Truth Addict

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  3. Posted · Edited by Truth Addict

    @kieranperez 

    I would be careful with the word "child" especially when I myself play video games, and especially especially when I'm using it to describe someone who doesn't. I spend my spare time here giving advice and asking instead of playing video games, not because I force myself to do so, but because I enjoy this forum, and I don't enjoy them anymore.

    It's not my problem that your maps don't allow liberation at a young age. In my maps, it is possible.

    I'm not a master of self-actualization, I have a lot to learn. But I am liberated, and I don't care what you think. What tests would I putting myself to? You see, I can't be liberated if I think that I should endure some tests to prove it. The proof is the amount of suffering while living the ordinary life, and it is the bare minimum. I would bet you wouldn't be able to live my life, especially in the country that I'm in. You live in a first world country and suffer, what would you do if you lived in a third world stage Blue country like mine?

    And seriously, how do you think someone can hold themselves accountable? Scientific research? I don't ask people to trust me or believe me or follow my advice. That's why I don't care about proof and accountability. Take whatever you find helpful.

    I know I'm above you simply because I actually am. That's not to say that I'm better than you, but that I have progressed further into the path. If you don't believe me, then how would I be able to predict your explosion? I simply know how you think right now, not the specific thoughts, but the pattern. It's pointless to even keep talking to you because you're going to reject everything I say. I know it and you know it.

    My only deluded advice to you is to commit to yourself until you awaken. Because otherwise, you won't, ever.

    Bless.

  4. Posted · Edited by Truth Addict

    I suppose the two were blended together in certain cultures, like Buddhism and Hinduism. The enlightened master should be both self-actualized and self-transcendent, and can't be either. 'Either' is not enlightenment. He must be both.

    So, as he's teaching enlightenment, he's also monitoring the ego development of his students. The goal is to not 'give' enlightenment to poorly developed individuals, since that'll make them Zen-devils. Only the best of the best, the most selfless students are 'given' the enlightenment title, and it is meaningless to them, so they are the best people to lead. Self-actualization is like the safety valve to ensure that no devils can pass.

    To be self-transcendent is to be free, and to be self-actualized is to be well-educated, nuanced, and systemic. To be enlightened is to be both.

    I believe that is the case, and it takes a genius to create such systems!

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    @kieranperez

    What's your message? Are you trying to hurt me? Put me down? Become my master? Or is there no message at all?

    I would have told you that you're just projecting, but you probably know that already. So, obviously, I should lie next time or stay silent because the internet is just another dictatorship that forbids authenticity and free speech.

    Anyway, I can relate to where you are because I've been there. Now, you might explode once again thinking that I'm lying and trying hard, but that'll just keep you stuck where you are. The other option is to fully focus on yourself and let others delude themselves for a little while, it won't hurt you, but it's probably the last thing you want to do.

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    2 hours ago, milii said:

    @Anna1 i have blocked him many times but he knows well how to make me soft he text me when  he has nothing to do or hr new girl is not avalible and he is feeling horny i know i am just getting used by him whatever his intention is i was and i am loyal with  him he knows how to make me fool by kind words he do this everytime i dont know why i belive in him still

    This suggestion might seem silly, but please bare with me.

    Think of your problem as a 'fish in the water' problem. You are so deep in your story that you aren't able to see what's outside of it. Think of it as the 'romantic paradigm'. Think of it as just a perspective and then try to imagine what there could be outside of it. What could be the case if your ex never existed? What could happen if you stopped replying to him? What could happen if you could let it go and start looking for something better? What could happen if you told your ex that he's a jerk and that you don't need him at all?

    Think deeply about this suggestion, some great things you might find by ridiculing the story. That should make it easier for you to detach and then eventually let go.

  12. Posted · Edited by Truth Addict

    @Emerald @DrewNows

    Earlier today, I was talking with my little brother (20 years old) about this topic of homosexuality. He doesn't seem to share my problem. He is straight but he accepts that everyone can have their original/made preferences as long as that doesn't affect him.

    So, as we were discussing my problem, I remembered that I had a traumatic event when I was 13-14 years old. I was invited to an older guy's (married to a woman and is nearly 40 years old) apartment to watch porn (I never watched any porn at that point), and so I naively went there, only to find him waiting for me completely naked. I remember how I freaked out and ran away as quickly as I could. The guy was a colleague at work (yes, I used to work since I was 12 years old). He left the job one week right after that incident. I think he was afraid that I would tell someone about it.

    However, I never told anyone about that besides my brother, and that was like 4-5 months ago as part of our shared shadow work. I couldn't tell my parents as I knew they would shame and blame me and moralise to me and probably beat me up. I didn't tell anyone else about that incident until now, as it is so much unaccepted in my society.

    That seems to be quite the reason for my homophobia. Waiting to hear from you guys about what you think. What's the next step?

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    2 hours ago, Jg17 said:

    How exactly do you mean consciousness doesn’t exist?

    It's a pointer towards nothing.

    1 hour ago, hamedsf said:

     @Truth Addict why do you answer when you don't know and you're misleading the beginners? 

    Someone who's realised consciousness is not a beginner.

    I don't know because knowledge is not possible, not because I lack it. No one else knows anything as well.

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    9 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    Atrocious. That is weaponized knowledge. Knowledgeable preying on sick people, treating symptoms instead of diseases.
    Still, the greatest disease of all is devilry and I don't know the cure. I don't know how to enlighten people.

    Ignorant devils. Just imagine what would happen if you cured them.

    They can't be cured. Suffering is the only cure and I don't have the ability to 'make them suffer', let alone the right or courage to do so.

    They're a lost cause. It's really challenging to interact with them.

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    4 minutes ago, tsuki said:

    ???

    That's my answer to the seekers whom you were talking about.

    My colleagues are the most unconscious/selfish people that I've ever met (besides myself). Think of it as in evolution terms, they're completely backwards, they must go extinct. Yet, they don't, so they create more problems rather than solving them.

    What would you say about a doctor who does not give a fuck about their patients? A doctor that all they care about is money and status?

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    @Serotoninluv Why do you remove your posts?

    @DrewNows I haven't met anyone at all who isn't straight, not even online. I don't think they're many anyway.

    @Key Elements I can't answer the question because I don't know how I would react. Maybe if he can not sound so creepy as I was programmed to perceive. But anyway, it's highly unlikely to happen in my lifetime, because it's highly unlikely that I can move outside of where I live now, but who knows?

    @pluto Yes, that includes my inability to understand other genders.

  24. Posted · Edited by Truth Addict

    7 hours ago, DrewNows said:

    *face-palm*

    you and your systems of understanding...

    take a child who sees someone who usually bullies him, his first thought is damn I hate that kid. For this kid the bully is toxic to be anywhere near. Does this make for stage two thinking? Lmao 

     

     

    I meant actual toxicity, not the reactional type. Don't be silly with your obvious objection.

    I understand where you are because I've been there. You can't stay in no-self forever. At some point, you gotta have a mind/agenda/ego. The only question is how developed/selfless is it?

    It's not wise to chase a permanent no-self state unless you're elderly. But now you still have 50 years of ego development. I don't want to waste those years isolated. Or who knows? Maybe you've got all of your life/survival figured out and I'm the deluded one here, but let me experience some delusion, I still have lots of ways to go. The good news is that I barely suffer.

  25. Posted · Edited by Truth Addict

    I always used to be told that I look younger than I actually am. That was two or three years ago. Earlier this day, as I was chatting with another colleague, he thought I was a senior, so he wasn't sure how to talk to me lol. I'm only one year older than him, and he thought I'm 30 years old or something.

    Wisdom shines in the face, I can look at someone and know how much wisdom they have.

    @DrewNows?

    There's your proof for my superiority :PxD

    Toxicity can only be seen at stage tier two, because tier two can see health/integration/systems.