integral

My dog Died

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She was born with a heart condition and was given 6 months to live at birth, she lived till 13 years.

I took her for 2 walks a day, she would exercise with me everyday outdoors, always running nonstop.

She was having issues with her heart for the past 3 months, the vet said she had 1 week to live, i tried everything but it was progressing to fast, i needed more time to solve it.

She had many incidents with her heart in the past 3 months.

Today she was having issues with the heat it was making her condition worse but because im allergic to the air conditioner i thought she would make it for a few days, i was wrong.

Today she ran after a squirrel and her heart stopped, i couldn't save her.

She caught 2 squirrels in her life time, she tired everyday.

During her final episode i held her and i knew she was not going to survive it. I tried figuring out a solution in the middle of the park but i couldn't see it.

I drove to my cousins farm, dug a hole and buried her. 

Edited by integral

How is this post just me acting out my ego in the usual ways? Is this post just me venting and justifying my selfishness? Are the things you are posting in alignment with principles of higher consciousness and higher stages of ego development? Are you acting in a mature or immature way? Are you being selfish or selfless in your communication? Are you acting like a monkey or like a God-like being?

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Shit, my condolences. I'm sure she had a loving life. Dogs are the best.

Edited by UnbornTao

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@integral Holy fuck I am so sorry - if I lost my current dog (I've lost 3 to HORRIBLE deaths, HORRIBLE shit that was preventable) I would be gutted.

I'd probably have to take some time off work.

My heart goes out to you! My condolences, my hugs, my thoughts - they are yours.

I will spend some time thinking of you on my midday walk + music.

/HUG

/AoE crit heals

It is far easier to fool someone, than to convince them they have been fooled.

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RIP and love to you 

Beauty is all around Infinity 𑣲⋆｡˚

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