No desire to work anymore. Every job I take I want to quit first day

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

@Nahm doing it Monday. Thanks for all the responses and support Nahm. It may seem like no big deal, but it really helps me get through these struggles with you and everyone else’s help. 

[roopepa]

@EntheogenTruthSeeker Why are you looking for enlightenment? Why are you on this forum, watching videos, taking mushrooms?

What do you want?

[Adodd]

@EntheogenTruthSeekerYeah dude, dead end jobs suck. Every job ive had has been a dead end job where. Im easily replaceable and treated as such but they expect you to slave away for them. I have never made it more than 6 months at a job before being fired and ive been fired from every job ive ever had. And never because I'm not a good reliable worker. I use it all as motivation for escaping wage slavery which. Is something i work hard towards everyday. Its hard to be excited about life and excited to get up when half of your life is spent at a monotonous job.

Edited November 21, 2021 by Adodd

[integral]

16 hours ago, Nahm said:

@EntheogenTruthSeeker

Visit a doctor about the adrenal. 

Western medicine has little competency with these kinds of issues, doctors will likely make things worse. He needs a functional medical practitioner and even at that they tend to over focus on supplements instead of the root of the problem. Its 100% relearning how to connect back with the body and be in a parasympathetic state at all times. Proper sleep schedule, nutrition and relaxed default mind habits.  

Burnout is not something a doctor can fix. This path leads to the unveiling that we live in the dark ages of health. Go down a different path. 

Edited November 21, 2021 by integral

[Javfly33]

@EntheogenTruthSeeker What about Kratom? It works wonders for fatigue.

I mean it will hook you physically like coffee does, but you know, ponder the goods and bads. 

Maybe once your adrenals are healed, you can taper off the kratom and go back to normal and this way you maintained the job.

Although im not sure if Kratom uses adrenal energy too, if it does then discard this idea. 

[Adodd]

@Michael569 what resources did you use to obtain a reasonably good understanding of spiral dynamics?

[Matt23]

Some options:

A) More deeply contemplate your top values and/or try to find something you find meaningful (even if it's a general domain and nothing specific), and just try to find some work in that field.  Even if it's just an entry level or low level job that you could do anywhere, doing it in a domain you find meaningful will perhaps at least give you more meaning in your life and work. 

B) Stick it out, even if you feel shitty about it, and use it to "iron out" your psyche and get used to and overcome resistances and things in yourself about the world.  Just see what happens.  Maybe set a specific minimum time to spend at the job, and if it still feels shitty by then (maybe like 3-6 months or something), quit and find something else.  

C) Work part-time and two jobs.  Maybe using one as one you're committed to keep as security, and the other as something your willing to quit on and shop around the workforce market with.  

D)  MOVE OUT OF YOUR HOME TOWN .  Might be a wise move, if possible. 

 

Edited November 22, 2021 by Matt23

[Adodd]

@Michael569 thanks. 

So for best understanding watch these as prerequisites, correct?

[Average Investor]

@Adodd Those two videos won't be of much use until you understand the stages. Start with watching the stage purple, then red, blue, orange, green, yellow, and turquoise. 

I would recommend reading the book to get a deeper clarity and understanding of the model. His videos that were released earlier did not quite cover as much in the book. Plus it takes a good 50 hours of studying this to really understand it. 

[Shawn Philips]

I'm in the same boat, I'm saving enough money to quit society and live in the countryside away from stupid npcs, there life will be cheaper and more connected to nature and disconnected of the nonsense.