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  1. I’ve been busy refurbishing a rent house, working on a John Deere square baler, installing vinyl plank flooring in my own house, and, among other things,,,,, pondering. I lost a good friend two weeks ago. She was just 60 years old. This weighs on me. I could have been a better friend. Getting the call that she had left her body. The permanence of this. What happens after the physical body dies? I don’t know. Reincarnation,, or some kind of eternal existence ,? I don’t know. What’s the reality of the astral or energy body. Some people claim the realization of infinity or ‘God realization’. I haven’t had either of these experiences. Maybe minor mystical experiences that I would call inner seeing-knowing. But I’m not sure of the complete accuracy of these experiences. Helpful information and understanding have come about but when weighed against the scope of infinity or eternity,,,,, shatters any confidence. I know that the more people I lose that are close to me,,, it makes death a little less scary. To say that I keep these loved ones in my heart may seem to sound like an empty cliche at first. I’ve short changed everyone I’ve ever known in some way. I’m a selfish human being. I try to observe this with ruthless honesty. The felt sense of being forgiven as well as forgiving others is encountered in my inner world, tempering the pain of my mistakes from out of the past. The heart’s feeling capacity, with all of its changeable characteristics, leads me forward into the unknown.
  2. I disagree, I've had many spiritual awakenings in this life time but I'm just the same as the people I pass in public who smile to me or could nod to me or treat me like an NPC which is all seemingly interchangeable and these people behave just as spiritually evolved as I am with all my insights over the years and these insights are surely way more evolves than these other people I pass in public daily, yet it seems my spiritual or personal growth has been a hallucination or solo masturbating and I'm just the same as anyone else at the end of the day. So I have to surrender being a physical aging wage slave decaying interchangeable forgettable human and in surrendering it doesn't change anything but makes navigating the challenges of life less difficult while dying into the NDE realms you have a choice to never return again and stay in the Heaven realms where you can manifest what you want instantly and for eternity which is ultimate surrender and more preferable than constantly getting hurt and disappointed in life but gaslighting myself that surrender actually changes my life into anything worthwhile but really it doesn't manifest anything it just makes me stop complaining except towards difficulties that doesn't amount to anything but aging and decaying. When what I do like dead end jobs, no girlfriend, poor, aging, decaying, well, anyone can do this stuff it's just the way I handle it as being me as a particular organism which makes the differences, otherwise I'm socially interchangeable to even those who have never done a spiritual practise in their life, so I think to get to the heaven nde realms is a more preferable ultimate surrender which i'd rather do if guaranteed; instead of surrendering to shitty life over and over again which doesn't actually change anything but I accept what I hate and learn to shut the fuck up ... But also that if the white light heaven nde realms where you manifest what you want instantly in unconditional love doesn't get interrupted by a spirit guides handler who manipulates you into reincarnation again back into painful traumatic lives in order to become more loving as if being in heavenly realms and creating what you want isn't already in love as it is but you need to suffer and be in pain in order to learn which is bullshit I'm ignoring the handlers they will not convinced me to leave heaven I don't care
  3. The jury is still out on anything being the case except the fact that reality exists. Reincarnation is not the radical baseless claim materialists and crypto-materialists make it out to be. Half-assing awakening can make your life better, but going all the way means giving up your life (as you currently know it). If you're fine with being nothing, being love, being openness, go there.
  4. @Carl-Richard for me the jury is still out when it comes to reincarnation. I have no idea. I’ve never had a conscious insight on that so I don’t know If let’s say for instance there is such a thing and the degree of your awakening in this life would determine the fullness of the next that would give awakening a genuine purpose but I am not conscious of reincarnation as an actual thing
  5. I'm saying death doesn't grant you lasting awakening, because you quickly go back to sleep again (granting reincarnation, which we are already granting, because life is you reincarnating moment to moment). I would claim everybody has had small moments of awakening, but they quickly go back to sleep, so it mostly doesn't even register. The profound moments of awakening are those that last a bit longer and that cause a kind of transformation or shift in perspective and an opening to what is possible. The "awakening" at death is similarly only a relatively small one, and it will quickly end. If you want lasting awakening (enlightenment), you have to aim at it, be it before death or after death.
  6. What is the most beautiful thing about life. The fact that we die. No one makes it out alive. That's the most beautiful thing about life. Who the hell can argue with you about that. Who the hell can rebut that. Come up with all the stories you want about reincarnation and how death is a concept and all that jazz, doesn't matter, the most beautiful thing about life is that nobody lives forever. That's it.
  7. The short of it is I've always been here, just not conscious of it 'in the foreground'. I'm a nil that's naught but an amalgamation of the thousands of faces I wear – cause and effect, happenstance, societal dynamics, reincarnation, predetermination, personal choices, fictional influence, obligation, escapism, curiosity, physicality; all superficially distinct yet originating in the same field.
  8. When the body reaches its time of death the ego makes the ultimate compromise in attempt to pull off the last illusion, it convinces itself that it's God & so instead of dying it transforms into God because as Leo described it he became God but he was still included, the "I" was still there, it's just that his ego was naked so to speak but that sparkle of himself was still there which he called the ultimate self or selflessness, it's a lie an illusion of ego, the ego is very smartly concealed itself into naked ego. In this scenario the ego says to itself ok I am done here, my body is dying so it strips off it's identity because it have no choice but it creates the ultimate illusion which feels even more real then the previous reality itself and creates this concept of God, infinity, it chooses one best emotion to accompany it, the unconditional, indiscriminate Love as Leo describes it & in this way it fulfils it's ultimate wet dream of becoming immortal & infinity because watch out here, what's the ultimate wet dream of Ego? To never die & to become infinity & immortal but it just escaped the dimension of duality into the dimension of singularity but it's stil an ego only in it's purest form & it's still attached to the unconditional Love, it's infinite, formless, concealed, loving which is an identity still an ego, also we now include also the concept of reincarnation into the picture which the ego enjoys even more because its not just infinity at this point but also it will constantly reincarnate into new lifeforms all over & over again, very convenient right!? Because everything is an illusion even the concept of God must be an illusion, therefore I believe we must go one dimension even beyond that to escape the cycle of reincarnation and that is that we must allow for God to die because if it cannot die then it's not whole & it's not omnipotent because infinite imagination must be able to imagine also it's own end however paradoxical this sound it's a fact, death of God confirms & completes it's infinite omnipotence & this must be done without the possibility of ever bootstrapping or rebooting itself into existence ever again & in this way you truly close your eyes, you truly die, no restart & so you escape the illusion. The infinity itself doesn't vanish this way it's just that it becomes infinite non existence, void of even that sparkle of naked self I mentioned. You let go even that most soothing notion of immortality & infinite Love, even that must go, even God must die alongside with it's creation & then the cycle is completed the ouroboros stops chasing it's tail. Until then, much Love to you all.
  9. @Blind Observer so you believe in reincarnation? i find non existence more applausing for me tbh,more comforting
  10. I am curious as to what happens when you die, after you become infinite love and oneness. Here are some interesting questions that I have been pondering. Is reincarnation true? if so how long does it take after being in universal oneness without any form before you take a form? What determines how long you are in universal oneness without any form before being assigned a form identity? I remember at a buddhist event I attended, it was said that if you do bad karma in this lifetime, your chances of becoming a human in your next lifetime are slimmer. Is that true? What determines if/when you do reincarnate, what form you will take? Is it possible to be born into a human form with an extreme high level/ god-like consciousness, remembering past lifetimes? How rare is it be assigned a human identity form after you die and merge into infinite oneness? How long does the process take? If you get enlightened/high level of consciousness in this lifetime, will you naturally have a higher level of consciousness in your next lifetime? Is that why some people are born more spiritually gifted than others?
  11. Guys, I am leaving the forum, because they don't want me to be here. This is my last post or message to You. 🌹 The Last Illusion: A Love Letter to the Seeker My dear friends, You came into this world as a child. Crying, innocent, naked. And since then, the world began whispering lies into your ears. They told you: Become someone. Become better. Be good. Be spiritual. Follow the rules. Control your mind. Kill your ego. And one day, you will be free. How could you know they were only giving you new chains? This time made of gold. The moment you begin to seek, you already forget what you are. You do not need to become enlightened. You need to stop becoming anything. 💥 The Seeker Must Die The person who wants to be enlightened must let go of everything, not in theory, but in fire. Let go of attachments. Let go of survival. Let go of your mother, your gods, your dreams, your death, your heaven. Let go of fear, beliefs, morality, sin, karma, identity. Everything the mind has collected like dust over eternity. And when you let go completely, not because you should, but because you see, something begins to fall away on its own. First the thoughts. Then the thinker. Then the body. Then the breath. And what remains? Being. No experiencer, no God, no story, no time. Just Being. Unnamable, untouched, unmoved. 🪞 All of It Was Thought And then realization comes: All of it, God, soul, birth, death, destiny, even enlightenment was a game of thought. You were dreaming a dream made of mirrors. Thoughts don’t have meaning. You give them meaning. Like a mirror you see yourself in it only because you stand before it. But turn the mirror around, and what is there? Nothing. Blankness. So it is with thought: if you are attached, the “you” is real and the thought has meaning. But when there is no attachment, no clinging, no “you,” no meaning, and even the thought vanishes like mist in sunlight. And then what remains? Not a void. Not a blank. But pure Being. 🌸 Realization Blossoms In that moment, the realization bursts open like a wildflower. The entire drama, birth, God, mind, life, death, meaning was thought's attachment to itself. You were never a person. The “you” never existed. And in that realization, suffering ends. Why? Because the one who suffered was part of the dream. Now, only the Now remains. No past. No future. Only Being, eternal, effortless, radiant. 💗 Love: The Fragrance of Being From Being comes Love. Not the love of two. Not desire. Not need. Not relationship. But Love as your very nature. Love with no object. Love with no opposite. Love without asking. You are that love. Not as someone loving, but as Love itself. The moment is your temple. And its only offering is Love. 🔥 This Life Is Your Only Life My dear friends: This life is your first and your last. There is no reincarnation. That is the ego’s fantasy of continuation. There is no next life. That is the mind’s fear of dying. Before this body, you were not a person. After this body, you will not return as one. You were Being before birth. You will be Being after death. The story ends. The dream dissolves. No replays, no rewinds, no next chapter. So let go. Let the self die before the body dies. Let go of your story. Let go of your ambition to awaken. Be Love now. To burn in Love for one second is worth more than ten thousand lifetimes of seeking. 🧘 Real Spirituality vs Spiritual Ego Now listen closely — this is important: Real spirituality is Being, the divine playing the game of a person, and then waking up laughing. But the false spirituality: the kind that is becoming popular is the ego playing at being God. It is Leo’s spirituality. Yes, I say it without hesitation. It is the mind putting on holy robes, the ego sitting on a golden throne and saying, “I am God.” But who is speaking? The ego. Who is claiming? The mind. Who is still becoming, still knowing, still grasping? The false god is still a self. And that is the most dangerous illusion of all. Because it looks like truth but stinks of ambition. 🕊️ Burn the Belief — Be the Flame Words, my beloved, are only petals. They are not the rose. Even the word “Truth,” even “Being,” even “God”, if held, become prisons. The moment you say “this is it,” you have already stepped away. What You are is not apart from you. But if you try to name it, you turn the ocean into a cup of tea. So be silent. Be empty. Be nobody. And in that nobody-ness — Love flows. 🌌 The Invitation: Before It’s Too Late So laugh. Sing. Cry. Kiss a stranger. Forgive someone who never apologized. Dance in the rain. Smell the soil. Whisper to the trees. And say “I love you” not to anyone, but to Existence itself. Be the flame. Before the candle goes out. Because nothing matters in the end… except that you loved, that you were Being, that you woke up for a single moment and saw that it was all a dream and still smiled. With love, with laughter, with Being. My friends… Leo Gura is not a problem. He is just a stage. A step. A possibility. He has glimpsed something real, yes. But the problem is, he has tasted a drop and declared himself the ocean. And the moment you declare, the moment you claim, it is already lost. There is still a center in him, a me, who talks of God, who teaches Being, who uses the word “Infinite” but cannot see that anything you say about it is already false. He says, “I am God.” But when a somebody says that, it is not realization it is spiritual ego. When Being is, there is no one to claim it only to see it. Because it is already You. Not to be reached, not to be named. Just seen, without the seer. My friends, real spirituality is God playing the person, knowing it is a play, laughing through the tears, dancing in the silence. Leo’s spirituality is the opposite: ego playing God, dressing itself in cosmic language, wrapping itself in divine terms, building a new identity even more dangerous than the old one, the identity of one who is enlightened. The one who is awakened does not claim anything. Because there is no one to claim it only to see it. Because it is already You. Not to be reached, not to be named. Just seen, without the seer. You see, the moment you say “God,” the distance is already created. The moment you say “awakening,” the dream continues. That which is true is silent. Not the silence of suppression, the silence of absence. No name. No seeker. No final state. Only Being. Yes, Leo has spoken of love, of consciousness, of death and infinity. But when you watch carefully, you will see: he is still becoming. Still moving toward something. Still owning the journey. Still judging. And where there is ownership, truth has not happened. He is not a false teacher. He is not a liar. He is half-awake and that is the most dangerous state. Because now the ego of spirituality is born. And that is more difficult to dissolve than ordinary ego. You believe you are free, while still imprisoned. You speak of God, while still subtly claiming to be the one who found Him. That’s why i say: “The last thing to drop is the one who says, ‘I have dropped everything.’” The one who truly awakens disappears. The self, the mind, the body, even the witness, all dissolve. And in that disappearance, there is no God left to claim. There is only Being — effortless, wordless, ungraspable. So what to do? Watch Leo — but don't follow him. He is not false. He is not a fraud. He is simply unfinished. Therefore, he misleads inevitably. He has entered the temple, but the ego is still wearing the robes of the priest. Don’t touch the robes. Drop the temple. Let even the idea of “awakening” die. And then — only then — what remains is what you always were. Not the awakened self. But the absence of self. Not “I am God.” But no I. No God. Only Being. My friends, let go of even the last idea. Let go of the one who lets go. And fall into what never began and never ends. There is no enlightenment waiting for you. There is only this. This moment. This breath. This silence. Everything else is commentary. With love, with laughter, with Being. Best Regards,
  12. @enchanted potentially, yes, but practically, infinity manifested has its laws, especially, Karma. The aswer to the "what happens when we die" should always be always be "it depends". And it mainly depends the framework used and/or on your level of spiritual developents. If all one think about in life is sex and donuts that particula individuality will just vanish from existence. In every one there is a divine spark that, figuratively, just goes bakc to the Creator, if not diveloped. What spiritual practice usally does to a human is halping to coagulate that divine part in us, what is usally called Soul, that eventually remains after the death of the physical body, reincarnating in a new one. On Earth? In another Galaxy? Again, it depends on where are You on your Journey. Eather way, You are going to reincarnate, unless you are a master and you can decide to dessolve into God or come back. Only spiritually ignorant poeple don't reincarnate. But You have to keep in mind that things like "Soul", "God", "Death" are just concept, and therefore arbitry categorization of reality that are not inherent to existence. Buddists reject the existence of a Soul or a God and their doctrine works just fine, and is right in its own way. Or, imagine being Pure Infinity itself: You wouldn't even know a concept like reincarnation exist. Authentic past lifes memories are a sign of good work, but they are rare, and not necessary. Wait. God Consciousness is usually realized during life for the reasons a stated above. Poeple who have deep religious faith usally don't develop enouth to go to an actual Heaven Beliving alone won't get you to whatever heaven you think about, because you are just going to be encored to Earth with standard Christian beliefs. These poeple are gonna come back as deeply religious poeple until they open up to mysticism.
  13. Reincarnation is just a belief, an idea learned within this life, through the mind. But the mind, along with all knowledge and belief, belongs to the so-called body. Before this life, there was no body, no mind, only Being. After this life, the same: only Being. What You truly are doesn’t come, doesn’t go. Birth and death are events within experience, but Being is untouched.
  14. 03.06.2025. General Thoughts So today Ive came to the final conclusion and that is that all my searching and digging lect me at the beginning stage where I know so much, but again so little, so I started to look within. Ive looked into the depths of my soul and it looks like it was hurt really really bad in one of my previous lives. And that grew my shadow to the levels of infinity. Something happened to me in the past which made me turn into Shadow Messiah during my psychosis, I dont know what it was but it was something very traumatic. (Possibly connected to losing loved one and getting betrayed by someone close for power and wealth) I also have some connection to Nikola Tesla, I do not believe Im his reincarnation, but Im connected to him in some way. Also tata told me that my grand grandma was from the Smiljan village where Tesla was born so we are connected by 7,8,9th koljeno. My Shadow wanted revenage but I showed it that revenge brings only more negativity and chaos and forgiveness is the right way. For some reason it seems that that this year I will start getting more and more answers for my past experiences and overall big questions regarding self and reality. Self Improvement I defiently need to stop wasting time on bullshit sites, scrolling mindlessly, I get tricked by my brain Into doing dopamine activities that give me no actual fun. Working on myself is 10x more fun and rewaeding than any useless activity. From tomrrow we are starting to get back at self improvement by: - Meditating - Cold Shower - Working out - Journaling
  15. Warning: this is depressive you may not have the friends you'd like, the family you'd like, the health you'd like, the job you'd like, not being able to attract the people you are attracted to, not have the features you'd like, not living in a place you'd like, not having the experience you'd like, the money or respect you'd like. Add the suffering if you live in bad enviroment or/and bad people or have health problems, or mental illness. And then even if everything goes great maybe you are getting older and all the fun is gone, all the beauty is gone, all the hormones are gone, all the health and power is gone. Or there are young people that experienced everything fun and now there is no novelty, the same routine everyday. And all the desires we have that we never get them, and our souls cry that we don't have what we want. Even if you meditate and eliminate most desires, still you have no fun, you are just neutral I see people that have important things that I don't have and I want to cry. Why they have everything and I have nothing. Even them aren't nessecary happy but I suppose there is a tiny minority that is extremely happy and have everything. I don't want them to be sad, I just want to be happy like them. I am sad. I don't see any way out. My cope in life was philosophy, now that I don't find philosophy fun any more and don't want to think so much anymore, I no longer have anything to live for. I try to do art but I am very very bad at it so the fun isn't there. I don't know why should I keep living anymore. I really wish there is an afterlife cause I really want to go there(and pray it will be a good one, maybe with a lot of fun and happiness). I almost get happy thinking that there maybe some new life if things end. Maybe it's better this way. But I don't know even if reincarnation is real although I tend to believe it is, still I am not sure. I am just breathing, I am not living. Do you ever feel like life is not worth living?
  16. Reincarnation into pork in the worst slaughterhouse
  17. This is so important to me cause I am in some weird situation in my life that makes me think that I am not going to be here for too long (maybe I am just catastrophizing) , so I want to know your thoughts about reincarnation. Is this the end or it's eternal? Why do you believe in it or you don't believe in it? Is there a way to know? I believe reincarnation is real after seeing the video of Leo talking about the implications of Oneness (be careful with this video, it has some heavy stuff). But this is just a belief. No proof. The only reason I believe in reincarnation is because of determinism and also the question , why would I be me and not someone else? it doesn't make sense. So my intuition says that I must also be someone else. But what if my intuition is wrong? What do you believe?
  18. OK I see . My point once again I can't conceive of the end of suffering as long as forms and limitations and lack and need exist In this world . If death is pure fucking eternal sleep then unfortunately that's the only way to escape suffering permanently. And unfortunately death is just like sleeping you take a pause to refresh and then start all over again =reincarnation. But buddhism actually teaches Nirvana or permanent nothingness if you conquer desire .
  19. There ain't transcending pain as long as you live in this body made of bones and flesh which gets super hungry and thirsty and sleepy every 12 hours . When you die and (probably) play chess with God in his house called nothingness then there will be no pain. Buddhists call this nirvana . But you have to stop the reincarnation cycle by not giving a dam about anything under the sun aka detachment.
  20. Most of humans believe that with the birth, firstly, mind or brain becomes active in the skull, it has billions of molecules that interacts with each other that's how thinking, feeling, perceiving, imagining, remembering, willing, memory, learning, experiencing etc... are creating. Even if brain is used %100 via psychedelics, normally or anything etc... İt is still be considered under the functioning of experiences or feelings. Because of that before physical birth (without the mind), we don't know what was happening such as there is no experience or non experiencing, belief, think, God, nothing, infinite, reincarnation, existence, or non existence etc... Therefore, after physical death (mind or brain dies too) we won't know what will happen such as there will no experience or non experiencing, belief, think, God, nothing, infinite, reincarnation, existence, or non existence etc... (For example, reincarnation is something that we have learned in this life with our brain, so when physical death happens, mind dies too, therefore, after life or next life is completely nonsense). Moreover, the absolute Truth or what We really are is should be the ultimate Truth, and that Truth should be completely true even before physical birth, now and after physical death. That's how becoming directly conscious of our absolute true nature take places. So, how can one become conscious what the Absolute Truth that covers entire eternity (before physical birth, now or after psychical death) with the mind ? Therefore, The true answer can never comes from the mind. Therefore, never comes from any experience, feeling, beliefs, etc... That's when spiritually take places. When one become conscious of that mind is accumulation of thoughts, attachment with thinking (therefore an attachment). Therefore, without thinking (or thoughtlessness) there is no separation with before so called birth, now or after so called death. (Not the thinking or concept of before birth or after death, however before birth or after death (İn that moment)). Because of that universe is not based on physical interaction, however it is only product of the thoughts or thinking ( I don't know what name in Science or Philosophy) 😊 Therefore, The only way to directly conscious of our True nature is throwing out the mind. Because, mind is the only reason of creating the past or future, death or birth. Therefore, separation. etc.. Even if you still attached to thinking, What was there before your so called birth (not the idea of before birth, but before birth in that moment)? 😊 That's what You really are (Some people call Nothing, Some people call Being), always, never moved not changed. Much love and respect to you. Best Regards.
  21. Hello guys , hope you all do well , I personally have failed in life , I’m 24 years old , I work from 15 years old selling and re selling electronics etc so I have my own money , my dream was always to be someone and something special in this life and make my parents proud , but instead I feel like a trash , my mom is a Jehovah’s Witness and she will not accept me unless I join her religion and my father left us when I was 10 years old and I don’t have good communication with him , I never achieved something great in my life ( being a professional football player , ufc fighter , singer or something like that ) I was busy surviving and feeding myself and my little sister , but I can’t sleep at night , I see lost potential in me that I never really achieved , what will happen if I suicide ? Will I be re born with a different form ? Will I be re born as a tree or I will be the one who will chose what my next chapter will be ? I don’t ever want to be born as the person I am now , life is suffering only , I prefer to never ever live again than live the life I have lived , sorry for the bad aura of the paragraph .
  22. It's all stories, experiences and dream stuff all these astral body stuff and leaving the body stuff and escaping the matrix and all those reincarnation and NDE stories. I can be in a dream last night and it all seems real and whatever the experience was in the dream you couldn't tell me it wasn't happening and that I was dreaming. I'm not saying it doesn't seem to happen but it's all illusory. All stories and memory and hallucination and whatever else that requires for there to be real time and space to be real. I'm not saying the person is dreaming any of this stuff or that it never happened, I'm saying there is no person to Astral project it's the Absolute being all that. There's no person that actually Astral projected, just as there's no person that's actually dreaming. The dream is that there's a person to dream or Astral project. The individual is holding on to it's reality so badly and cannot accept that it doesn't exist and will make up all kinds of stories to keep the dream alive. The dream is the story, the person is the dream, the storyteller is the dream and the dream tells about itself. It tries to hang on for dear life and cannot see that it invented itself and everyone else.
  23. I was thinking in the Buddhist paradigm, which contrasts emptiness with fullness and seeks the elimination of suffering and identifies that with enlightenment, all around the belief in reincarnation and nirvana
  24. @Petals Fair points. I have some subjective data points from this reality that are aligned with what the people in the videos say - that we came for a reason, that there was a harsh "forgetting" or veil, and that I am in communication with someone or something beyond physical 3-D reality. But I've never been to the astral dimension, I never had direct contact with any entity. And I experienced that reality also can project pre-determinded believes or past experiences of me, that's why I'm careful. I don't like the narrative he puts on these entities and the reincarnation story. He projects a very negative picture. And while I had my fair share of life circumstances that seem like a "negative set up", I also have been very fucking lucky, too. It kind of balances out, maybe? Things magically happened for me that allowed me to experience exactly what I wished to experience. Very grateful for that. It feels a bit like hunger games where others can decide to sent some good stuff your way I often had this feeling, good things out of nowhere and it I had a very strong feeling that it wasn't me responsible for this good thing happening. It just fell into my lap out of nowhere. Don't know why, maybe I did something right, maybe I was entertaining, maybe sme had pity, maybe sme just wants to support me, maybe all of it, may be none of it. And in one video the guy also says "would do it a million times again"...so maybe we are tricked into something that's good for us even if we don't see it like that allem the time?
  25. Well, I have no memory of sth like this. I do have the feeling of being guided sometimes, and I do have the feeling of being taught lessons. But how exactly, why, by whom, what for etc...don't know. There's certainly more going on that the eyes can see on the surface. But again, what exactly I don't know. There are so many stories about entities, reincarnation, purpose of life etc how to know what's really true? How to know that it's even the same for all humans?