Mellowmarsh

Joseph Maynor

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@Natasha Tori Maru Great! I’m happy for you that you can make it work.

Personally I’m not yet at that place. I actually started with my real name back in 2021 here for the same reasons as you - but had to have it changed as it was creating too much unnecessary conflict in my human matters.


Connect with me on Instagram: instagram.com/miguetran

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@Miguel1 That could come up, so I would take action if I did face some serious issues. I think your decision is wise, mine carries risk. And you could argue - undue risk. I am quite intentional about wanting to inspire people to be authentic and genuine. Real expression. Much of my online presence is an attempt to embody that so I can lead by example.

Because real, honest, earnest truth and expression has always led me to my greatest successes and achievements. I try to be as honest with myself as I can, so I have the best chance to learn from my mistakes. See clearly what went wrong, refine my knowledge and technique - and move forward knowing what to avoid and what to move toward. 

I feel if I am as real as possible, this just might prompt others to be real. And there is a real chance at connection and union. Intimacy. Platonic love. And the shared experience of that is the best joy there is! The dissolving of all duality through the experience of the REAL :D 


Deal with the issue now, on your terms, in your control. Or the issue will deal with you, in ways you won't appreciate, and cannot control.

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On 21.9.2025 at 4:07 PM, theleelajoker said:

Haven't seen @Breakingthewall and @meta_male in a while, too!

Guess they won't be back will miss their content

Still lurking here and there. But really not identifying with this place anymore. Too many culty vibes, everyone busy trying to convert each other.

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@meta_male

28 minutes ago, meta_male said:

Still lurking here and there. But really not identifying with this place anymore. Too many culty vibes, everyone busy trying to convert each other.

I don't like your perspective. Let me convert you to a different POV 


Here are smart words that present my apparent identity but don't mean anything. At all. 

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On 21/09/2025 at 11:06 AM, Natasha Tori Maru said:

I think it's both! Anonymity can be freeing, but there is still ego going into the anonymous persona (that I see!). It is like another layer to the already false self - now we have a new false e-self! But with slatterings of truth in there... 

 

@Yimpa

 

I definetly have a ZenSwift ego. 

I want ZenSwift to be liked and appreciated. 

 

BTW I've never even studied Zen 😂

I wouldn't even mind changing my name here. 


What assumptions, beliefs, or illusions am I under right now?

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On 2025-09-21 at 5:24 PM, theleelajoker said:

It does serve in some way! I catch myself at times, thinking why did I want to include that information in my post? Sometimes I realize it subconsciously to make me feel / make me look better lol

It's tricky sometimes you can see it in the posts of others too. There is no reason to include a particular information in exactly this way, no value added but creating a certain image

It's still an identity, even it is anonymous.  But I share things here that I would not openly in a non-anonymous place

 

I can agree there is some identity involved in one’s account even if it’s anonymous. 

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On 22/09/2025 at 7:29 AM, Leo Gura said:

Banned ages ago. He is stubborn with his ignorance like a mule.

But if everything is God.Or, everything is You. Then why exclude or reject this aspect of You?

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4 hours ago, Mellowmarsh said:

But if everything is God.Or, everything is You. Then why exclude or reject this aspect of You?

Nice one :D 


Here are smart words that present my apparent identity but don't mean anything. At all. 

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22 hours ago, theleelajoker said:

Nice one :D 

Making solipsism just another belief, another thought to believe in.

 

I can't help but trip over myself here. Lol

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I really wish dreams did come true, and that Joseph could be here posting to us other posters.

 

 

Edited by Mellowmarsh

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On 9/27/2025 at 4:35 AM, Mellowmarsh said:

What happened to Nahm? 

He got enlightened and learned no one exists, but can't stop constantly telling everyone this. I think banned for trying to get people from here to go to his forum. There's a thread on his exit.

Edited by Elliott

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All people from that other forum are complete lolcows, not worth paying even a second of serious attention to, other than for pure entertainment purposes. Although to be frank, it's the kind of entertainment for a more refined tastes, that's for sure


Blind leading the blind

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On 22.9.2025 at 5:35 PM, theleelajoker said:

Let me convert you to a different POV 

Go ahead.

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That guy turned out to be very cool actually.

Joseph, if you're reading, fuck actuality of being, hack your way back in here. It's more fun.


 

 

 

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