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@LastThursday Your position is that consciousness (or the mind–body–environment complex) functions as a self-regulating dynamic system. In that framework, appropriately timed and sufficiently targeted perturbations—such as suggestion—can shift the system from one equilibrium to another. On this view, there is no additional “mystical” ontology beyond the dynamics of the system itself. So whether it’s magic, psychotherapy, or theory and knowledge, they’re all just different forms of stimuli that change the dynamic system. The distinctive role of a “magician,” would be to concentrate symbolic elements and authority in a way that makes a intervention compelling enough to be taken up by the system. Is this an accurate representation of your meaning? I think suggestion—together with positive psychology, the law of attraction, or relying purely on imagination to change reality—carries a flavor of the omnipotent narcissistic stage, because it makes everything feel simple: extremely simple, and exciting. But my experience is that, on a certain level of reality, what doesn’t work simply doesn’t work. For example, imagination or suggestion won’t regenerate a severed hand, and it won’t bring the dead back to life. When I first confronted my condition, I relied heavily on approaches adjacent to positive psychology. Influenced by Leo’s discourse, I also developed amplified expectations regarding love and “God consciousness” During this period, I experimented with multiple practices that function, in different ways, through suggestion and meaning-making: Tarot, fortune-telling (as a suggestive framework) and “singing bowl” healing that claims to regulate bodily frequency, Tai Chi, Yoga. Each time I engaged these methods, I did experience noticeable shifts, and I took those shifts as evidence that the methods were effective. Yet in retrospect, the core problem did not disappear. What changed, primarily, was my interpretive stance—my hope, imagination, and belief—while the underlying reality of the problem remained intact. In contrast, I regard this Taoist intervention as credible precisely because my participation was minimal and psychologically “careless”: I did not actively cultivate belief, visualization, or expectation. I don’t believe demon are exist. I did not engage in sustained self-suggestion. And the outcome diverged sharply from all prior methods I would otherwise group together—Tarot, singing bowls, “energy frequency” tuning, positive psychology, mind–body–spirit teachings, post-modernism pschoanalysis, Tai Chi. The phenomenology and the result were not continuous with those earlier experiences.

Also, before I formally asked the Taoist priest to perform The ritual, I wanted to test his abilities with something small. Then something happened—he used I Ching divination (Bagua) to help me save my pet snake’s life. Based only on three random numbers I gave him, he accurately described the direction and location of my pet, the height/level it was at, and the surrounding environment. That information ultimately helped me save my pet’s life.

How to Explain Eastern Taoist Magic? In 2023, while reading, I experienced a sudden and intense outbreak of somatic symptoms. It was so severe that I feel I needed to be hospitalized and placed on oxygen. Over the next 3 years, I worked with two postmodern Lacanian psychoanalysis PhDs who graduated in France. During that time, I did self-analysis and reading every day. I came to believe that everything was projected by language and symbols. As my symptoms calmed down, with companionship and increasing knowledge, I felt that I was making progress. But I also knew clearly that the core of my somatic episodes had not decreased in the slightest. When an episode happened, its intensity was exactly the same as it was three years ago. Later, half-jokingly, I contacted a Chinese Taoist priest and asked: “No matter how I look at it, nothing helps—could I be cursed or something? Hahaha.” He said he would take a look, and then told me: “You have Gong Tou on you, you have Bing Ma (spirit soldiers) on you, and there is an animal demon in your home.” I didn’t believe him, so I continued working with my postmodern psychoanalysts for another year. In the end, what I was facing drove me to the point of collapsing and I wanted to suicide. I happened to have a large sum of money in my hands, so I said: “I can’t spend it all anyway—just remove whatever ‘evil technique’ you say is there.” So he did. During the ritual, I still believed that the “evil technique” and “spiritual entities” he described didn’t exist at all. After it ended, I played around for a while and then went to sleep. The next day, when I woke up, I knew I‘m cured. And the psychoanalysis to cope with my somatic symptoms, which I had been doing for three full years, has stopped completely. My life has changed from 24h severe somatization、Vision distorted、triggers through music texts and sights to normal living. After that, through spending time with this Taoist, I learned a lot about the worldview they had. They believe that people come into the world through reincarnation. The purpose of life is awakening—cultivating oneself to truly become “Immortal.” Only by learning the magic teachings, with the help of gods/immortals, can one become an yin spirit after death, then cultivate into a shigong (master/ritual elder), and finally become a god. My original somatic symptoms have now completely disappeared. But what I experienced conflicts with what I learned on Actualized.org. How do Leo and you guys understand the idea that Taoist magic can directly affect reality? The Magic paper is for recovery，protection，luck，and remove evil qi.

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【Other people‘s subjective reality】that you perceive. To be respectful and willing to communicate to Understand. Are identical with anything that you believe in and keep trying to learn, right now. When you use the signifier “You” it only works if you are assuming things. Same as reading symbols and imagining their meanings. Other’s subjective reality relative to yours is the same imaginary concept but different boundaries. There is an extremely beautiful, colourful world in other people’s perceptions that‘s relative to yours. Thinking and completely ignoring this in communications are Equal to “killing other people”, For you, their perception really doesn’t exist. They have become complete object that is no different than a table or a rock. Imagine if the world you are feeling right now doesn’t exist for other people, they are blind and don’t CARE to understand you - They never can see you. It feels like your entire existence is denied. It is very easy to hurt people and perform arrogantly when you believe in this mindset.

Users keep ranting and reviling at people. They will be banned immediately. When the only rule maker keeps doing so. No mod will moderate it. People can keep communicating or just “speak” with peace and politeness, mind their own business, the show keeps running as normal. The structure is already corrupted.

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