I noticed that when I have an insight or a raise of consciousness (f.e. I see that logic is groundless / illusion), after a few minutes or hours it fades away and the insight isn't as deep anymore when I try to remember it. Maybe my consciousness doesnt drop back to the level before the insight, but it isn't even close to the level during the insight. Am I doing something wrong, is it possible to "maintain" the insight and the high level of awareness that comes with it, or do I need to have the same insight more often to create a new stage of awareness about that thing? Similar to a retreat, where you have high consciousness at the end of it, it drops down when you're back in normal life, but it doesn't drop completely to the level / stage it was before the retreat?