Talinn

I'm transgender and didn't leave, though I mainly just read.. There's truth to the blog posts but they could be phrased better, it's a complicated issue and there's always tradeoffs with speech....as they say silence is golden and speech is silver

My issue with being compared to spiders as per the videos in this thread is that either we're categorized as one off two things. Either we're Jeff the Spider from Billy and Mandy, a silly distortion of truth that poses no real threat to people or we are Ungoliant sinking chelicerae into the roots of Telperion & Laurelin, draining the light of the world. When people say , " don't reduce us to genitals in relationships" , all this is an expression of gender dysphoria which can be expressed a thousand ways to Sunday. Either you're in your room being depressed it doing nothing about it; or you're fixing the problem yourself and not blaming others for it, or you do some hybrid of it where you both blame others and try to fix it yourself, which is what LGBT youtube activists do. Every one of these is expressed in the real world. Every one is a double-edged sword for various actors. No path is without some cost to some aspect of reality. If transgender people are supposed to express their genital dysphoria in only one way, I would like cisgender people to express their dysphoria for transgender in only way - how they honestly feel about the issue. Don't default to the lowest denominator in a conversation for easy points or think about the issue for only 30 seconds. I never lambast anyone for not wanting to date transgender people, I lambast them because they assume they know what I want. Sometimes, when a trans person says someone else is transphobic , they are trying to offload their significant transphobia from themselves and off to others. Which is selfish, but it's a way to shatter the mirror and recreate yourself from scratch with love and care. I will say I love spiders, though I don't think they capture the full reality of my existence.

I don't know, what I remember about my last major sports competition was getting my times in Cross Country beat by XX chromosome people since my testosterone levels were 3 ng/dl at age 17 / 17.5 . The only reason I found out I had Kallmann Syndrome was after passing out in a race, but maybe I should have tried harder instead of trying to cheat in the future.....

Yep, unlucky. I'm afraid intersex variations needs to be mentioned at least once for me to take that blog post seriously....

I like your journal Yimpa.

Make sure you clear out your browser history though, don't want any funny stuff in there..

All women are gay I see the truth...

Usually if I remember having a penis it's because I'm dehydrated, someone in this thread's gonna have to pay me 3 dollars for a gallon of water so I can forget about that rope-angle, please and thanks. (it's been 8+ months since i remembered holy fck).

Who do you know that actually uses a xenogender in real life. If you use xenogenders on a resume it won't help your job application. You see them online because gender is a complicated thing to navigate internally and being on the internet can make you do a little more weird stuff than offline since you're way more in your internal bubble.

I like chorizo burritos with egg and potatoes.

I'm just practicing not yelling at cisgenders to be honest

The reason Trump won is because cis women are ashamed of being women and would rather forfeit the world to (pig like) men. So they then betrayed their gender. I can say any sort of whack a doodle stuff too, because people frankly lost their minds on gender relations and don't know what anything means. Especially when cis people talk about transgender stuff like they know what they're talking about...

Schizo AmeriKKKan government

Firefox.`

I'm doing well, I'm trying to learn to play the harp. This was the happiest I ever was post-transition. I was contemplating how being born without a sense of smell affected my psychology, I haven't come up with good answers. But I'm going to eat more healthy come hell or high water. I feel listening to music's gonna burn out my soul from sheer formlessness, am looking forward to a possible olfactory bulb implant to balance out my senses. Though I don't know if I want one at the same time, trans anything is still weird. Struggling somewhat with dating in regards to men not wanting to date trans women, despite me passing and everything at first. I am wishing I was gay. I'm also getting more involved in one of my tribes the intersex community, there's so many nice intersex people and they can tend to be a little more philosophically elevated which is nice. I hope everyone has a good 2026 too