Anyone here already in love with the darkest parts of reality?

[Vynce]

Simple setup:

Imagine the darkest, most hellish forms to experience reality as a human. Some imaginary day you as God are going to live through that from every perspective. Of course also from the victims POV. 

Do you love that? Are you excited about that?

trigger warning:

@Leo Gura have you had experiences/insights of love and excitement towards the perspective of (for example) getting raped by your dad for 16 years in their basement, being pregnant over and over with him? 

end trigger warning

In what ways can I get so conscious of victims of cruelty that understanding and love start to emerge? Not that its completely impossible, but how can I say I'm Love if I push away those aspects of reality?

 

[gettoefl]

I like to read and study the darkest of the dark. I want to understand. And I have come to. I devour all true crime and deviant personality studies - I volunteer in the prison and work soup kitchens and shelters. There is a reason people get where they get. They were treated deplorably and they dish that out on others as being the only response they know. Hurt people hurt people. The more awake you become you move from I mind what happens to I care what happens. You see everyone as broken wounded fragile. You recognise I could be them very easily. There but for grace go I. I am willing to go through shit if need be. I will take a bullet to the head if it will save a hostage's or a child's life. Reason is I believe that would be a force for good in the perpetrator's mind. Could be a turning point. My life does not mean anything now that I see.

[moonawakening444]

we get too attached to suffering and we forget this will all end when we die

[Toranvor]

4 minutes ago, moonawakening444 said:

we get too attached to suffering and we forget this will all end when we die

You can't be sure, as long as you are incarnated in some kind of form you will suffer.

[moonawakening444]

Just now, Toranvor said:

You can't be sure, as long as you are incarnated in some kind of form you will suffer.

incarnated and form are concepts 

[oOo]

@Vynce This is classiness H.P Lovecraft territory. You'd love his books.

[Vynce]

3 hours ago, oOo said:

@Vynce This is classiness H.P Lovecraft territory. You'd love his books.

I mean its not part of REALITY, so yeah history books it is. 

However my point was directed into a totally different direction.