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  2. Posted

    I dont undesrtand
    i notice that everything "i", my mind is trying to do throught the day is to find ways how to pleasure itself, to get satisfaction and enjoyment from anything

    but why?? pleasure is not survival, right? it s logical that mind urges to do things that are necessary for survival like craving food when there is strong hunger, but why it craves junkfood when there is no hunger, just to get pleasure, for what reason

    hope someoone can answer thanks

     

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    so i got heartbroken lol

    and as a person who is into spirituality, i blame myself for feeling like shit
    like i m not completely awaken yet, but i understand that it s all a mind game, an illusion and SELFISHNESS (me being selfish)

    being depressed about it is just my ego constantly showing that it got hurt

    i really wanna reach the level when i dont care of things like that, but everytime i sit down at meditation i just burst in tears i feel SOOO STUUUPID

    and i dont wanna go through a regular heartbreak recovey steps when u put yourself out there to the world, meet new people, do as much activities as u can

    i wanna "do nothing" and reach the state of fulfillment through meditatioin

    seems hard though

     

    please tell me it is possible guys... thanks much love

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    just wanted to share a great documentary from a great russian journalist , it is about tortures in Russia. please put on english subtitles
    it is about how ANY citizen whether he is an ordinary guy or trying to get into politics can be forced under tortures to agree on commiting a crime, to become unfairly convicted, unfairly injured, unfairly killed

    im not fully enlightened yet but i truly believe in that everything is Love and this cringes me ony because i m selfish but when u face such INJUSTICE it is soo hard to stay calm , or be truly happy after for example something like this happend to you

    here is the link   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_2Vy9B8hic&t=9s

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    Everytime i feel bad, down, disturbed, something "bad" happens i realize and am very consicous (with my mind) that these things hurt only the egoic side of me, selfishess, SURVIVAL
    but even though i can see that,think about it, i cant TRULY become free of these emotions 
    i believe (again) you can not fully escape from feeling negative because otherwise you would not (need to) survive

    but WHYY is everything IS TRYING TO SURVIVE SOO DESPERATLYYYY???

  19. Posted

    23 minutes ago, Depersonilized said:

    Trust me, you'll find something through more life experience. At a certain point, thinking about it isn't always going to get you there. Try new things. Experiment. You can have secondary passions. My original passion was music, but once I delved into psychology, I found that I enjoyed that even more. Now music is secondary to me, but it is a passion. I wouldn't have even known music was passion if I didn't pick up a guitar and teach myself to play. When you find that thing, it's really tough to say that passion is a "social construct". Feels like more. 

    thanks for the answer!! yea.. but it is possible that i ll never find anything that ll replace my past passon (that i now cannot be active at) because i ve already tried so many things and i m really open to the world and new experiences and nothing feels like THAT, BESIDES THOUGH self-actualizing, enlightment , but i think that it is very personal and i dont wanna share my journey with my friends etc,but still want to be social

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    So basically my question is - does everyone HAVE TO find their passion and purpose in life? because i m really struggling with finding my own
    for my whole life i ve been interested and passionate only about one particular thing (doesnt really matter what is it) i ve been doing really greeat but i got an injury and there is no chance i can go back and doing this again

    i started to ask myself what else do i wanna do in life and devote myself to besides that? and there is just nothing that interests me as much as that thing, of course i get excited about thing and curious but nothing lasts long and i dont have the same feelings for anything

    I understand that my happiness doesnt depend on success and i actually feel completely fine not doing anything particular and just living my life

    But there is always a thought that i m missing something, that i should somehow realize my potentiol especially under the influence of social media
    and i dont really understand, is that really my need to find and devote myself to ONE thing thing and to DEVELOP passion for that or is it just coming from society and i should just relax?

  21. Posted

    On 25.04.2021 at 6:41 PM, Theo E said:

    YES YES YES YES. i love to hear someone else talking about true and natural healing on the forum. i have been learning regenerative detoxification from Robert Morse ND for 3 years now, started when i was 19 and now i am 22. I have adopted a mostly fruit diet since then. the healing is astonishing. i have yet to be fully Fruitarian the way that i want to, with the longest time being 6 months.  the Healing system is now so simple after learning that all diseases are caused by humans venturing to far away from our natural diet. i really like the way the robert morse has taught the wisdom of the lymphatic system and the importance of eliminating our cellular waste through our kidneys and skin. but it all comes down to eating the right diet which is a fruit based diet! the amount of people that he and others have healed in chronic conditions with [Natures System] is undeniable. 

    @Theo E   YES! i d really love to share my knowledge with you that will really help you improve! please text me in instagtam (sorry moderator not sure if i can put it here) @rawmanticize_health

  24. Posted

    On 25.04.2021 at 11:35 AM, Michael569 said:

    agreed, seems once you get over the healing stage, other foods should be reintroduced. Kind like your typical elimination diet, at some point more foods should be reintroduced. 

    K, so why if fruit just healed you , you go back and return to staff that s killing you? dont you wanna be healthy all the time? i d really like to continue this conversation , please text me in instagtam (sorry moderator not sure if i can put it here) @rawmanticize_health

  25. Posted

    On 24.04.2021 at 2:50 PM, Village said:

    Fruitarianism is a detoxifying diet for sure, but not a nourishing one. You obviously see many of the ailments caused by SAD diet go away, but eventually the nutritional deficiency of fruitarianism will lead to further disease. Your body needs a lot of protein, a lot of fat, all of the vitamins and minerals (many of which are not present in the vegan diet at all, let alone in the fruitarian diet). You'll last longer if you drink your urine due to the bioavailable protein.

    It is nourishing. When you fully cleanse you body from all the mucus and toxins you ve been polluting it for years ( it is possible to do) your  gastrointestinal microflora will start to produce it s own useful substances such as protein and absorb all the vitamins better. Animal and any external protein - is a toxin. in Japan in war time there was a torture when they fed someone ONLY with boiled meat and in the end intoxication happened.
    your body always knows what s better for it.