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    @Nahm @Loreena Where is the list? 9_9 

    I recommended his videos to a friend and my friend said: is this guy real? He talks nonstop, doesnt take breaks, doesnt stop to think what he is gonna say..

    There is an episode that he drinks water, otherwise I would think he is an alien xD

    But no kidding, he built up everything perfectly, the black background, the black shirt, he approchead more the camera in the later videos (sometimes I'm so concentrated that looks like he is in front of me), I love his style, especially for us, visual creatures, he keeps our visual attention but the ears are the target.

    Some other channels the guys start makings braids, put colorful rainbow shirts, changing the background, I get all distracted 

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    @JustinS Yes, I've seen all of his videos, Im so intrigated about the body's energy and the mirror thing he talks about while on 5meo, I'm gonna start reading his book Being human 

    The music I havent heard, its great, thanks 

    Boom is only next year now, I wanna go too, we have Universo Paralelo in Brazil but I've never been, I dont know if you heard about it, there is even a movie called Artificial Paradises, people who organize Mundo Paralelo will be in Oregon Eclipse too, its gonna be big.

    I'm a newbie, started all of this 6 months ago maybe one day I will like dark psy haha but for now when I listen its kind of scary, it does something to my brain, dont know how to explain.. this is sober, imagine taking stuff, dark night of the soul xD

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    @JustinS Wow nice, I follow them on youtube and didnt know they would be there!

    I actually am, I love dancing but I have friends who are really into it and they say I like "happy psy", I think the more you understand about you start liking the dark one too, maybe I need to do some shadow work before getting into dark psy! xD

    https://www.everfest.com/magazine/how-i-learned-to-stop-worrying-and-surrender-to-psytrance

    I read this those days, you might like it.

    The first time I heard psytrance I was under MDMA effects, man it was the best party ever, like the music was talking to me, a different language, and this language was older than me and any verbal language I've learned in my life, like dancing with my soul, really interesting the impact of the song on us, that was about 6 months ago, so I've been to some psy parties here in the bay since then, this weekend is one, pisces mad maxx, I hope we can meet at Oregon Eclipse.

    Do you know if Martin Ball will be there? since he lives in Oregon I thought there is a possibility of seeing him, I love his work.

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    @eskwire You say he woudnt give if it was him.

    My phylosophy is, dont ask or expect from others what they dont have (not even for themselves, much less for giving), if you give, its because you have more inside you, I'm not talking about a kidney, I'm talking about love.

    Whenever I get hurt or people do mean things for be what helps me the most to have compassion is this, they can't give me what they dont have, I feel lucky for having what I have inside me and being able to share with people that cross my life.

    It doesnt matter what we all say, you do what feels right inside you.

    i have this hanging on my wall, whenever I give my light it multiples, sounds airy-fairy but man, love is powerful

     

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    @I_Like_Thing 

    "Yeah, I used to do drugs... I mean, I still do but I used to too" Plato xD sorry, couldnt contain myself

    I've been clean from all the unnecessary things that dont serve me, from social media, toxic relationships, beliefs.. If for drugs you mean the ones my mom used to give me in my childhood for ADHD, yes I've been clean from those too

    BUT if you are talking about phychedelics, ah I love them! We call it medicine in Brazil, it wasnt Leo who introduced me to them, my aunt is a shaman so I was part of Ayahuasca ceremonies, I guess I should thank my aunt too, much gratitude for those souls

    :)

     

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    @Joel3102 I wouldnt add anything else, but I would eliminate "focus" when we are focusing on something our brain is in activity, busy..

    Meditation is all about relaxing, if you start adding more things and taking it too serious is not gonna be pleasurable and relaxing, plus you will give the monkey mind more food

    I was watching one of Leo's videos today "How to meditate deeper", he talks about not having any goal while practicing meditation, so if you think your practice has been too mechanical maybe is time to let go of this idea of being more focused and instead of putting more effort just relax and be.

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    @I_Like_Thing

    So unnecessary

    I'm just watching you planting your seeds all over this "self actualization" forum, none of my business, after all thats just my perception.. :)  (wow feels good putting smile faces when I say something bad, its like its erasing the last sentence) :):):) oh.... it feels so nice.. :)

     

    @Salomon Tolosa good luck! I personally haven't tried YET but only heard positive experiences ;)

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    @Garuda Mindfulness

    1.

    the quality or state of being conscious or aware of something.

    "their mindfulness of the wider cinematic tradition"

    2.

    a mental state achieved by focusing one's awareness on the present moment, while calmly acknowledging and accepting one's feelings, thoughts, and bodily sensations, used as a therapeutic technique.

    Summing up: Just be in the moment, here, now

    Besides meditation; things that help me connecting to myself:

    • Observing my thoughts and emotions
    • Taking shower in the dark, feel the water falling in my head, being aware in the moment, for me its heaven, like meditation
    • Drawing
    • Concentration (whenever I'm reading or watching something I try to stay still, do not move, the awareness comes naturally)
    • Gratitude for everything and everyone
    • Conscious eating (being aware of what I put in my body and mindfull)
    • Being around passionate people (connect deeply with people on general)
    • Posture (always watching my chest, that might be open, ready to receive and give things, not fearing anything)

    For every person might be different, but I hope you could grasp the deep meaning of what I'm trying to say.

    Good luck :)

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    @Barna haha I'm with you! I'm reading the books, taking the life purpose course, watching the videos, meditating, doing self inquiry, I'm a metamorphose in person, my family and friends don't recognize me anymore, I'm changing so much, I guess I'm doing the work but I feel like I'm too "rainbows and flowers" I know at some point I'll have to put the finger in my wounds and do shadow work.

    My environment changed after I got into spirituality, so the people I hangout now are different and from what I've seen, some are zen devils and the others "love and peace", I don't know if I'm in between or if I fit in one of those, my only concern is pending to the wrong side and becoming a zen devil.

    Im reading the book of not knowing, the author talks about grounded openness, it's helped me a lot and I feel I'm on the right path, but the book is huge and I always think I could've being doing more.

    What book would you recommend me?

     

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    Straight to the point: after starting this spiritual path, I've been dating guys that are also into spirituality and found out they don't have orgasms, its like their sperm is sacred xD which brought me to look around for informations and books that explain a little more about sexual energy and sexuality on general. I also started nofap and saw significant changes in my life.

    So here are the books:

    • Cupid's Poisoned Arrow - Marnia Robinson

    • Awaken Healing Energy Through The Tao: The Taoist Secret of Circulating Internal Power - Mantak Chia

    • Taoist Secrets of Love: Cultivating Male Sexual Energy - Mantak Chia 

    • Sex at Dawn - Christopher Ryan (careful reading this one if you are in a relationship, it made me have a lot of thoughts about polyamorous relationships xD)

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    @Loreena https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dark_Night_of_the_Soul la noche escura del alma

    The nights which the soul experiences are the necessary purgations on the path to Divine union, of which there are two: the first is of the sensory or sensitive part of the soul, the second of the spiritual part (Ascent of Mount Carmel, Ch. 1, 2). Such purgations comprise the first of the three stages of the mystical journey, followed by those of illumination and then union.[2] St. John does not actually use the term "dark night of the soul", but only "dark night" ("noche oscura").

    I hope tomorow's video is about shadow work..