I found this odd, as I left the place in a challenge and then came back, as I noticed I can use this place fairly well as it's rare to find like-minded people. In a twisted way I can see sort of arrogance busting through arrogance. Although I find the stuff he talks about with god-realization not so easy to re-produce. Also the video from the YouTube happend before criticizing him IIRC.

Most here don't have a solid fundamentals and just follow fads and it takes a lot of time to read all of the maps. To even make a claim like god-realization (I still trust Leo on this) that, some guy who comes here and says he awakend, awakend to what? There are so many degrees. And many here have like somewhat of traumatic experiences, as well as did not get the proper psychologically healthy upbringing, and hence he calls them children, it's legit only one guy and I bet he does care a lot, like a lot on a personal "non-god" level. He can't controll us all even as god. Even when he created me, he can't move me in that sense I get the gist of the creator part, through psychdelics etc. Even just normal meditations. 

I am just a bit worried that a teacher told me that this stuff usually can turn sour, when this sort of power drive happens to often, I did not mind the outlashes to much, as I can sort of see behind the veil, of why he did it as the members are somewhat very egotistical and you can this fingerpointing blame game. I don't know if he is aware of the "shadow side"  of god-realization and I bet he could also puke at the word shadow, yet reading all of the dysfunctions that occure at TIER 3 and above? (What god-realization seems to be????). Some though love can help to breakthrough, although in the long run I'd prefer seeing some humility and compassion. With a bit more effort the OP would not have needed to make the post and just simply read some maps and bring in some understanding.

I think many here are confused theoretically and are looking for a map, and some are more inductive and just breakthrough and relay their experiences and claim it as the end all be all. Even when he does this as "god-realized" it's still fundamentally him in his body with a god-realized body and or not in the "real world" he'd be held more accountable. I came back sort of as he cleaned the forum and I was a bit worried as he was so "dejected" of the quality of the forum, and I never really got any shit like this, maybe a slight remark as I do put in effort, it's one guy teaching a billion things. 

I think the current mods are doing quiet well, especially since the memery is not going through the roof, that is by far the worst stuff. Double-standards I bet in a sense they are like this, we are not living in a perfect world. I also write stuff about Leo (projected and or not) in my journal as I legit built a lot of resentment, yet when I think about what he does it's fine. I am just a bit more aware of the sublte gaslighting, I rather have someone tell me fuck you, instead of telling me you are brainwashed etc. and subtely manipulate etc. 

I also got a lot of a shitstorm for saying a couple of outrageous things, the main issue is all of these identifications and he is acting like a devil in some aspect with the verbal aggression, I think this also jumped over to me. If he'd do it with less cursing and animal comparisions I would appreciate the though love more, and it would feel more envigorating. Just the cursing part is not very good, no matter which group you belong to, you will adopt in-group biases. Be it here as well as any other group. I notice everytime and I project a lot some of it is true some not. 

Every legit guru/ master will tell you it's endless there is no end to this work. Saying you have awoken and not realizing this is the end, is inertia mostly imo.

I think he feels hurt at times that others make a mockery out of his work, although many genuiently give their best with different pillars. I myself wish at times he would cover different topics, as I notice how the .org does influence stuff at least for me. As well as he could be more empowering, the cutting bullshit was fine here imo, although I did get a bad impression first, and I still don't really like the wording it does rub off. 

I give my fair amount of hate for example in the journal I can make jokes about this also and be flamboyant, and many enjoy this stuff it's mostly I make fun of  right winged attitudes and fears I have as a leftist, so to speak. I dunno it's similar to c&c in game, it's very fun, yet it does backfire even just with friends etc. Most don't like it when their ego is invalidated and many are not ready. I sometimes feel also to much though love breeds resentments, a bit more of a communal hippie feel would not hurt. He also wants to be loved I feel, there is no way he creates all of this out of hate lol.