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  1. I wouldnt say its the "hidden" variable since the model is about the evolution of the human psyche or consiousness, and awareness is basically a synonym for consiousness. So it's literally the key variable.
  2. I think one key difference, or the key difference, between the two tiers is that in tier one you believe your values are absolutely right in everything, so if someone else from another stage has different values he is wrong, since your values are absolute for everything. And in the second stage you can make the distinction between two different systems, that are independent from each other, which means your values have nothing to do with the other system and theirs have nothing to do with you.
  3. To me it sounds like she was either very insecure about becoming sexual. Thats why she backed out 4 times. And when you left, she felt rejected and since she was in a very vulnerable position she felt the need to protect herself by telling her friends you sexually assaulted her. Maybe she has experienced actual sexual assault before. However that is another thing. Or she just didnt know if she liked you in a way where she wanted to become sexual and was just being ruthless and doing it out of revenge/self protection after being "rejected". Anyway everything you did was fine. Thats all I can judge from reading what you wrote above.
  4. @Joscha btw, are you german or how did you read it? And this is the first thing I ever wrote.
  5. @Joscha more like a hobby
  6. I wrote a bit of fiction. There are some topics that I learned from Actualized.org integrated. It's in german though. https://www.wattpad.com/user/FishBeast
  7. @Proserpina What I learned/believe is that every emotional problem comes from either longing for oneness or the opposit, longing for existing as a seperate self/being something special. So to me that sounds very possible.
  8. @Hello world Before you kill yourself go steal some money to go to the gym. Better then killing yourself.
  9. @Hello world What do you mean you can't afford the gym?
  10. @Hello world Damn your life really sucks. Could really be helpful for you. Like REALLY. Maybe you are so extremely focused on wanting to have sex that you are unable to put your focus anywhere else which leads to the situation you are in. Edit: btw me saying your life sucks isnt meant in a bad way. It is what it is and it is perfectly fine. Edit2: Maybe try going to the gym. After I went the first time it was like the lense that I look through at the world around me completely changed. Could be that it's the thing specifically for me and you would need something else. But when I went and I realized that I have strength in myself and I just never used it, that really was refreshing and freeing. The resistance of the weights you push is just another manifestation of resistance in general. And masculinity is partly about pushing through resistance. When I had that thought while pushing weights it just made me happy. Try it, maybe it helps.
  11. @Gesundheit2 Im not conservative and I meant that someone could maybe be conservative in some ways and progressive in others. But I think "conservative progress" would be keeping the things we already have safe and stable. Like conservatives keep the homeostasis in the humankind-system.
  12. @Gesundheit2 just because someones political identity is conservative doesnt mean that the whole human being is about keeping things as they are, what I think conservatism is about. pretty non-nuanced statement.