didn't forget anything you are remembering as the dream. The dream is storytelling to itself. The dream has awakened to itself, but it doesn't realize it's a dream.

Jesus is just the shortened Je suis, I am, That, I am. It's not a french perfume brand. The man Jesus was the awakened I am as the name infers. Christianity is an optional extra.

Welp. Guess I’m fully awakened now because I have zero fear of death since being saved by Jesus. In fact I kinda look forward to it now. No amount of self realization was able to do that for me. It was all Jesus

One can't get around this condition, and neither is it wrong nor negative, though we might tacitly believe otherwise. Rather than treating it as ignorance to be avoided, we should recognize that such dismissal reflects our cultural relationship with "knowledge" itself. It is the source of knowledge, learning, insight, and creativity - the closest thing we have to direct consciousness. Consider the contrast between ourselves and someone like Gautama, who was presumably "fully awakened." What does that contrast reveal about us? Do we truly grasp everything there is? At present, we are not in touch with the nature of anything - and we might not even be aware of that yet! It has to be experienced deeply. And this, paradoxically, is a powerful place to stand. Not sure where I'm going with that, but it may be of some use.

Let's just say I am calling bullshit. I hope Leo doesn't mind ,but let's use him as an example. Let's say he's full of crock and this a cult of Kool-aid drinkers... How could one verify this sort of stuff?? Doesn't Leo come across as just having a big ego as THE guru that is so much better than any one of us? "You are not awakened" he tells us... How does anyone know who is awakened and who is not??? Alan Watts breaks it down like this : by coming here to seek awakening , you are seeking something outside of yourself that cannot be found outside yourself , so the guru becomes the exploiter... "I am so much further ahead of you all, that you will always have stuff to learn from me" thus continuing the gurus form of income... Gurus only have outside points of view of other people's insides... How can anyone know whether anyone else is awakened... Isn't that a silly game to tell someone they are not awakened?? Lol, how would you know??? Discuss.

Hey Y'all, Two days ago on an LSD trip I started recording myself while attempting to realize what I truly am. I managed to capture the unfolding of an awakening live on video. I thought that although it's very personal it'd be cool to share it with You. For those of You who haven't awakened yet, it might be helpful to see what this MIGHT look like. Of course You can't know the state I'm experiencing during this video, You only see my emotional reactions and hear the words I'm saying. Still, You might get a better idea of how it can unfold. I timestamped the video at 5:50 because before this time I'm mostly fucking around. Also, turn on the subtitles. I added English subtitles for this video. The unfolding captured in this video was only the beginning of what I saw that day. I managed to finally conquer fear of death consciously and go beyond all else up to that point. I reached PURE BEING. I experienced the GODHEAD. I AM GOD and I am so elusive, I am always slipping through my fingers even at the higher levels. I am completely indescribable. I am EXPERIENCE, I am GOD, I am this beautiful, infinite void hiding in plain sight... CONSCIOUSNESS. Raw CONSCIOUSNESS. There's an infinite ways to define Myself and I literally AM SELF-DEFINITION as REALITY. It's crazy. And there's more, so much more. It's absolutely astounding and I had a lot of trouble putting it into words or even recalling it because my mind has been working real hard to erase all this from memory. Being God is the grandest thing EVER. Once more please note that the video is really personal and I'm feeling a bit uncomfortable sharing this. But I want to set an example and help others see that this is possible. Awakening is possible for YOU, because YOU ARE GOD. It is your BIRTHRIGHT to be able to awaken, but You have to really really want it. Also I want to show that this is emotionally difficult and You have to be ready for that. You have no idea what I had to go through before that day to be able to awaken here. So much fucking crying and suffering I wanted to kill myself. Some of the stuff is real HARD to accept. But it's all worth it in the end. In this trip I got everything I've wanted from spirituality lately. I have been very fortunate with this work. I notice my wishes are always being granted in the end. And yours can be granted too. Thank You for reading & I hope You awaken soon. Love, Sincerity

So, you think you are enlightened? I was born enlightened. You say the Bhagavad Gita is symbolic of the inner fight, that every human has between the ego and the divine? I call bs. It is revelation that war is inevetible and divine. Here is story of the true spiritual king warrior: As to be of service to humanity I allowed myself to forget that I am a 6th density Cosmic white Nobility being from a star castle in a galaxy far away. As a male child I was raped by reptilian humanoids and small greys in my parallel life and got psychic abilities, inwhich I recently discovered by deciphering a decade old channeled message. I was on three 20&backs. Meaning, I got transported to other planets to serve for the military conglomerate as an intuitive empath. After 20 years of service, I was age regressed and transported back in time to where I got picked up. Now that happened 3 times in a row. My body became so frail of this service that when the Mayan breakaway civilisation picked me up, they were not allowed to heal me due to insufficient karma. Then the Anshar from inner earth took me in. On a crystal table I was greeted by a priestess, she had a phallic crystal that she waved in front of me, then all shadow beings flew away from my body. At that moment I remembered my mission. My mission is to upgrade the civilisation of humanity. To see if humanity is ready I started an experiment: On the east coast. My Heart disciples would practice - Total celibacy - Run ultra marathons - Bombard news agencies when I was hungry to be in the spotlight. - Do "crimes" when their Guru demanded ( like smuggling exotic animals into my hidden zoo in one of my 4 houses). On the west coast. My Mind disciples would practice - Sex in public - do drugs and alchohol - Help the homeless by giving them a chance to vote in our community. - Do crimes behind Gurus back, but in favor of Guru. ( like poisoning politicians and doctors that give drugs to Guru) By the Guidance of Archangel Michael. I teach my students the Zen Buddhist way of releasing attachment through bowel movement. The explosive ones can heal trauma. Do not forget to pee in your bathtub while bathing, that is to gain Siddhis along the way. My disciples do not need to meditate or practice loving thoughts. They are all entitled to Rainbow body status when the sun sends a magical pulse. I do not remember which year each star sends a pulse but it will happen "very soon". Then I will be ambassador for welcoming the aliens to earth by Trump. I deserve it, I worked hard! For my temples around the globe and for my disciples who cannot be near my feet. They will have a picture of me in a state of Samadhi. They will meditate on the picture with half open eyes. At home they will meditate on my picture. If they want to whatever reason discard the picture, they must let it out into the sea, for it is holy. Good boys and girls get a statue of me placed in their city, babies are called the newbie disciples. For 333$ anyone can purchase my course on the astral body chakra system. I once singlehandedly infiltrated a movement to change all the eastern spiritual scriptures for my Clairvoyant visions. There i introduced my book on chakras, later the movement split into 4 parts, such an impact I made! At my spare time. We catch Celebrities in public to take a photo with me. Then hang the pictures around my temples, so my followers know that we are the real deal. Then I go to the gym and lift 9000 pound weights with one arm while my disciple takes a picture at the right angle #mindovermatter. My disciples morning meditation is to visualize me winning the Nobel peace prize, my disciples in the UN work to make it happen, cause I deserve it. When I take a rest, I put my cool sunglasses on and take a selfie while I fight Satan and his shadow army on the astral plane. I have a blogger to post this story to reveal my amazing lightwarrior status. As a side hustle. I livestream every week about my (prophetic) dreams from 1999, inwhich i tie to current political situation and the insider Qanon. While i send cryptic messages to the resistance movement, from another planet, inside earth, that no resus monkey brain can understand. Do not forget the big superchats, they put a smile on my face! The divine mother put me in a position to recieve money from you. So that you can practice giving. I could easily go to casino and manifest money, but I would not take away your collective learning of giving. My guides give me the opportunity to practice humility through luxury. For 1 million in donation. You get a ticket to my retreat + a 1 hour dinner with me. For 3 million in donation. All the above + a thank you note. For 5 million in donation. All the above + a shoutout from our sponsor GaiaTv. Rollce Royce donations are also appreciated. I recently got a chemical by mail. I intuitively administrated it rectaly and experienced ultimate states of couscioussness, never seen by anyone in the universe, in my bathtub. Now I attained mahasamadhi by inducing a heart attack on my body. # (Between % and # are stories and claims made by (mostly self-proclaimed) spiritual teachers, Prophets, Avatar and the most awakened human on the planet. Obviously the claims are not quoted exactly as they said it, but it is mixed into this one character of unfathomable stupidity. One common thread amongst these claims is one word: America. ) Thus I present to you, Master America. 🇺🇸 I hope no one has yet claimed that title.

I’m curious to your thoughts on using psychedelics in the path. To some it seems like catalyst, to others a huge delusion and distraction/addiction (Aubrey Marcus comes to mind) What hangs me up is that they can never permanently change your state or keep you awakened. They also seem aggressive on your nervous system. And come with high risk. Many great teachers - Ramana , Wilber, Yogananda, Sahajananda, Ralston, Igor, Rupert, Adyashanti who live in awakened states of consciousness never recommend psychedelics. My take is that they are helpful to open the mind and show what’s possible, but like Alan Watts says hang up the phone once you got it

The photos have a strange beauty to them, showing the power of standing for something and also the depth of consciousness in that monk. @Emotionalmosquito I def agree most awakened people would suffer less but still even the most awakened would have a serious disdain toward being tortured and not just be blissed out. At best they’d go into Witness Consciousness to get through it

Well, see this. Say I kidnap you and we go to my torture chambers. If I really tortured you, there will come a point where you will beg for me to stop, and you will cry and implore for me to return you to your life. Even if your life is average, and you are a cynic(not saying this is the case just an example lol), an egotist, and you have financial problems, you will beg for me to return you to your average life. In this begging, the burried love is revealed. Avoidance of pain is subconscious love. Love doesn't need to be hot(like in an orgarsm or psychedelic experience), love can be subtle, and it can even be hidden and unconscious. Most people does not experience hot love in daily life(like I imagine an awakened person experience) but I would say most experience unconscious love, which is basically fear and avoidance of pain lol.

Even an awakened person will suffer deeply if they are tortured. I don’t give a shit how conscious they are

I think it def gets fun after you break all your habits, delusions, and addictions which can be quite painful and require grinding. Or else everyone would be awakened and happy which is not the case. But I see your point. It’s a balancing act but it does get to a point (at least IME) where the disciplines become fun in themselves they are no longer a grind. I also agree it’s highly subjective and one must listen to themselves. I’ve gotten the clear message/warning to drop psychedelics and it’s working great for me. I have no desire to go back

I’ve been thinking a lot about the materialistic paradigm lately and what naive realism really mean and the more I question it the more layers I discover, subtly influencing how I’m holding everything appearing. Sometimes when I talk to ”normal people” about there being no distinction between inside and outside they don’t really understand that because how the sense of objects being outside seems to be such a foundational construction. Most people, I’ve discovered, don’t even think about it the way scientists might think of it, as there being an internally brain generated world, but instead much more simply. And for myself there still comes up objections about this because this is so deeply ingrained and to question it seems very counterintuitive at first. Also, we all have different kind of minds and some of us have a more scientific backdrop and don’t accept things willy nilly and have more deconstructing and re-contextualization to do. Personally, I have a very skeptical mind so simply ”dropping” things and rest in being isn’t as easy as it might be for someone that doesn’t have that kind of mind. The dropping part comes naturally for me when the objections no longer come up. So I like to come up with analogies the give me clearer thinking about this. The common conception of the body, perceiving and the world is similar to if we would have a flashlight in a dark room. So we turn the flashlight on and we have a line between where it’s light and where it’s dark. The line is kind of fuzzy but there is still ”within” the light and ”outside” the light. We think there exists something outside the light and if we would turn around the flashlight the objects that were previously lit now still exists but are in the dark. We usually think of our bodies this way, like flashlights moving around in the dark, lighting up a pre-existing world. The body is like the ”flashlight”, perceiving or seeing is like the ”light” and the objects in the dark that’s being lit up is like the ”external world”. So if you think of yourself as a body the objects seems to be outside, in the same way as the objects that’s being lit up by the flashlight are outside of the flashlight. If we remove the idea that there is anything outside the light, the objects within the light stop existing in relationship to anything outside and the flashlight itself also disappears as it’s also not within the light. So back to my question, do you at some level still view yourself similar to that flashlight, or do you view yourself as the whole ”light field” without objects or a body outside of it? Or maybe neither?

How else should I take anything? I'm a person right? Isn't that the fun of it? Look..you're right sitting around here all day is going to get you absolutely nowhere when it comes to truth. However it will get you much further than a philosophy class in college. Those classes suck. Here you get advanced material from awakened beings. There you get an average professor in a rat race for the highest salary. So there is that. The discussions here are productive- but they won't get you to Absolute Truth. If you want that - again do the practices.

Doesn't matter. Youre assuming I don't feel pain and feel like a human. You're assuming I'm saying I'm a dead weight that doesn't have feelings. You're assuming that I've never had things happen to me and how I was la-de-la-da about shit. You don't know what my experience has been like. You don't know what this body has gone and been through. You think I'm just speaking like an Absolutist and going off of non-duality bullshit. Let me tell you something, you have no idea so don't tell me UNTIL IT HAS FUCKING HAPPENED TO ME. You didn't even ask me first if it has happened to me but you're saying until.....this is how I know you're just emotionally responding. Responding to who you don't know other than some forum talk. I haven't been tortured, no, I'm not saying that. What I'm saying is I have a deep understanding of what's going on here and I'm not going to fucking butter it up to suit human fucking ego like yours who just wants to feel good and be in bliss all the time. Life doesn't work that way. You're a delusional energetic structure that is part of the whole yes, but that's what makes you delusional, you have no idea who or what you are, and you want to PROJECT that unto "others". I won't let you or others drag me down into the pot of boiling water with your delusions and spiritual fantasies. Nothing specific has to happen to me for me to recognize or realize certain things. If your best argument against truth is "until it happens to you", then truth is not what you fucking seek. It's to feel, better about the impersonal experience you're having and resisting what is to soothe that miserable dis-eased egoic structure wrapped around that tightly constricted and contracted energy that is so tightly woven together it cannot free itself be cause it's too wrapped up into what it thinks it is - someone with a life that lives in a universe people and that needs to change itself and the world so it can feel good about it's non-existence and illusory nature called a fucking self. Go away and let me be. I'm not with your stupid clan of arrogant and narcissistic, delusional, neurotic clan of humans that cannot take a little suffering and always searching for some feel-good chemical to soothe that crying baby syndrome you all have because you think the world was made for you and your family to be comfortable in and be happy all the time. Life doesn't see you and your silly human games of "I wanna feel good", so go away with that and let me be in my impersonhood and take whatever life is throwing my way because I'm 'awakened' enough to realize it's not about me because I'm just imagining my personhood and I'm OK with it. It's not personal.

Great point and definitely a part of the many facets of awakening! It fair to say that an awakened person is aware of their emotions and isn't run by them. There's infinitely more to awakening also.

A good sign of an awakened person is he is definitely free from attachment and toxic emotions. Like for example someday you feel that you have high energy or strong Aura and people feel uncomfortable In your presence yet you don't bully them. An unaware person uses his High energy to annoy others.

In everyday life, most humans use language (a tool for representing reality (symbol + imagination); language enables thought that shapes energy; it is what allows us to "make sense"; the illusion of time) to explain reality with a relatively common degree of holism on different subjects. Some humans (like Carl Jung, for example) are closer to a state that could almost be described as psychotic, meaning they play at "languagifying" reality by shifting attention to a higher degree of holism, which brings the object down into the depths of holarchy, from a subjective point of view. I'm not talking about an increase in the distance between pure reality and language, a hypertrophy of the mass of language, which would ultimately be counterproductive because the more you made language in one specific dirrection, the less the attention can come back to a more holistic form, just like spending your life saying that you are on a political side dissuades you, if not distances you from the possibility of being more nuanced. Nietzsche and Kant produced a lot of concepts, but they're all pointless rubbish, at least in the context of our time; they probably had small brains. (Brain size/number of nerve cells = Holism; distance between reality and language = oxphos; if you want to manifest a bigger brain, you have to operate with a higher degree of holism.) Ken Wilber or Jung are even easier to read but still much more intelligent/holistic. To return to my multidimensional thinking, for example, normally, to explain your day, you'd say that you got up, ate a pain au chocolat, and got angry listening to a politician on the radio. In multidimensional thinking, this becomes something like: "The source created (awakened) humans (Valentin), who have their energy stolen by the reptilians." Technically, Valentin is at least a reptilian hybrid, so he's influenced by them, but since the evil reptilians who partially control Valentin don't give a damn about his well-being, he finds himself ranting about politics and being in a low-frequence in general, rather than gardening while drinking beer with his girlfriend. Valentin is also an Annunaki hybrid; when he makes this thread, he's under the influence of the Annunaki, who use him as a slave to do things useful to their civilization, that is, a generally authoritarian egregor centered around knowledge. You see? 3D Thought: "Valentin eats a pain au chocolat and listens to politics." Multidimensional Thought: "Humans (hybrids) Hominids/Reptilians/Annunaki) are exploited by evil reptilians who love low frequencies." Chocolatine isn't necessarily good for health/life, even if everything is relative, so I'm probably also being exploited by a demon. When an archetype turns the cover too much on itself, death comes one way or another, probably to reincarnate in a closer form. All of this: Valentine, the demons, Annunaki, Reptilines is the same thing, that is, God/the source. If you tell yourself this is nonsense, it's because you're still thinking in a dual/3D way, as if it were true or not that there was "somewhere" an "Annunaki civilization"; all of this is language, fairy tales, which explains reality; not necessarily in a denser way and far removed from awakening/non-duality like in my example with Kant or Nietzsche; it's especially a higher degree of holism than with the objects "pain au chocolat" or "Politics".

I have always been involved in philosophy and spirituality at a high level. But I've had an ‘awakening’ watching Leo's video over solopsism. It was the last puzzle piece that was missing. I am very aware of this at the moment. without meditations and without dmt or other Psychedelics i have reached this level. Leo mentions in ‘his’ video that it took ‘him’ a lot of time and effort to get to this level, so I'll let you know: I reached it just only by watching the solopsism video. like I said: that video was the last puzzle piece that was still missing. I must say that I was ready for it and therefore now experience it very beautiful and also laughable without ‘emotions’ in a good way, haha. So just to clarify: i am god, my choices are made by god (no free will) and "i" experience this from this perspective in an infinite continuity of consciousness. birth, school, mother "everyone" is I (God) myself, so that I can occupy myself with fooling. "everyone" or "other" is self-deception. i am ‘everyone’ and ‘everyone’ is me. It's actually that simple. I realize that I am everything and everything is god. Sooo to let ‘you’ know much respect @Leo Gura? be aware if 'you' are not ready it can affect ‘you’ in a negative way. feel that ‘you’ want to know the truth there it is

@Razard86 How are you holding state? When one's human self dies, what state will he or she be in? See, could you be sleepy and enlightened? The question would be irrelevant in the first place. The notion of "state" doesn't really directly apply to consciousness, as the latter precedes the former. Would you be less (or more) awakened if you got drunk, or if you hit your head on the bathroom counter - or fell in love? There might be degrees of awakening, but those seem more related to the depth of a person's consciousness than to the truth itself. We're most likely already assuming ourselves to be "persons," too, to whatever degree. State itself is relative. I think you might be referring to (altered) mind states, which are invariably a function of biology - unless you're holding state differently - but how could they be absolute? State involves process and can (and does) change, because it's about perceptive-experience. For example, Sugarcoat brought up the brain. I propose that there's no such thing as "state" without a brain. But again, maybe we're using these terms differently. It's like the hardware and software of a computer, while consciousness is the electricity - so to speak.

@Natasha Tori Maru Something being unfalsifiable shoudn't diminish your interest on the topic. Actually it should increase. I know this topics might be boring for someone who loves the intellect, because you can't argue, you can't do much with it. Truth by definition cant be made false. You can't alter it no mather the circumstances. It is unfalsifiable. While I haven't grasped Solipsism in my being, I think the guys who are defending here might have done it. Like its something akin to being lucid in a dream, theres no doubt about it, you just KNOW it is true 100%. Doubts are gone. And even if you havent personally awakened to Solipsism it makes perfect sense if you analyse your life. Nothing has ever happened if you weren't there to experience. This is 100% the case. Even stuff "behind the scenes" they are only there because you are here. You are on the scene. Just my 2 cents.

So. Awakened vs enlightened " Leo created the difference for his convenience- Awakened allowed you to awaken hundreds of times. Enlightened happens at once. Not with psychedelics. @Razard86 = enlightened.

1. The guy is awakened, not enlightened (according to my enlightenment radar; if you disagree, you're obviously wrong). 2. I don't give a fuck. This is a problem about logic. You can be absolutely psychotic and enlightened at the same time. And it was said tongue in cheek, mirroring his condescending remark, except I made it direct instead of making it indirect, which is another brilliant tactic.