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  1. Hey there, i have come (lol) to realize that I am immensely selfish when it comes to sexuality. In that sense I want to study and "master" the female orgasm to truly give to girls. For that I need your help. If you have any resources, mindsets, techniques, metaphysical Insights and experiences to share please do, it is highly appreciated.
  2. @zurew is this for real? If yes holy moly that's impressive
  3. Fear of lack of money
  4. I start with some pc ports: Minecraft and Terraria if you like some classic open world adventure. If you want something relaxing, check out traffix. At the end a classic: Super Hexagon. Highly addictive and fast paced, altough nothing for people with epilepsy.
  5. As someone with Tinnitus i can relate. It took some years, but now i can use Tinnitus for spiritual growth. I even meditate on it! I hope you can achieve something similar someday.
  6. @SQAAD Thank you, I thought I was crazy! Also thanks for your story, that sounds pretty rough. Are you over it now? Till now I thought psychotherapists knew what they are doing and till now I thought science had some proper understanding of the mind. But now it seems pretty bs too me.
  7. Hey there, In the last weeks i have read some books about psychology and psychotherapy. I have stumped upon one thing that really shocked me: there is a big proportion of people and therapist that the fight against the recognition of the concept of supressed memories. One could even say, the majority of people are scoffing at the idea of repressed memories. Here is the first sentence of the Wikipedia entry: "Repressed memory is a controversial, and largely scientifically discredited claim, that memories for traumatic events may be stored in the unconscious mind and blocked from normal conscious recall." What should I make of this? Is an entire society gaslighting traumatized people? Or is there something to the claim? Through doing personal development and spirituality, the uncovering of supressed shit seems almost like an ordinary occurrence by now. What the hell?
  8. The lack of empathy this man radiates disturbs me. "They had family who mourns them now... Well anyway let's jump right in lmao"
  9. Some good news! she got the test and even got the results already: everything is fine. We talked about our sexual past and experiences with other people, this was quite enlightening for me. Because we are now both tested on the most common Std's, we decided to continue without condoms! So this whole experience was quite bonding for us both. Thanks for your support everyone ❤️ @Farnaby As soon as I typed my post I knew someone would make a joke like that And yes, i did some soul searching the last few days and it is indeed connected with deeper fears. On the one hand, it is connected to the Madonna/Whore complex as @Waves suggested. On the other hand, it has to do with all the shame, guilt and anxiety I have in general about sexuality. So there is still a lot to unpack..
  10. @max duewel @Leo Gura @hamedsf She will make a test but it will take a few weeks till we get them. Would you guys still sleep with her in the meantime? My friends are saying it's not a big deal and a lot of women are doing it from time to time so it doesn't really matter.
  11. Hey there, Yesterday I talked with my girl and she said she slept with a guy without a using a condom before she met me. It was a friend and they knew each other. I have huge anxiety over catching Std's so this triggered me pretty hard. Right now I am depressed and worried, i don't want to sleep with her anymore to be honest. Am I overreacting? How to deal with this situation? (We are using always a condom by the way)
  12. Hey Folks, First things first: if this is somehow against the rules, sorry about that. Basically i entertained the idea to create a thread where people can find accountability partners. I imagine like this: you post a very short and concise description about yourself, your current goals and your expectations when it comes to working with an accountability partner. When somebody resonates with your post, you can connect via pm and voila. After that you can edit your post so that you will not get spammed. So here we go: I am looking for an accountability partner for weekly calls where we discuss our goals, our progress and our failures. We share our experiences freely and are transparent with each other. I am starting my first business as a music teacher, also i want to transition to a raw food diet and want to start with calisthenics. In the long term i want to become a world class music producer. (Also bonus points if you can talk german) So if you are interested and we share similarities, hit me up.