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I dont undesrtand
i notice that everything "i", my mind is trying to do throught the day is to find ways how to pleasure itself, to get satisfaction and enjoyment from anything
but why?? pleasure is not survival, right? it s logical that mind urges to do things that are necessary for survival like craving food when there is strong hunger, but why it craves junkfood when there is no hunger, just to get pleasure, for what reason
hope someoone can answer thanks
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@Vercingetorix Thank u so much! i want the playlist.....
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THANK YOU EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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so i got heartbroken lol
and as a person who is into spirituality, i blame myself for feeling like shit
like i m not completely awaken yet, but i understand that it s all a mind game, an illusion and SELFISHNESS (me being selfish)
being depressed about it is just my ego constantly showing that it got hurt
i really wanna reach the level when i dont care of things like that, but everytime i sit down at meditation i just burst in tears i feel SOOO STUUUPID
and i dont wanna go through a regular heartbreak recovey steps when u put yourself out there to the world, meet new people, do as much activities as u can
i wanna "do nothing" and reach the state of fulfillment through meditatioin
seems hard thoughplease tell me it is possible guys... thanks much love
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okay i get it, all we tryna do is literally just maintaining life, survive, i notice it in every move my body makes , every thought i have, everything others do
and i know this feeling of becoming rigid and numb when u r on the edge of death
but WHY? why do egos wanna live so bad? what s the point? why r we doing this????
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from the big picture there is no difference between telling lies and telling truth so why everytime i have to say some bullshit i feel so ashamed
the society made it so? with their moral principals that we have been fed since childhood or is telling lies actually WRONG?
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@AdroseAkise right now russian elections are very falsified, there are no real opposite candidates allowed, most valuable person that was trying to run for elections against putin is locked u in prison right now
but if u wanna vote ,vote for anyone but putin
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just wanted to share a great documentary from a great russian journalist , it is about tortures in Russia. please put on english subtitles
it is about how ANY citizen whether he is an ordinary guy or trying to get into politics can be forced under tortures to agree on commiting a crime, to become unfairly convicted, unfairly injured, unfairly killedim not fully enlightened yet but i truly believe in that everything is Love and this cringes me ony because i m selfish but when u face such INJUSTICE it is soo hard to stay calm , or be truly happy after for example something like this happend to you
here is the link https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_2Vy9B8hic&t=9s
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@Daniel347 оо класс а ты и какого города? думаю правда мы тут не одни
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hey, i ve never tried psychodelics, but i d really like to try DMT. Unfortunately (or not) i live in Russia, so i should be VERY careful about the quality of substances that we have here...
so i m wondering is there any way that people can falsify DMT (or how the bad quality DMT looks) and how to recognise it?
thank u!>>>>>
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Everytime i feel bad, down, disturbed, something "bad" happens i realize and am very consicous (with my mind) that these things hurt only the egoic side of me, selfishess, SURVIVAL
but even though i can see that,think about it, i cant TRULY become free of these emotions
i believe (again) you can not fully escape from feeling negative because otherwise you would not (need to) survive
but WHYY is everything IS TRYING TO SURVIVE SOO DESPERATLYYYY??? -
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For instance, something is happening in "real" life, and i surely can tell that i ve seen this before, like this movement of me drinking coffee or the way i play with a kid, literally anything, but it s like i saw a dream about this moment and it came straight to reality
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23 minutes ago, Depersonilized said:Trust me, you'll find something through more life experience. At a certain point, thinking about it isn't always going to get you there. Try new things. Experiment. You can have secondary passions. My original passion was music, but once I delved into psychology, I found that I enjoyed that even more. Now music is secondary to me, but it is a passion. I wouldn't have even known music was passion if I didn't pick up a guitar and teach myself to play. When you find that thing, it's really tough to say that passion is a "social construct". Feels like more.
thanks for the answer!! yea.. but it is possible that i ll never find anything that ll replace my past passon (that i now cannot be active at) because i ve already tried so many things and i m really open to the world and new experiences and nothing feels like THAT, BESIDES THOUGH self-actualizing, enlightment , but i think that it is very personal and i dont wanna share my journey with my friends etc,but still want to be social
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So basically my question is - does everyone HAVE TO find their passion and purpose in life? because i m really struggling with finding my own
for my whole life i ve been interested and passionate only about one particular thing (doesnt really matter what is it) i ve been doing really greeat but i got an injury and there is no chance i can go back and doing this again
i started to ask myself what else do i wanna do in life and devote myself to besides that? and there is just nothing that interests me as much as that thing, of course i get excited about thing and curious but nothing lasts long and i dont have the same feelings for anything
I understand that my happiness doesnt depend on success and i actually feel completely fine not doing anything particular and just living my life
But there is always a thought that i m missing something, that i should somehow realize my potentiol especially under the influence of social media
and i dont really understand, is that really my need to find and devote myself to ONE thing thing and to DEVELOP passion for that or is it just coming from society and i should just relax? -
On 25.04.2021 at 6:41 PM, Theo E said:YES YES YES YES. i love to hear someone else talking about true and natural healing on the forum. i have been learning regenerative detoxification from Robert Morse ND for 3 years now, started when i was 19 and now i am 22. I have adopted a mostly fruit diet since then. the healing is astonishing. i have yet to be fully Fruitarian the way that i want to, with the longest time being 6 months. the Healing system is now so simple after learning that all diseases are caused by humans venturing to far away from our natural diet. i really like the way the robert morse has taught the wisdom of the lymphatic system and the importance of eliminating our cellular waste through our kidneys and skin. but it all comes down to eating the right diet which is a fruit based diet! the amount of people that he and others have healed in chronic conditions with [Natures System] is undeniable.
@Theo E YES! i d really love to share my knowledge with you that will really help you improve! please text me in instagtam (sorry moderator not sure if i can put it here) @rawmanticize_health
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On 25.04.2021 at 11:43 AM, Tetcher said:@marinaaniram Could you give more details what kind of food/meals you eat during a week ?
@Tetcher sure! please text me in my insta, right now i coach people (for free) - @rawmanticize_health
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@Village @Michael569 replied to you guys
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On 25.04.2021 at 11:35 AM, Michael569 said:agreed, seems once you get over the healing stage, other foods should be reintroduced. Kind like your typical elimination diet, at some point more foods should be reintroduced.
K, so why if fruit just healed you , you go back and return to staff that s killing you? dont you wanna be healthy all the time? i d really like to continue this conversation , please text me in instagtam (sorry moderator not sure if i can put it here) @rawmanticize_health
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On 24.04.2021 at 2:50 PM, Village said:Fruitarianism is a detoxifying diet for sure, but not a nourishing one. You obviously see many of the ailments caused by SAD diet go away, but eventually the nutritional deficiency of fruitarianism will lead to further disease. Your body needs a lot of protein, a lot of fat, all of the vitamins and minerals (many of which are not present in the vegan diet at all, let alone in the fruitarian diet). You'll last longer if you drink your urine due to the bioavailable protein.
It is nourishing. When you fully cleanse you body from all the mucus and toxins you ve been polluting it for years ( it is possible to do) your gastrointestinal microflora will start to produce it s own useful substances such as protein and absorb all the vitamins better. Animal and any external protein - is a toxin. in Japan in war time there was a torture when they fed someone ONLY with boiled meat and in the end intoxication happened.
your body always knows what s better for it.
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@Breakingthewall amazing thank u