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    This can sometimes be a tough or confusing area to navigate through.

    On the biggest picture possible nothing really matters.

    That being said if you are trying to awaken you have to be aware of how sneaky, cunning and clever the ego is.

    It will absolutely slide in the back door, and yes this is commonly referred to as the spiritual ego.

    Remember the ego construct wants more... more more more...more power more money more knowledge more Love, more of everything there is no end.

    In my experience the complete dropping of the ego constructs self agenda, and becoming nobody with no preferences, no it has to be this way or that way. Just simply staying neutral in all walks of life. And accepting not resisting the isness of each and every moment.

    Remember nobody can enter the gateless gate.

    So be nobody!!

  3. Posted · Edited by VeganAwake

    The greatest obstacle to discovery is not ignorance - it is the illusion of knowledge.- Daniel J. Boorstin

    After talking with dozens of people seeking enlightenment or on the spiritual path, I started catching on to something very interesting...

    All the things they believe they need to do or not do to attain enlightenment. You see it is not the seeking or the practice that is the problem it is thinking you have found the answer and some external form that is the problem.

    I actually put together a list of roadblocks one of my good friends had created for himself after talking with him for several months:

    1) he believed if he did not meditate when certain planets were aligned he might miss an opportunity to awaken.

    2) he believed that meditating near Wi-Fi would render the practice useless.

    3) that eating a raw vegan diet was a necessity.

    4) that using a microwave will slow down progression.

    5) that water fasting was mandatory because it got rid of fear.

    6) that if he could just find that one piece of ancient Egyptian knowledge it would be the magic key.

    7) if you can find the secrets of the gnostics and Freemasons it will open the gate.

    But nothing compared to his biggest roadblock of all....

    Believing he was already enlightened!!

    See when you believe you have already attained Enlightenment you will not go through the difficult work of completely dropping the ego's self agenda, shedding the layers, becoming nobody and diving into the murky waters of the Abyss with only a thin piece of fishing line tied to your small toe to keep you from completely disattaching forever.

    Early on one of my own personal roadblocks was thinking I was not a nice enough person to deserve enlightenment.

    This path can already be difficult enough and everything you need on the journey is already in your own backpack so before you leave, toss to the side your roadblock material and booby traps. Trust me it's not needed.

    Are you creating roadblocks for yourself?

     

     

  4. Posted · Edited by VeganAwake

    @MAYA EL  that's interesting...are you saying that every outwardly action is the ego fulfilling its self agenda in disguise?

    In my experience it feels like as long as I stay conscious I can avoid my ego coming in the back door and sabotaging a situation.

    And the longer I stay conscious the more it deflates. I really feel like I just bounce back and forth from Consciousness to Maya.

    I definitely do not identify with my masks for long I catch on to it and drop them as soon as possible.

    How do you handle this kind of situation? 

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    @Aakash  you're very welcome..Remember the falling away is not an action or something you practice doing. It's a realization that can happen immediately. 

    For example if your name is John and you're an Orthodox Christian Living in Miami Beach Florida who thinks he is angry and jealous at times, and also believes himself to be a lazy and often shy individual that lacks social skills. He also thinks he is one-sided, jealous and self-absorbed, And has a horrible work ethic

    None of this is true & None of this is who you really are... it is an illusion created by yourself and culture. 

    We buy into these labels and false beliefs about ourselves. We create and identity out of these illusions.

    It's really the silliest thing ever when you realize it.

    Shed these layers of the false self. Peel the onion and toss the layers of Illusion to the side( completely drop them and disattach)

    Then you will find your true self...

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    .@Aakash Yes when we try to conceptualize with the egoic mind we get off track. 

    But when we quiet the mind It can be of great service to us. 

    Yes Samadhi is to die before you die. I had to completely trust and let go of everything while simultaneously staying grounded. It basically felt like diving into the murky Waters of the Abyss.

     

     

     

     

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    We are all dancing around in absolute Infinity.

    There are no problems unless you allow yourself to believe there is a problem. The only roadblock is the one you place for yourself.

    From A Course in Miracles "nothing real can be threatened, nothing unreal exists herein lies the peace of God."

    There are no right or wrong answers because everything and nothing goes in the absolute Infinity game.

    You can go find a cave and meditate for the rest of your life or become the president of the United States it doesn't matter either way. 

    It all truly does equal 0. Between nothing and everything is...

    Everything cancels itself out and ends right back where it started.( it perfectly contradicts itself).. That's what going full circle is.

    The only limits are that there are no limits. See how this cancels itself out and you end up back at the beginning.

    I agree with everyone's comments here because you simply can't go wrong or right haha just kidding but seriously.

     

     

     

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    @zeroISinfinity  I would recommend watching the samadhi part 2 video it's not what you think from 23 minutes on and it will describe the pregnant nothingness I am describing.

    The reason being is I stumbled on to these two videos about 3 weeks after one of my last big Awakenings in April and it was almost identical to my own experience I was utterly shocked.

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    @Aakash  let me clarify a little bit. No I don't think we are an illusion, I think we are real living human beings on a planet.

    The ego construct within the human being is what creates the illusion, commonly referred to as the masks we wear or Maya the illusion of the self.

    The pregnant nothingness within the human body that I was describing would be equivalent to the soul or the spirit. Only this spirit or soul is not an individual soul like the ego tries to make you believe. No this nothingness is literally the essence of all existence, it is the absolute in its self...

    The article is just fine a good read! Thanks...

  16. Posted

    @Aakash  you are very welcome!! I enjoy talking with people even when the topic is challenging to put into words.

    Regarding your earlier mention about my direct experience, here is what happend to me.

    I realized all the things that I believed myself to be, was simply just an idea, a concept, an opinion, or a perception. It was not the truth of who I really was. 

    After that I had an almost complete quieting of the mind for about a day and a half. During that time I ask myself... what am I then?

    The answer was nothing I am absolutely nothing.

    It's not the same nothing as most people think of...

    Peter Ralston talks a little bit about this in some of the interviews with Leo. It's also on that samadhi video!

    Good luck on your journey my friend...

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    @Aakash  I found this online and it might be of service to you. Like I said before, in my meditation practice I did not focus or avoid any thoughts. I just simply noticed them and let them pass along. Think of yourself in a tall tower watching the clouds( your thoughts) blow by, simply notice them and let them Blow by.

    THINKING cannot be stopped. Not that it does not stop, but it cannot be stopped. It stops of its own accord. This distinction has to be understood, otherwise you can go mad chasing your mind. No-mind does not arise by stopping thinking. When the thinking is no more, no-mind is. The very effort to stop will create more anxiety, it will create conflict, it will make you split. You will be in a constant turmoil within. This is not going to help.”

    However, Osho admits that if you forcibly try to stop thinking, you may succeed. However, he warns that you won’t experience true stillness:

    “And even if you succeed in stopping it forcibly for a few moments, it is not an achievement at all — because those few moments will be almost dead, they will not be alive. You may feel a sort of stillness, but not silence, because a forced stillness is not silence. Underneath it, deep in the unconscious, the repressed mind goes on working. So, there is no way to stop the mind. But the mind stops — that is certain. It stops of its own accord

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    @Aakash  don't make roadblocks where there are no roadblocks, for example there is no problem with Consciousness or absolute Infinity. The only outside of Consciousness that I'm aware of is called Maya the illusion of the self... which that samadhi movie explains very well... please check it out if you haven't already.

    Awareness Consciousness God absolute Infinity truth are all words describing the same thing. But remember words are not the thing itself...the map is not the territory.

    I really need to put a strong emphasis on there is "Nothing To Attain." 

    Here is a definition to assist: The verb attain means to achieve, accomplish, or succeed in reaching a goal (usually through some effort). The verb obtain means to acquire or get possession of something.

    Your false self or your ego is the thing seeking and trying to attain something.

    Your true self is the nothingness underneath all the layers of your false self.. it has been there all along underneath your nose and you just need to see it. That's what is meant by you are already enlightened.

    This true self is the essence of existence itself. It is the unchangeable truth of what you are.

    Shed the layers of your false self, realize the unchanging infinite self that was always there, the veil of Illusion or Maya was just stopping you from seeing it clearly. 

    Hope this helps. Remember the biggest obstacle to Discovery is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge.

    In this work you have to empty your glass. If you think you already have the answers you will not go through the difficult work of dropping your false self and realizing your true nature.

     

     

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    This was something I wrote a while back I thought I would share with you guys ,it has a lot of Leo influence obviously:

    Words like God confuse people because everyone has a different understanding/belief of what God is. Forget everything you ever thought you knew about who or what God is. Don't label it, don't name it, don't attempt to understand it. Treat it as if you were experiencing it for the very first time like a young child. Now imagine an absolutely infinite, all encompassing and ever-expanding field of Consciousness that expands outward from earth, in all directions with no ending, no boundaries, it literally includes every possibility that ever could  be thought, and excludes nothing although paradoxically it includes nothing because it's absolute Infinity and it includes nothing also hehe, its absolutely completely Total. Welcome to Absolute Infinity or GOD. SURPRISE!!! hope you packed your bags because this ride appears to have no ending. There are no right or wrong religions/belief systems or false gods because everything is actually God including us. You simply cannot go wrong in this game. 

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    @MuddyBoots I completely understand, this kind of inquiry can be very frustrating..you're doing just fine and right where you need to be... just accept it for what it is. Remember "it is what it is."

    Your statement reminded me of a wonderful quote that helped me along my journey from A Course in Miracles- " Nothing real can be threatened, nothing unreal exists, herein lies the peace of God".

    One way to look at it is "there are no enlightened people, just enlightened actions". We are not divided just because of the thought that we are divided. In other words the thoughts or feelings of separation that an ego portrays does not make it true. 

    We are waves in the same ocean just as my individual cells are still a part of my whole body. 

    From the time we are born we are born into a culture that starts telling us who and what we are and we buy into that belief. Whatever cultural norms and religions are pushed on us we usually adopt them just assuming they are the truth.

    During Awakening you simply realize everything you thought you believed you were, was just somebody else's idea's and your own conditioned belief's about yourself. 

    Once this fall self is realized you are left asking the question, if I wasn't  who I thought I was, then who am I?

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    @Aakash you're very welcome. I did not meditate or focus on anything in particular just allow your thought process to be. During meditation if something arises just notice it and let it fall away naturally. Remember this process is a falling away not an attaining. Once you let all the layers of your false self drop away, you will realize your true self was there all along and you just couldn't see it clearly through the veil of Illusion.

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    40 minutes ago, MuddyBoots said:

     

    Whilst I agree with the gist of this, it is a counsel of perfection. Conditioning is the position of the newcomer to spirituality, the state from which we need to bootstrap ourselves out of. As you say, everything which us unenlightened beings are doing is conditioned to some extent (myself included) not just spiritual practice. William Blake said that if the fool persists in his folly he will become wise: if we can do our yoga, meditation etc mindfully then we may start to see the conditioning and ego games. We can then come to a crisis point where we realise the hypocrisy of our spiritual ambitions hereto, and from this crisis may just break out of this trap.
     

    I like most of what you say but find this part hard to understand. It could be just the limitations of language, but seems to be giving  the ego some sort of actual existence. On the other hand, if the ego is an illusion then this is just the mind playing tricks on itself. To ask us unenlightened people to start talking to our ego is likely to end up with the ego talking to itself, or even to think there's another little 'me' behind my ego  ;) 

    @Aakash @MuddyBoots 

    The Samadhi video really covers this topic well but here is my take...

    The Ego construct is a dysfunctional survival mechanism and is real. It's what the ego believes and perceives that is the illusion. For example the ego tries to make you believe you are a limited separate self from existence, when the truth is you are existence and its entirety.

  23. Posted

    @Aakash  I truly don't believe there are any prerequisites to Samadhi/awakening/enlightenment.

    But in a nutshell here is what was key to my experience:

    1) a radical paradigm shift.

    2) putting the desire to know the truth as my top priority in life, and simultaneously letting go of everything I thought I believed to be true or in other words emptying my glass and becoming like a child another name would be "no mind"

    3) reading Eckhart Tolle The Power of Now.

    4) practicing meditation for at least 15 minutes a day

    5) stumbling onto Leo's actualized.org and watching the collective ego video along with everything else.

  24. Posted

    @Aakash  About two and a half years ago I realized almost everything I thought I knew about diet and nutrition was more of a perspective or conditioned thought process than the actual Truth. I went vegan overnight and it was such a quick and radical paradigm shift that something in me Awoke.

    After that it started off as searching for ultimate truth, surrendering(letting go)and simultaneously knowing that I would never give up until I reached it. I had to replace fear with trust and motivation and dive deep into the murky waters of the unknown while staying grounded and balanced. I had to completely empty my glass, stay radically open minded and maintain razor sharp focus to sort out the TRUTH from the nothingness. I dropped everything I thought I knew about anything and became a child willing and ready to learn. I also knew I was wasting energy holding on to past grudges and not completely forgiving everything and everyone including myself, forgive them for they know not what they do. I had to patch those holes to keep the energy from escaping, so I could use it in forward progression and to peel off the layers. Meditation was key for learning to stay present and aware and helped me gently set my ego in a chair with its nose in the corner and tell it thank you, but I will no longer be requiring your services. In other words I mortally wounded it. Big picture thinking was also important on this journey, the biggest picture I could possibly imagine in every question I had. I prayed for awakening( even though at the time I didn't realize it was already happening) and asked to be shown everything. There are many other things I came to understand such as: taking the middle path, non-attachment, non judgement, non identification, non-duality, cultural conditioning and its influence, collective ego, spiral dynamics, understanding religions stemmed from spirituality. Sorry this was so long I thought you might be interested.

  25. Posted

    @Tistepiste

    I wanted to pass along something that I realized. This information was my path/technique that is very difficult for people to grasp and yet its also very easy, it really depends on each individual. 

     

    The biggest road block to attaining samadhi is thinking that one already has. "The biggest obstacle to discovery is not ignorance, it is the illusion of knowledge"... simply put, if a person thinks they already have the answer, there's no need to seek it any longer. This can be the show stopper. 

     

    In samadhi there is a saying... "No person can enter the gateless gate, So be nobody". This can be the hard part for some people, because it requires a "letting go" of ones sense of self, and all belief systems/structures a person is identified with and attached to, including all religious and culturally conditioned notions of the self. Simply put you drop your entire identity, and belief you have about yourself, and become like a young child new to the world and ready to learn.( come with your glass empty); ( become the not knower)

     

    This is of course where the ego feels the most threatened, because it knows that this will kill it. It will try to resist it in every way possible( mostly distractions). The trick is not to force it, but to ask it to sit down in the chair and that you no longer require its services.

     

    The letting go I'm describing also means to drop any past signs or beliefs of who or what you think you are. For example do not cling to nicknames, signs, or old beliefs about yourself that you have already used in your journey forward. The signs are there to point you 2 something, but do not cling and hang on to them to long. They are meant to be used and then transcended/outgrown and dropped( non-attachment/ non identification).

     

    Basically these were the hardest things for me to do in my own life, but once I caught on to this and trusted my own instincts, my motivation allowed me to completely drop everything, become the not knower, and dive into the abyss. 

     

    This path for me has been an awakening in its self, but I can see its a definite permanent lifestyle shift as well.