Aakash

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  7. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    @cetus56 LOOOOOOL that means you guys are literally DEAD or nothing and no words could ever point to it. LOL i'm imagining it only but its still can't reach because its still something. 

    ALL judgement is duality, 

    NO WONDER why you guys don't care about actualising the whole of absolute infinity 

    a) there is no absolute infinity 

    and 

    b) your just NOW and NOT EVEN NOW 

    i CAN'T find a word to point to what i mean. 

  9. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    @Inliytened1 ;) it doesn't change the fact that you can never know the whole. So its always partial. 

    You can not call that absolute ground 

    the only absolute ground is I AM 

    nothing else will suffice,  non duality and duality are within I AM    BUT imo, has nothing to do with it. 

    IMO

    whether you understand or are "more enlightened" is irrelavant to the I AM.  non-duality and duality are there for inside it. 

    you can't call an ongoing process absolute ground 

    Why would you do that? 

    all of that is 2nd order, because I am is nothing ? yes you can have an experience of infinite love, but this is 2nd order you see? 

    The fact is that you are aware of it. 

    edit : However you know what maybe its the case that it just becomes embedded into your being automatically, that would mean that you can be true self + infinite amounts of awakening + knowledge and understanding aswel 

    so in that sense , then yeah LOL that would be complete awakening and an epic mind fuck, like your both living life dead and alive at the same time. 

    It would be like a collapse of the trinity and tottally in the present moment which wouldn't exist anymore. YOu would be in eternity literally LOL if that were the case, and that eternity would even have a time line, because you can see it as a dualistic timeline in your being 

     

    So which is true ? 

  10. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    Bro honestly its just a lifestyle at the end of the day. That's all psychadelics are offering 

    its true psychadelics can't get you a complete enlihtenment because they're peak experiences 

    However, they can reveal to you enlightenment and then you can do practices to go for it, rather than being misguided with practices, 

    However, they add the benefits of understadning god, Which is difficult to do in practices of enlightnement 

    in this way, there is no doubt that psychadelics is the god drug , "god in a bottle "

    also it should be noted that you should never do psychadelics as a stand alone practice, and this does not mean psychadelics or contemplation. You need contemplation for psychadelics. Because it will reveal to you what it needs to reveal to you. YOur mind needs to be gelled together well by contemplationg because contemplation is understanding. psychadelics is offering you more direct understanding right to your door step. Therefore its a complete drug of understanding god WITHOUT human biased. The interpretation of it, is biased. But the direct insight is not. Because that's infinite intelligence. like this very analysis is biased, because it hasn't come from direct experience. However, due to my old endevours, i've learnt to manipulate the subjective realitiy of others and project, forecast etc.. 

    So when you say psychadelics you are talking about psychadelics  +contemplation 

    Because enlightenment is an avenue, since pscyhadelics is inifnite imagination, you will need a standard practice, self inquiry meditaiton etcc to get off at your stop so to speak correctly 

    so what should be done is psychadelics + meditation + contemplation. But its so nauance and complex that its understandable why people confuse it because they don't understand the nature of the very thing they are dealing with. so all 3 are sent out of balance, making contemplation accurately i.e via kriya yoga maybe or just sitting down and journalling your insight the most important part of the psychadelic experience to enlightenment. The problem is that the psychadelic always reveals more than you can handle and especially when back-rationing a realisation into your understanding of your direct experience 

     

    This is how i would view psychadelics as a whole

    enlightenment is just one possibility for a psychadelics , it has infinite possibilities. Thats why you must ask for enlightenment or for it to show you the true self

    what @DoTheWork faced was a lack of contemplation and that's why he got sent into too much understanding and not big picture understanding of what enlightenment actually is. really there should be people that teach you to trip , it should be guided, but we don't have the knowledge or that many psychanauts to do it. 

    too much psychadelics + too much meditation + not enough contemplation or not enough QUALITY contemplation i should say.

     

     

  11. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    @Inliytened1 Yeah @whoareyou  that was what i was going to say what he wrote, you still have to take the path and seek. 

    Your not seeking for suffering 

    your seeking simply for the fun of it 

    once you realise your very own awareness is the very thing you were searching for 

    you can manipulate that in anyway. but you still have to have the I am presence first. a state of non-duality. Because yes its just what ever condition your awareness is in now 

    but the awareness of it. LOL 

    awareness aware of consciousness that's what i'm going to call it now . 

    I know it doesn't make sense, but yeah LOL you get what i mean hopefully

  12. Posted

    @zeroISinfinity ahaha yeah any technique that turns you inwards, that's why there's no point of doubting insights once you've discovered them. To doubt it , is the devilry itself lol 

    yes i agree with you ,  

    I'm going to end up becoming a  pschychadelic junkie, for the fun of it after I become I am presence 

    seriously the understanding of god interests me so much, i feel like it's all i;ve ever wanted to know. 

    The true self just confused me, with its role in it. But it is what it is. 

  13. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    ALL UNDERSTANDING COMES FROM AWAKENING AND DIRECT EXPERIENCE basically only practices, the doing of practices

    there can be no other way. 

    EHEHE all i'm doing is philosophy and mental masturbating ahahaahah! 

    FINALLY I see it. But this doesn't mean i'm wrong about the truth of the situation, because that's just it. It can only be shown in direct experience. And i was transmitting words of direct expeirnece into insights. IRONY none the less it doesn't matter anymore, i get it now 

    I love you all and am grateful for putting up with me

  14. Posted

    The actual reason why psychadelics are important is because your getting insights about the nature of understanding from infinite intelligence, now i see it. 

    I am is like a blank page, for you to use analysis, is a human level function of analysis of the blank movement in no -time. But gaining an insight is itself understanding itself through you, by direct experience via psychadelics of what that acual thing is. See so you can be shown infinite love and it will be that, it can be infinite intelligence etc.. etc.. but its the exact same, but ultimate reaity is I AM ness

  15. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    6 minutes ago, SoonHei said:

    Be an audience to your own Acting

    You - Be the actor (effortless, as you're already and always that), whilst playing out your character totally :)

    And be careful not to let the character pretend to be the actor playing the audience 

     

    Those words went straight to my heart ;) very true... ahaha now i'm on level playing field with everyone else and in the same understanding. Thank loved it! 

    AND I LOVED WHAT RAMANA SAID! 

    AND I LOVE leo 's teachings even more now! because consciousness is infinite, so psychadelics are indeed a very important part to understanding god. Infinite understanding, no wonder why i'm so drawn to this life style and leo's work. I just couldn't understand the role I AM played in this. hehe defo going to stick around for the remainder of my life. 

    Now i'm probably going to spend my life quoting on my social media LOL. when i finally actualise the I AM. 

  16. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    @whoareyou  aahh i gotcha, but this doesn't mean it can not be explained, the complexities of life and the infinite intelligence of it , still reside in it

    although you can say the I AM presence is mysterious in its absolute nature, without actual reasoning or method. 

    Still in a sense, the absolute truth is the absolute truth dualistically. Even the words Leo uses or anyone for that matter 

    ego, spiral dynamics, etc.. etc.. 

    but they're just all 2nd order, to 1st order experience I AM, and they are ultimately dualistic life itself and therefore the absolute truth and alignment with it, is the very set up for a profound life! so i wouldn't knock what is being said here, because you are the I AM presence and the truth of the situation as your explaining it is in first order. We should use 2nd order language, there is where life is the best. :)  EVEN if it's still being observed by I AM. You can't escape life and what this is , is a forum for teaching and learning that 2nd order dualistic language in 1st order terms. Or for more spiritually advanced people using direct 1st order 

    2nd order (dual)  >> 1st order language (non-dual, which is still dual) >> complete direct experience I AM 

    pointers of pointers of pointers. 

    LOL i just realise you don't actually get anything from enlightenment, if i'm upset of something. i'm still going to be upset, that comes with personal development work. but having direct consciousness of yourself as this I am presence is what eliminates the fear and probably as it said lets you be more producive, and creative rather than reactionary. Because you don't get drawn into the story and can just deal with it, with a calm mind. so the results will definitely be better

    which now means i also need to 100% complete the life purpose course. 

     

  21. Posted

    I get it now, i get it now, why i can't shift the axioms. 

    Because what i'm talking about is nothing to do with I AM existance 

    All absolute truths are I AM 

    the axiom is that very notion 

    I AM existance 

    i'm trying to tell people that there is even more to I AM, that even that is subjective. But it doesn't bend to the laws of actuality because all i've said is a rule of something I AM AWARE OF 

    what i was trying to say is 

    I AM pure nothing 

    its an unattainable "I AM" and given by virtue of "I AM" because were locked into existance, so ofcourse it was never going to work and nirvana would just be pure consciusness or mu 

    because my issue was that enlightened beings were having multiple awakenings of different things and i said it was infinite 

    but it doesn't matter, this is just more content 

    We are just talking about I AM existance or pure consciousness we can call it. ofcourse the voice over of their characters is not going to reveal the I AM and hence i was confused. 

  22. Posted · Edited by Aakash

    I get it now, i get it now, why i can't shift the axioms. 

    Because what i'm talking about is nothing to do with I AM existance 

    All absolute truths are I AM 

    the axiom is that very notion 

    I AM existance 

    i'm trying to tell people that there is even more to I AM, that even that is subjective. But it doesn't bend to the laws of actuality because all i've said is a rule of something I AM AWARE OF 

    what i was trying to say is 

    I AM pure nothing 

    its an unattainable "I AM" and given by virtue of "I AM" because were locked into existance, so ofcourse it was never going to work and nirvana would just be pure consciusness or mu 

    because my issue was that enlightened beings were having multiple awakenings of different things and i said it was infinite 

    but it doesn't matter, this is just more content 

    We are just talking about I AM existance or pure consciousness we can call it. ofcourse the voice over of their characters is not going to reveal the I AM and hence i was confused. 

    Sorry guys. 

    its because it brings back the notion of duality and the furthest we can go is non-duality 

    the very present moment itself. or existance 

    we would literally arrive back at right vs wrong, higher vs lower, and we can't associate that with the truth. 

     

     

  23. Posted · Edited by Aakash

     

    @zeroISinfinity

    I don't understand LOL 

    if all were going to do is be aware of , then what benefit does an absolute truth have ? if all your going to do is be aware of it? aware of living a good life basically 

    like all your saying is

    I AM aware as an actuality in non-direct experience, because you are aware of even your direct experience.  

    so all it is .. is 

    I AM 

  24. Posted

    @seratoninluv 

    i think you triggered a realisation in me with that post on the omniscience thread , but I never wanted to side track it 

    then I had a direct experience and realised that all I am is aware of my present moment experience .my leg started hurting and I was aware of it, my thoughts I was aware of it. 

    All mystics experiences it’s the same I am aware of it. Then my thoughts add confusion to it . This leg either hurts or does not hurt. But I’m still awareness of it 

    so the content of the present moment doesn’t matter. I am still the one who is aware of it. Even when we talk about absolute truth we are still the ones aware of it. The whole time we were aware of it, it didn’t matter if it was true or false. Even let’s say you become a spiritual master and your like super knowledgeable about it, that was still dualistic. You are still aware of it. 

    Suffering doesnt matter your still aware of it 

    and when you stay as that awareness then it becomes pure awareness. Yet another word for just the awareness of it constantly. 

    Like your still aware of an enlightenment.