molosku

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    @LucyKid Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing. What you are observing is ignorance. He might be your biggest obstacle, but he is also your biggest challenge. He is in a way a reminder why you do spirituality, but spirituality is not about creating divisions. You are no lower or higher than him. Big part of his personality is in your shadow (look up Carl Jung). 

    You can learn so much from observing. Try your best to not suck his energy, try your best to not rise your voice even if no one can hear what you are saying. In the end, he will be sorry and he probably wont ever admit it outloud. Truth is a powerfull force and it has a way to finds it way to the surface. 

    Also, move out asap

  2. Posted · Edited by molosku

    10 hours ago, Shaun said:

    I understand a bit better now. It's just perspective then. A terrorist acts based on love for their religion or ideology, I can see that but how can a cancer act based on love if it's just a heap of cells multiplying? It surely doesn't have the capacity to love like something more complex like the terrorist?

    Complexity can vary of course, your love for your dog is more complex than its love for you. One way to describe reality itself would be to say that it's an infinite stack of different complexities.

    Ultimately, complexity is a relative term you just made up. It's also the nature of language to personify living systems, I bet that the cancer cells don't have eloquent opinions on current affairs, they are really not "doers" or "lovers" in the way language makes it seem. 

    The question you are originally asking is the classic "If God is a loving God, why would he allow such misery and unjustice in the world". Classic objection to christianity. Both the question and the answer cut very deep, it's not so simple to formulate an answer because the answer is utterly paradigm shattering. 

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    22 hours ago, rorghee said:

    So when ego is 'triggered' and say you have fear come up, I can react and concentrate out of negative motivation which only fuels the fear more. When in this situation where there is no or little positive motivation, it feels like your just fucked, whatever you do just makes it worse because the only thing in your control is to concentrate but if you're negatively motivated to concentrate its no use. You could try let go of it but easier said than done. 

    Most other emotions are fine to accept, but fear is the worst because if you accept it you fail at what youre trying to overcome and if you react in resistance it gets worse, but when fear takes over for me personally i can't connect with much genuine positive motivation and i lose control.

    What can you even do in these moments?

     

    First, you must observe. It is really the only thing you can do at first. Observe, and you will cultivate awareness. You will start to notice your behavior patterns more easily, and then you can struggle against it. 

    I recommend works of P. D. Ouspensky. Look up leos video: the staggering depth of your unawareness. 

  4. Posted · Edited by molosku

    @Shaun

    Very sorry to hear about your woof. I hope she/he gets better. If not: remember, all dogs go to heaven, even the messy ones. 

    But notice how egocentric your perspective is. It's not even about your dogs suffering, it is really about how you feel when you see your dog suffer. You cant approach love from the perspective that it must suit everyone, its way deeper than that.

    It would be easier to believe everything is love if all your life everything had happened just the way you wanted, and same for everyone you ever knew and cared for, yes? 

    The cancer in your dog loves what its doing. Its expanding, pulsating of life force. It loves your dog, from its perspective everything is going just perfect. So wich is it, is the situation happening out of love or not? Is the situation miserable or not? 

    The cancer originated from the dog itself, its own love for itself to keep living and growing. It loved to eat and play, to produce more cells and keep the organism going. The organism just did not do what YOU want it to do. The cells of your dog did not act according to your wishes. 

    The rest of the world wont go according to your wishes either, in fact every time you feel it did it was out of pure accident, you didnt have a say in any of that. It's part of the illusion of being a you, a person. 

    Best wishes for you and your dog. You can cultivate much spiritual and personal growth out of your hardship. You did know all along your dog would die eventually, so it just might be this cancer that does it. Act according your own wisdom, face what you already knew was to come. 

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    1 hour ago, Antonius said:

    @LastThursday

    @Leo Gura I can't think of anything that would move people up the spiral other than a meditation app. 

    Webdev here. I actually have an idea for an app/service that would push people from blue onwards. I want to learn a bit more about database solutions before I start building it. 

    But yeah, coming up with a solid idea can be hard. Remember, there is a whole lotta spiral before the good old sittin-down-on-a-pillow gets relevant. 

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    14 hours ago, seeking_brilliance said:

    haha I'll just have a low conscious rant i guess.... so many beautiful people with arms and legs just covered with tattoos, makes you wonder WHY??? Can't stand sleeves, but that's just my opinion.  But I especially hate any tattoos on legs, just looks trashy no matter where you put them. But again MY opinion :D 

    Why NOT? I never understood this stance.

    The body is a mere temporary mortal vessel for infinite godhood. I feel like it's almost a bit poetic to make something permanent to an inpermanent thing. 

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    3 hours ago, kieranperez said:

    You need to understand that in terms of mastery, Sadhguru really is just a modern day Gautama Buddha or Christ in terms of mastery. Sadhguru is not some ordinary enlightened master. That’s not a kissing his feet deal, that’s a matter of understanding that he is a freak of nature.

    Buddha or Christ? I have not studied his stuff much, what makes you think so? 

  16. Posted · Edited by molosku

    7 hours ago, Mikael89 said:

     

    And no I don't play a victim whein it comes to women and sex. It's simply a proved fact that I can't get women or sex. No victim stuff in that.

    You are getting cockblocked by your own notions of what constitutes as proof. It's an avenue for development, not giving up. Be a Thomas Edison of getting laid if you have to, if you know what Im refering to. 

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    I have been noticing a lot lately how often me and other people refer to their thought process as "thinking in their heads". This simple phrase is sooooo so ingraned in our languages. It's not a serious metaphysical claim, or even a serious assumption about thinking and consciousness. Yeah, many subscribe to it but most who have their intellectualism in check would probably say they dont really know if its all about the head. 

    You aint gonna think much if you get your head decapitated i guess :D

  18. Posted · Edited by molosku

    @Moreira whats wrong with koi fresco? Got that stage green integrated yet? ;) jk

    Events like that are awesome, lots of smiley, open minded and cool people hanging out and having fun. But I would NOT want to get stuck in hanging out with people like that, and to get too sucked into hippie culture. Integrate and transcend. 

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    On 13/07/2019 at 4:21 PM, Psychonaut said:

    So I took a break from my microdosing addiction for one week and took 60mg DPT plugged after having beaten my meat on weed until it was dead and out of seed. God, I love the female orgasm. It gives no release. It keeps going on. No stop. Perfect. Surrender. Feel. Alive.

    It feels like I got fucked by a drug. Like I have been violated. I liked it. A lot. I'd like to show it. I can only show it to my girl. Such a good girl. Perfectly imperfect. Yet I still accept her. The way she is. Fill her so she will be the best yet. Penetrate into her. Through her the entire world will be filled. I surrender in her arms. I drop my body. Let go of control. I am received and held up. I float away into a soft sea of nothingness. It envelops me like a cocoon protects a butterfly. I am surrounded by it. Sweet because I made it. Perfectly still. So sweet and delicious. Mine. I made you and I made me. I make and I have made. I will continue to make and dream. Dream is real. I am here and you are here. I make it so. This is me. And you. Forever. In sweet harmony. Let's come together. These are just letters floating on a screen. Seemingly coming out of nowhere. Were those it come from. Do you understand everything that makes this possible right now. This  moment made possible by a past version of me. Now a newer version reads me. A never ending cycle of something. What is it. I don't know. I feel like I am loosing it while I write this. It leaves my body through my fingers. My fingers that are typing on a keyboard. What is a keyboard. Letters are appearing on a screen in front of me. The sentences become longer and longer while I am returning to this body. Take it over and make it mine. Look where I go. I go wherever I want to go. I make whatever I want real. This is my choice. This is my life. You see. It is coming back. Taking over. Taking control of my body. I let it in. It's voice is so sweet. Here we go. Fuck you all. Suck my dick. Beautiful. Isn't it. I wouldn't want it any other way. Hard. Firm. Penis.

    Wow. Perfect ending. 

  21. Posted · Edited by molosku

    6 hours ago, Kushu2000 said:

    @Shadowraix ... Why does everyone on this forum think that an altered state of consciousness is "the truth"??? I am doing the practices, no doubt, but i think that people blindly follow what leo says without questioning it. Also, if leo is so "open-minded", why does he never reply to topics that question his belief systems? You realize that psychedelics amplify what you imagine in your mind right? If you imagine yourself to be an omniscient god, you will be one. Go figure...

    Have you ever experienced god realization? Where are you grounding your notions and understanding of what "altered state" means in awakening context? 

    I don't remember where I heard this, maybe Adyashanti, but you are NOW in an altered state of consciousness. This is the altered state, where you believe you are debating with "other people". When you experience the not-altered-state, the stateless state, samadhi, awakening, you come out of it, but if you "forget it" your mind can only refer to it as an altered state. 

    So yes this altered state is the truth, but the conversation around it, and the words we use to point to it, put up a tricky game of words. 

    Ps. I have never seen a serious, well argumented objection towards leo being totally unaddressed by him or others. 

  22. Posted

    "the truth cannot be communicated" 

    ...proceeds to make hours upon hours of videos trying to communicate it :D hehe just a joke. But honestly, I felt the dualism series was dissapointing. The ones on survival were good, the one on authority was great. 

    But yeah, honestly Im waiting for things to freshen up too, there are so many interesting topics that are completely untouched for now. 

  23. Posted

    It's a bit of both, you get more strict on some areas and more loose on others.

    When you connect more with your values, vision, life purpose and spirituality, you see the value of doing work that sometimes gets really grindy and painfull. You do it anyway, because you have goals and a solid vision. You become more vigilant. 

    But you can, and should, still work in in a loose, flexible manner. You have to be conscious of your limitations, weaknesses, and humanity. You have to leaen how to forgive yourself, and leaen how to deal with the fact that your self image sometimes does not match up to what you are capable of. 

    As you develop, you gain wisdom and insight into the ways you carry out work. You will know when to work and when to rest, how to work smart and how to deliver results. 

    If you find that your life feels rigid, serious, inflexible and dull, you are propably working too much and/or working counterproductively.