herghly

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  9. Posted · Edited by herghly

    Ever since I had a 5meodmt breakthrough I feel like my reality vastly changed. I'm not always in that state of consciousness but what's been seen can not be unseen.

    And it leaves me with more questions than answers.

    I sometimes find myself walking around and looking at other people wondering,

    "why am I dreaming up that person" or an event happens to me "why am I dreaming this up".

    It's not at a point that's destabilizing but I have not taken any psychedelics again. I can already foresee the potential for destabilization. 

    Even as I type this I feel a part of my mind says that this is all a part of the dream. And while I know that to be true (through experience). How do you stabilize this realization? 

    I'm convinced if many people experienced what I experience they would be in a mental hospital.

    In many ways, my life would be much smoother if I did not have that experience.

    I don't regret it, but I do feel this way now. Hopefully one day it goes full circle.

    @Leo Gura If you had any thoughts, I'd value that

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    4 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

    But if I had to choose between living 65 years on carnivore vs 80 years on vegan, with how much better I feel on carnivore factored in, I would rather live 65. No doubts about it.

    Longevity is meaningless without energy and quality of life. I can accomplish more work in 65 of carnivore than 80 years of vegan. At least given my current health condition. Hopefully I can change that.

    If you're not aware, it's worth listening to Paul Saladino

    - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZ8lOwJHVEA