Karla

In! 💯 So glad I saw this.

Why not deepen it since it’s forever deep? This is a question only you can answer.

@Kensho you not gonna share em?

Love this! You also love life and that’s why you resonate with him. I just love so much when he gets emotional. You can see how much he has changed over the years and the work is such beautiful. Thanks for sharing!

Perhaps ask yourself what would be really fun and enjoyable next? Is there anything that inspires a sensation of play and lightness around creating for you? Ideas: take a class, create some limitations (draw with only one color), re-mix two favorites, read some Rick Rubin, go see your favorite artist, drastically change your environment in a pleasurable way. In my experience burnout comes from taking things too seriously without enjoying it much- so unnecessary. ♥️

Interesting. Earlier this year after a 5meo experience I had a dream where I was told to take l-citruline, ha ha. I already had some as it’s great for pre-workout but I wasn’t using it. Then I just started taking it as a supplement daily. Imagine how it feels to see this topic months later?! I wasn’t sure exactly why.

@Amilaer--- I don’t know anyone that tried mushrooms and ended up with schizophrenia. Especially golden teacher. I noticed that nobody else said yes to your question. Wonder how accurate that info is on mental health and family? My identical twin was diagnosed with schizophrenia years ago and I’ve never had any issues with mushrooms or any other psychedelic. based on my experience and observing others who have done WAY more psychedelics than I, I really feel it has more to do with YOUR psychology than anything else. Your unpacked ideas, concepts, beliefs and things more so than family members with mental health issues. The actualized videos are a good way to learn more about your own psychology and prepare yourself.

I know right! I think that’s why I was so surprised— AA has such a conservative vibe, which is too bad. It’s like the complete antithesis to change LOL. Makes sense to me also because when I go to in person, group ceremonies there are always a lot of people who want to stop drinking or drugs. Makes psychedelics seem so practical even though we are into the mystical and higher consciousness aspect of them here.

I am so tickled by this ha ha. Someone posted a link to an article in a micro dose chat I’m in and I find it SO entertaining, he he. ”Those who preach that the only way to achieve lasting sobriety is through total abstinence from alcohol and all other drugs may be surprised to learn that the supposed patron saint of abstinence, Bill Wilson, the co-founder of Alcoholics Anonymous, was a firm believer in the ability of LSD to free some hardcore alcoholics from their addiction.” The article is interesting here it is: https://www.lucid.news/bill-wilson-lsd-and-the-secret-psychedelic-history-of-alcoholics-anonymous/ Also interesting that Bill Wilson couldn’t kick cigarettes using LSD. I wonder how many other healing programs have a secret psychedelic step, he he?

Go as deep as possibly into your why/ intention. Micro dose mushrooms to help you integrate after BIG, trips (my fave). Be careful what you consume beforehand too, because some of these posts in here are creepy. I’ve never had a bad trip- don’t be so scared that you spook yourself out lol. It’s always more mind blowing than scary anyways. Give yourself lots of space, a day before at least to relax, so you can leave other people’s sh*t behind and go deeply into you.Give yourself space afterwards too, at least a day. ♥️

Ok thank you @Bazooka Jesus ☺️ I feel like I’m here within this realization right now and it’s definitely NEW AF in comparison to other times when I *thought*I was here if that makes sense. I’m sure there’s a zillion more layers to it but I also feel like *holy moly, WHY NOT play?*. Feels like that is kinda the point- to PLAY.

Thanks for posting… In your perspective can you contrast “your essence/ true nature” vs “personality” a bit. I’m currently feeling conflicted because my teacher recently shifted into this similar stance like Osho (she always quotes Mooji) and it seems like NOT playing the game at all. ? I honestly think there’s a more evolved aspect, which is allowing your true nature FULLY. For me it seems people who are spiritually advanced have WAY MORE personality because they are free to play the game. How do we know who’s playing the game and who’s getting played or just stuck at a realization? I was about to post a question, then I saw your post he he. I want to open my mind about it.

So, I actually did have some teeth grinding lol. I just figured it was due to the intensity… I didn’t feel depressed really but that emotional high seemed so far away that night, the next day I was good. I did two days micro dose and that may have helped though. I’ll wait to do it again.

I don’t know how people are just eating them LOL. I’ve done 2 & 3g (chocolate, tea & gummies) and I don’t have visuals or anything just emotional roller coaster because I’m forced to see how mean I am to myself alongside how loving and pure real life is. It’s cleansing/ healing. I feel like mushrooms are perfect for healing stuff you don’t even know you have like childhood traumas and stored memories. I feel like people who take massive doses have built a tolerance because mushies are really hard on your stomach. Would not recommend that.

@OBEler I did it alone and I used my plant medicine playlist, which may have contributed to the heavenly vibes. I am glad there’s no hangover. Honestly I still have a lot of peace, like a big audible exhale kinda peace. Here’s my playlist: