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I was misdiagnosed with schizophrenia because the doctor wanted to mess with me so I don't take any medications. Why in the world would you take them? After 10 years of taking medications due to force I just got OCD and epilepsy from them. There is a theory that the schizophrenia meds actually "heal" the patient which to me is an outright lie, done for the sake of business, because these pills are a billion dollar industry. I don't really trust the science behind schizophrenia diagnosis, in my own case a doctor gave me the diagnosis because they can lock you up and the doctors just wanted to lock me up because they didn't like my face. At first when I was diagnosed I really trusted the ones meant to heal me because I was going through perhaps you could call a crisis but it ultimately revelaled itself as some of my former friends gaslighting me. 1. Got diagnosed with schizophrenia 2. Got also abused by the doctors 3. No longer trust them as professionals 4. Now no longer take medications (they would have to forcefully inject me to take them, even left the country to rehab from the meds) First you go through a crisis in life and then you get exploited for medical business. I've literally been assaulted with a needle before, got arrested like 10 times and ultimately spent over 2 years in a psych asylum. It's where I am sitting right now too (although I am getting out soon) and for some reason a police man even pointed a taser at me. Also a doctor put a pillow on my face and are very narcissistic in general. Project MK-Ultra anyone?

I also am in a psychiatric hospital and I have been taking Abilify due to being forced it for the longest time. Often narcissistic people go into positions of power and study to be doctors, etc. Just so they can mess with you. Psilocybin helped me in recovery from being injected, it really calmed down the OCD and epilepsy that happened to me as a result of the injections. I believe that these antipsychotic medications are just total bullshit and we really should consider the people taking them the experts. Also a doctor I've read about does disagree with antipsychotics but he works in a different hospital than where I'm staying. But antipsychotics are a billion dollar business as well and even though I started to get epileptic the doctor still wanted me to take them and didn't really trust my expertise. Don't go try stealing kisses mmkay.

Yeah social media tends to upset me sometimes. I have went long periods without it sometimes and found a new peace of mind. One time I was without for 3 months and damn it makes me so sad sometimes when there's a lot of bashing going on for example. Basically people who don't know you who criticize you. Feels bad man. It's either a whole generation of women or men who are bad. It's just not true, I really don't know what's going on with these people who are accusing pretty much all men or all women of being some way.

Yeah, probably a sucky Life Purpose.

I live in Finland and the law around gambling is changing. Earlier only one state owned company, Veikkaus, was allowed to do gambling related business. All the money was going to foreign internet casinos that people played, and now the law is changing and private businesses are going to be able to have their own casinos now. So basically it's becoming legal to be an internet casino owner in Finland. So what do you think, do you think it's a scammy business model? Is it taking advantage of people's weaknesses and getting rich with no integrity, or is it just harmles fun to have you own online casino? https://aaposol.com/casino.html

Hello friends. This is Don Aapo. Nice to meet you.

I actually benefit from racism, being a white guy in Finland. I am in this situation of being forcefully hospitalized, and one of my friends here who is black has to sit two times longer in compulsory treatment than I have to, because the doctor is racist. The doctor literally makes me his golden boy since I am white, which is unfair as fuck.

Made me giggle.

Decided to share something here; I started making music after the LP course. I must have taken it 7+ years ago. Right now I've generated 300 euros in royalties which is pretty nice and also have learned a lot about making art and stuff. I also started my own e-commerce shop and am open for freelancing jobs right now. I started making music from pretty much zero skill level and took other courses to learn. Fun fact; I made more money in 3 months when I was homeless from asking people for free money in Portugal, than I've made as a content creator. No sales yet, but I've got a lot of stuff to sell so I am not even bothered that nobody wanted any yet, the timing will come. I recently spent some money to market myself in YouTube and I want to get more famous and successful definitely, but am taking a relaxed approach towards the process. I used to work in sales and have actually generated a hundred sales for my boss (not that much to begin with haha) so I know what I am doing in that area of business (sales). I used to sell magazines and do business to business sales and it's exactly the same as running a business is. Have a nice weekend everyone.

Gave it a shot thanks

https://tidal.com/artist/35358519/u Here's a link to stream my music if anyone is interested. I call it electronic music that doesn't suck. Perhaps you will agree? Wishing you the best, Don Aapo

Turning 30 this winter and hoping to get some nice singing bowls

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So I did DMT a few years ago by smoking it from a pipe, basically vaping it with a lighter. Here is my trip report. So I was doing a meditative retreat in my studio apartment in Eastern Finland and I got some DMT and I smoked it. I start to feel a powerful feeling of love in my chest and I feel deeply settled and at peace in the world. Like I am a perfect part of the universe with my own purpose. I start to imagine the guy who sent me the stuff and how he must be a peaceful person as well and I can almost see him when I close my eyes. I spend the rest of the night just wandering around in my mind and listening to music and being at peace in the dark autumn of Finland. Really awesome experience and yeah DMT really helped me in a therapeutic way that day and I can still remember the powerful feeling in my heart which I felt when vaping some DMT. Really awesome substance! I've also done quite a bit of LSD and mushrooms on my own and even tried 5-MeO DMT and some other psychedelics which could be classified as research chems. I had the summer of my life once when I got a job as a DJ in another city from where I was living, actually Kotka in Finland and it was summer and I managed to get a bunch of LSD blotters going on for myself.

What do you guys and gals think is working out healthy for you or not? I think the science and the studies suggest that people who work out at least a little bit tend to be better off and I have personally tried this out as I used to be a sporty kid into athletic stuff and these days I haven't been able to do it as much. I am feeling okay not having gone to the gym that much but I am kinda interested to get in a better fit again. Mostly I like to take long walks as my workout and sometimes go barefoot walking even and spend time in nature and jump around there and do Tai Chi and Yoga kinda stuff. So do you think it's worth it to work out or not and what kind of work out plan do you have?