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I heard it in one of the recent films: "Gravity is a reaction to loneliness." I cannot unlike it. I triggers lots of buttons. It seems I did not post for several months. This does not mean that I was doing nothing, it seems I do not need spend time writing memos but I was living life. Is there any better film than your own?! One should keep living rather than keep watching ... However, I also realized that how attached I become to the project Center Self+Love. Once I realized that all is as it should be and there is nothing to be done it helped me to return to parvatha state. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To infer one’s existence no other evidence is necessary. The senses and the mind arising from the ego cannot serve as evidence relating to the Self. The Self is their basis. They do not exist independently of the Self. One’s own existence is self-evident. Bliss is the Self. All become dear only owing to the love of Self. Love is not different from the Self. Love of an object is of an inferior order and cannot endure. Whereas the Self is Love, in other words, God is Love.

I heard it in one of the recent films: "Gravity is a reaction to loneliness." I cannot unlike it. I triggers lots of buttons :).

what layer? Sure , I get it, you want to put it into concepts.

Btw. sometimes I feel Leo is mumbling too, his mega long videos can be much shorter but hey it is his way.

I should have been more precise too, you know I'm liar too, I like lots of stuff he says and most of the time I agree (he says nothing new to me) and one can learn or get view of many concepts from him but I felt some kind of nuances of dark side . --------------- Example: In this video he says that there are only 7 ways to awaken ( It is like saying nobody dies from corona. yes, virus makes you weaker, potentially you die because you cannot breath so you died because you could no breathe not from corona which is BS, you died from both virus and weaker immune system and maybe other things. Now, I replace concepts, corona as psychedelics and death as awakening. Did I mention that all the other activities you do (direct transmission, atma vichara etc. not only his 7 ways) are shortness of breath. So, here we go a cause of awakening are all mentioned things including awakening. ---------- The fact that he is manipulator, I listened to another video where he mentioned all the actual problems but he put weight on the problems that were recent and relative (I think something related to dead Turkish soldiers in Syria, lying of US government and later some stuff I no longer remember just mumbling. -----------------

I watched today one or two videos of Shunyamurti and I got impression he is a liberated man but also parrot, not telling full truth and manipulator. (Me too :)) He certainly knows why ... one should ask him whether he speaks truth or he just mumbling most of the time.

Hmm, that is the shortcoming of language. I mean the definition of real. What is? Yes, all seems real until it isn't. Also consciousness is real until it isn't. Even Newton was looking for a substrate of light (ether). If projection is what we experience etc. we still do not know how many dimensions one need to go to get to the director, if there is any. Ultimately one is going to ask why? .Substance aka matter aka ether

You went through strange loop but you seem to be still stuck in material paradigm. Once you accept that the consciousness is the source then the physical world crumbles. It is just an echo of the property of unspeakable.

have a break as I mentioned, you might develop mental dependency Start much lower 5-7ug and up by 2ug, good luck

Ivan, you have to try it yourself. I've been doing it for more than a year and I'm sure of huge potential. It is next big thing after hemp :). However, whatever becomes business looses something, let's see what it is going to be. Get it from good source, find your levels, levels for work up to levels for contemplation and creativity. Just try to keep minimum of 3days in between and you should be fine, Monday and then Thursday is a good rhythm.

How to teach that cannot be taught? Path to total awakening does not go trough the garden of Eden but through the flames of Hell.

sometimes there is truth in jokes

My top 5 strengths: all of them fit but I'm not sure about the order Your Top Strength Bravery and valor - You are a courageous person who does not shrink from threat, challenge, difficulty, or pain. You speak up for what is right even if there is opposition. You act on your convictions. Your Second Strength Fairness, equity, and justice - Treating all people fairly is one of your abiding principles. You do not let your personal feelings bias your decisions about other people. You give everyone a chance. Strength #3 Creativity, ingenuity, and originality - Thinking of new ways to do things is a crucial part of who you are. You are never content with doing something the conventional way if a better way is possible. Strength #4 Judgment, critical thinking, and open-mindedness - Thinking things through and examining them from all sides are important aspects of who you are. You do not jump to conclusions, and you rely only on solid evidence to make your decisions. You are able to change your mind. Strength #5 Humor and playfulness - You like to laugh and tease. Bringing smiles to other people is important to you. You try to see the light side of all situations.

I was reactivated from my personal retreat by Leo's first video after retreat. I do not want to react on his video, I just say that at one of my 5-meo experiences I received message that I have to forgive myself therefore I quite resonate with the mental purification process Leo was going trough. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I return to my "Center Self+Love" endeavor, I had to postpone the opening which suppose to be latest April. Actually, I'm glad because I felt I was tired of overall process and I could see there the problems are and I did not anticipate many bureaucratic hurdles. Covid break gave me also more time to think about things around management of the center and where do I want to lead it. What directions do I want to push that comes from my journey. I expect post-Covid reopening of borders and economy in late may/june. I started asking : How to operate the whole structure of center? How am I going really participate in the overall process? How to attract teachers and motivate them so they provide best service for people? No that I did not have an idea but I saw that people are mainly in survival mode, especially due to Covid, nobody is sending checks with dollars outside America .

Yes, Peter was just sleeping past 3 years. You cannot awake without him !