Girls are super flakey by their nature. There is no official relationship until there's been sex multiple times and she wants to get serious. Until then it's first come first serve. Don't sit around waiting for her. Go on with your life as usual.
Do not act like you're exclusive with a girl while there hasn't even been sex yet. This is needy behavior. She should sense some threat that if she doesn't lock you down you will have plenty of options with other girls. Set up your attitude and lifestyle such that she feels that you are the type of guy who has plenty of options. That doesn't necessarily mean you will use all those options, but she should feel lucky that you choose her out of all your other options.
The reality is that high value men have lots of options and girls know it. Losers have no options and girls know that too.
If she wants to lock you down, make her work a bit to do it, so that she can appreciate what she's getting.

Hey, welcome
That was your big mistake. Your dose was 5x too high.
Yes, yes, of course. I told you reality is just imagination.
Of course it's all true, the only problem is that you jumped in too deep too fast and your ego isn't properly integrating it.
There is nothing bad about reality being imaginary. This is the best possible news. You just have to learn to appreciate it and accept it.
You CAN handle it. There's no other choice.
You're not in hell, you're in heaven. Stop giving these experience negative meanings.
Since you are God and you are imagining reality, whatever you imagine will become real for you. If you imagine things are bad, that's how life will feel. If you start seeing the goodness in everything and everyone, then life will become amazing.
Your ego is just over-reacting. Stop buying it's negative stories.
If life is meaningless, when why are you giving it just negative meaning?
Stop struggling and just surrender to the simplistically and beauty of the present moment and of reality being imaginary.
Just take it easy, distract yourself with something fun, go enjoy nature or a TV show. After a few weeks these trips will leave your mind and you will calm down.
All that happened here is you had a bad trip. Forget about it, walk it off, and in a month you will hardly remember it even happened.
This is what happens when you disrespect the power of psychedelics. Your dose was 5x too high. That's all.

Yes, these are very important facets you're still missing. Hard to reach them with standard meditative practice. Psychedelics will allow you to reach them easily.
That's all great, but there's more!
Becoming conscious of the imagination and creation process is crucial. You won't regret it. It's the real payoff of this work.
No. Creation and imagination are central. These are not ancillary things. We are talking about how the entire universe comes into being. Very fucking important stuff
Try some DPT

Absolute relativity is the ultimate truth.
Everything is Truth. Obviously
Why would God deny anything??
God will even allow you to deny God, Truth, Consciousness, and Love.
The highest Love is to allow the denial of Love.

@r0ckyreed You will need to change your state of consciousness.
Even if you experience all the other bubbles, they will still be inside your bubble and imagination.
Be careful not to confuse your currented limited state of consciousness for the limits of consciousness itself.
This is where smoking some DMT would be helpful.

But have you realized you are God?
It's way more radical than solipsism.

And everyone is within you

Welcome
Nope, I will not give you clarity. You must awaken to what "other" is. No amount of explanation will suffice.
Yeah, you're missing consciousness of what "other" is, and what you are.
All your ideas about awakening and God are wrong. Throw them away. They will always be wrong no matter how hard you try to make them right.
The most advanced things I talk about occur at super-human levels of consciousness which are completely beyond anything you've ever experienced or could imagine is possible to experience.