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  1. It's poisonous. Don't drink, preferably. But I'm a hypocrite. I drink occasionally but when I do it's a lot; I stay just below the line of blackout. I only drink beers so I can track my alcohol intake precisely when drunk. I mostly utilize it to bond with people I already know. I rarely drink outside my house or at parties. The interactions I have or "friends" I make while drunk seem very fake afterwards and I can't shake that feeling off. I like being authentic when socializing and I don't feel like that's the case when I drink with people I don't know. Adding to that, I'm one of the rare people that have the "hangover effect", where you feel better the day afterwards. So it's cool.
  2. No it's fine. I feel similar. Also asexual
  3. Alpha. Wtf wasn't expecting that lol
  4. Primary:2.1 Secondary:2.2
  5. Idk if it will be of help but I have epilepsy and no psychedelic triggered seizures on me(LSD, mushrooms, DMT). I haven't tried 5-meo-dmt though
  6. I just take medication cause I wasn't able to find any specific trigger tbh. I was having almost multiple daily episodes. I heard of people who got cured without doing anything. Good for them. But I think mine won't go away any time soon. If you want to be sure, just don't hit your head,avoid severe illnessess and COVID.
  7. What's the point of this thread, exactly? I have epilepsy but it only got worse over the years.
  8. At university I am around so much stage green extremists I just gave up discussing whenever they start talking about any political issue, despite being a leftist myself. Open-mindedness is preached everywhere but it's hard to find someone who isn't blind by ideological rage. They have open "debates" but any slightly different ideas that go against their values are heavily repressed, ironically. I do empathize with them though
  9. You can understand the mind alone. No need to study for years in an university to do that. If you plan to work in a psychology related field, then do it. Ps: I'm a psychology undergrad.
  10. I was very into leftist movements and causes and even went to some protests between ages of 18 to 21. This was during university. I'm still at university, but I'm questioning the effectiveness of those actions. I volunteered at some green organizations but they don't seem to have a great impact in the big picture imo. There's lots of pointless, anger-filled discussion, left extremism and loose and poorly-planned actions in my POV. They are not pointed at the core issue but go tangential to the actual (systemic) problems that could be addressed. I can understand and empathize with the pov of those people though. So, that being said, what is your approach to these topics? I admit I haven't studied enough to have a nuanced opinion yet, but I plan to do that.
  11. Leo is the most committed person to truth I've met anywhere really. But remember he was built on the shoulders of giants. A great part of the wisdom he is sharing has already been existing for thousands of years. He is a genius at compiling it all. Let's give him the credit but no idolization, please.
  12. Situations like these are rare. I treat people kindly mostly and act non-judgmental, but I'm not a doormat. More like assertiveness. I am rarely passive-aggressive. I have had several times were I told people right away I didn't like what happened and try to solve it as fast as possible so both parties don't hold grudges. I also read the non-violent communication book and it's on the back of my mind to solve these kinds of situations. Nevertheless, experience is king. On the internet I couldn't care less though. Too many toxic people to bother with wasting energy to be kind so I just ignore or block them. No personal attacks
  13. Sorry. I didn't get the meaning of what you asked. Are you asking if I get triggered easily? Offended often? If I have anger towards "enemies" and "evil"? I'm emotionally stable most of the time. And I had several people tell me I'm very calm and patient.