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Zigzag Idiot and the ladder of Objective Reason

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This is a very deep spiritual Truth I feel compelled to relay.

Not to be overly dramatic but I wanted to preface it with a certain gravity. Ok, here goes:

 

We fall down. We get back up. We fall down. We get back up.

 

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"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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Watched that Alan Watts vid a few weeks ago and it’s really something 👌👍

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I experience ego structures often trying to stake a claim as a part of the identity of the witness or witnessing state. This seems common for many on the path.

 

Turiya is a good word to write on your refrigerator. 

 

https://youtu.be/zSafhz0qfwU

 


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  @Marc Schinkel  For a refrigerator reminder, Turiyatita is probably better.


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@Marc Schinkel it's pretty much close to being that way! 🙂

I lived on Ramen noodles for years but finally gave them up. My diet is still terrible.


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I'm on NN Dmt now. 

I ts hot outside a a  I go t my chores done,

i smoked 50 milligrams I a machine ball likefore 

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just snorted a mother 30 mg's 

it getting more difficult to type. Now  I'll check back.  ,,,,,,

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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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What a nice deep sleep I got after my short trip!

I didn't achieved an extreme breakthrough but by loading the machine ball ( compressed ball of copper wire) with the NN dmt, it completely changed the experience. No harsh taste and also a loss of fear about the substance. At one point, I couldn't help but close my eyes as I lay back on my bed and just watch all the almost comical hallucinations. They were very colorful, symmetrical and in constant change. I experienced brief instances of exhilarating Joy. At first it felt like what some refer to as a heavy body load but it seemed to dissapate or transform into a peaceful, relaxed body.

The big news for me is the big reduction in fear I now feel about NN dmt. This was a slightly stronger experience than what I had last week. So l think I'm on the right track to being able to get a strong breakthrough experience with a litttle more work on modifying my method and smoking device I load the machine ball into. 

My days and nights are now completely upside down which in itself is a novel and therapeutic for me. I've always been very clock oriented creature of habit-- wake up at daylight-- eat lunch at noon because it's 12:00--quit work late afternoon-- etc,,,,  My new situation allows me to manage my responsibilities with much more flexibility. This also seems to be of help in this kind of experimentation.

Had some very interesting visuals (hallucinations) and thoughts before I drifted off into sleep for a solid 8 hours.

This Digeradoo hypnotic wave You tube shared by @Keyhole last week was a great piece to have playing during the expierience.

 


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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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I experimented more with NN dmt today and just left a small report on the NN dmt thread.

An interesting side note is that during my trip today the crickets in the background sound I've been hearing for the last year and a half returned during my trip. For the last couple of weeks this phenomena has been more sporadic than normal.

The sound also disappeared for a couple of days around the time I first tried Modafinil but appearantly this was coincidental.

I know this has to sound weird but it is what it is. For the majority of the time over the last year and a half this has nearly been constant. This hearing a chorus of crickets. It's related to the frontal lobes I feel sure because it seems to get louder when my forehead feels that subtle pulse or pressure which is also more noticeable during Centering Prayer meditation. It seems to coincide more with objectless or non conceptual awareness or maybe states close to,,,, How's that for paradoxical? 🤷‍♂️

Generally there is more of a heaviness on NN dmt trip days. Something else that I'm just trying to observe more about,,,,


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Experiencing panic attacks and deep depression years ago along with bad drug experiences are things that broke me open to where I remember saying " I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy ".

I had to work my ass off out in the hot weather today. Thought I was gonna have a heat  stroke for a bit. Being exhausted from hard physical labor helps to ground me sometimes. I feel that way this evening.

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   On 7/10/2019 at 9:01 AM,  moon777light said: 

If we dont bring mindfulness throughout our daily lives, we might as well not meditate at all. Interesting thought.

Lyrics from the song

"There's a space I'm looking for
I grind all the time 7/24"
 

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The kingdom of heaven is within.

 

On 7/10/2019 at 10:49 AM, Colin said:

Lyrics from the song

"There's a space I'm looking for
I grind all the time 7/24"
 

 

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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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In the Science of Idiocy there's an ongoing return to Ordinary Idiot.

Ordinary Idiot as in - Zen mind is Beginners mind.

Zen mind is also Ordinary Idiot.

An Ordinary Idiot is free and spontaneous and most importantly, nonself reflective in a neurotic way.

Ordinary Idiots don't fall down the spiral of inner considering.

Zen mind is Beginners mind is Ordinary Idiot.

 


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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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From A.H. almaas

All Spiritual Work Would be Pointless if There Were Such a Thing as Ultimate Evil

As we have seen, each Holy Idea is a characteristic of reality at all locations, at all times, and at all levels. Holy Truth explicates this understanding. Here, we are saying that not only is reality just one presence that is boundless and real, but that it is also positive, blissful, and wonderful. So not only is God one, but God is also wonderful and made of love. The truth, then, is loving and lovable, which is why we say in the Diamond Approach that you must love truth for its own sake. If your orientation is that you love truth so that it will change you and make you a happier person, your orientation is out of sync with how things objectively are; if you see reality as it is, you can’t help but love it. It follows, then, that objectively there is no evil. We see evil only when we perceive reality through a filter. A person who behaves in what we consider evil ways is a person acting through a distortion. In spiritual work, concepts of a devil, of dark forces, of some evil that exists on its own outside of the goodness of reality are considered manifestations of ignorance, both in terms of believing in such concepts and in terms of the manifestations attributed to such forces. All spiritual work would be pointless if there were such a thing as ultimate evil.

Facets of Unity, pg. 215


"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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We project whatever is unconscious in us onto someone else in our environment

We can forgive others if we can observe it in ourselves 

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From https://facim.org/online-learning-aids/theory/

 

 

Also

 Leo gives interesting talk on his blog

https://www.actualized.org/insights/tapping-into-collective-consciousness

 

everything is Chaos,,,, it's ok 

 


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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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I only tell everyone what to do because I can't help it.

I'm that kind of Idiot.


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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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@Keyhole  Reguarding : A good number of you need to throw out your guru roles - pretending that you are able to lead people into the right direction with wisdom still tainted by your own egos.  It's just fucking gross is what it is.  Look into it.  Very few, functional or no, are going to tolerate that, because if you yourself are not coming from a place of love - then your advice is either distorted, or your ego is power tripping on another person.  It's not just a "Keyhole's ego" sort of deal  - no self respecting person with proper boundaries will tolerate that behavior.

I wanted to agree with you but I didn't want to violate your shadow Journal space or Gods butthole.🙂

 

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"To have a free mind is to be a universal heretic." - A.H. Almaas

"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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55 minutes ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

I only tell everyone what to do because I can't help it.

I'm that kind of Idiot.

Love has its way of doing that to people. 


Light on Earth The power of love came into me,
and I became fierce like a lion,
then tender like the evening star.” - Rumi

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2 minutes ago, mandyjw said:

Love has its way of doing that to people. 

🙂🙏


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"We have to bless the living crap out of everyone." - Matt Kahn

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