Should I take 5-MeO-DMT?

[thenondualtankie]

I am called to meditate, but the conclusion is always more meditation

My lonely ways have been overcome, yet I still do not find myself surrounded with friends, adventures, sex, relationships

My brain tells me it's all true:

• I am God
• Love is the Highest Teaching
• The Supernatural is real and accessible

So maybe I should just take the plunge?

But what will my family think? To them, I have already lost the plot, quitting my career as a Developer, throwing my education in the trash can.

What will I face in that moment? Will I be sent to the depths of hell, tormented by my worst nightmares?

My mind gets paranoid at night. I open the bathroom lights hoping a disfigured creature isn't sitting there waiting for me.

I am afraid in the day. Will I ever be loved by people? Will I ever find love? Will I ever become Wealthy? Wealthy in activities, in relationships, in acts of service, in purposefulness?

I call to you, O Higher Beings that reside in this forum: Should I do 5-MeO-DMT?

[Davino]

You could, but you'll be awake in a shitty dream.

Psychedelics are not going to solve your human problems, maybe they could or maybe they could make them worse.

Have a stable happy fulfilling human life, then do spirituality and psychedelics. This is the proper order of things, it's a common trap to put the cart before the horse. Complete human then go transhuman. Probably more spiritual bypassing isn't going to help you, or maybe you hit the jackpot who knows, it's up to you to decide what to do. These are just general good practices.

[Breakingthewall]

2 hours ago, thenondualtankie said:

call to you, O Higher Beings that reside in this forum: Should I do 5-MeO-DMT

😅😅Please don't trust anyone. Anyway, if you ask me, I would say yes, try it, but don't believe anything about God or dreams, just break your mind without mercy 

Pd: oh beginner in spirituality, you must know that this reign is the reign of narcissism, projection and self induced hallucinations. Is short, the reign of bullshits, so be smart and don't believe anyone 

Edited 5 hours ago by Breakingthewall

[Breakingthewall]

2 hours ago, thenondualtankie said:

am afraid in the day. Will I ever be loved by people? Will I ever find love? Will I ever become Wealthy? Wealthy in activities, in relationships, in acts of service, in purposefulness?

Just fight as your life depends on it. What's true btw. Maybe you won't die of hunger, but you could die of depression 

[Joseph Maynor]

You should if you can.