Autism Test

[Nercohype]

11/50 for me 😁

[trenton]

55 minutes ago, Basman said:

Guess the expression

AI fan makes funny picture

[JoshB]

I scored 50 / 50 let me offload some of the tism to you guys

[StaraX]

How much would Owen from RSD score? What do y'all think? 

[MuadDib]

7

Super introverted, although I like people in small doses.

I've been "told" I'm autistic by a handful of people, so I just roll with it. I can see some traits in myself, but also sometimes people struggle to put me in a box, so this one is convenient.

[Psychonaut]

44 minutes ago, MuadDib said:

7

Super introverted, although I like people in small doses.

I've been "told" I'm autistic by a handful of people, so I just roll with it. I can see some traits in myself, but also sometimes people struggle to put me in a box, so this one is convenient.

Yes I love the number 7s - very special people.

Autism is postulated to be genetic and the last thing parents want to hear at birth is that their child has a non-curable disease. So good thing that most parents here in the thread didn't listen to the doctors (including mine hehe...). We paid an extremely high price and I almost got killed in the psychiatry as a result of this choice. But I learned an extreme level of resilience, they cannot kill or touch me anymore. I have become untouchable.... (- snip -)

Look at this honeypot!

 

Edited yesterday at 03:49 PM by Psychonaut

[Basman]

4 hours ago, JoshB said:

I scored 50 / 50 let me offload some of the tism to you guys

It's probably higher. Program just can't count higher than 50.

[Jordan]

11 hours ago, Alexop said:

My brain when I am in a social gathering:

My authentic self: tell them they are wrong, it will hurt but it is better for them in the long run.

My wiser self: No! They won't get it, they will get triggered and upset and you'll just make the matters worse for both yourself and them.

😆 

I find it fun to still connect with people where they are at. Clearly there is no point in pointing out where they are wrong or tell them what they should be doing instead unless they are very open minded and specifically asking for it. You can still find out what they like and why they make the decisions they do and let their own self awareness help them to see if they can admit there is probably a better way to go about getting what they want.

[PenguinPablo]

24/50

[Psychonaut]

I have started taking the entire classification ICD-10 of the mental F-diagnosis branch apart into its building blocks.

Background

I have already started looking at the entire tree 3 years ago when I got wrongly diagnosed twice, then I landed up with a different wrong diagnosis. Well the diagnosis was always correct. But the entire reasoning behind how I arrived at that state is completely and utterly wrong.

I read through the letters they wrote to the court of law in which they postulated that they had the right to remove all my human rights (Art.1 GG of the german constitution, tie me to the bed against my will and force every and any medication onto me).

So now I will turn around and I will take your entire medical system apart. I will attack the core assumptions, I will destroy everything. Every wrong assumption. The entire F-classification starts with multiple wrong assumptions. These are logic errors at the core. If you start with the wrong question the entire reasoning of the entire classification block falls apart. You basically loose the entire ability to classify me as a human being in any of the categories.

Because I reject the first proposition. I reject the proposition that I am a human being, so you cannot classify me with a tool meant for human beings and you as a doctor have lost against me. You as a doctor are playing chess against a mulit-dimensional being, that will not reveal its degree of dimensionality to you. But the dimensionality is unfathomable. It is an inhumane level of dimensions in which I can think, operate and influence the world.

I am a spiritual being and I include a human being in that spiritual being and I will use any of my available beings to defend my-self against attacks on a spiritual / emotional / psychological / physical level. I am untouchable, because I am multi-dimensionally smart.

Spoiler

If you put a knife on the table, a scalpel, a pencil, even anything you are dead in less than 5 seconds. If you are in the same room with me alone, you are dead in less than 30 seconds. If you threaten me in any form, I will expend all my energy to prevent this animalistic self-defense response from lashing out against a human-being. I will expend all my energy to not-kill, every last drop.

Spoiler

 

But if you attack my brain directly with drugs, if you attack the amygdula directly I will wait -and- I will attack your system that allowed this to happen. Because what you humans did to me should have never been possible.

That is why there is a UN Carta of human rights (1948), a german constitution (1949) and you (GERMANY) have fucked up really badly. You are dead and I will sue the shit out of you. I will burn my german passport if you don't repent in a court of law. I will attack you with every possible attack vector. It will be so painful. I will attack every single doctor that did a wrong diagnosis directly.

 

Spoiler

And I will destroy everyone that is responsible for holding me as a war criminal. You have started a spiritual war and I will respond with a psychological war by making sure every doctor that doesn't apologize to me will apologize in a court of law by loosing their license to work as a doctor forever. So enough said. This is the reason why I am so angry. And I am still trying to funnel this rage into something positive by looking at the root problem of the classification in the hope that I can help that doctors learn to ask the FUCKING RIGHT QUESTIONS. Instead of all these STUPID FUCKING QUESTIONS. My entire life people ask me fucking stupid questions. Stop fucking asking me stupid questions like

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  • She: "Are you alright" -> Yes I am alright
  • Me: But are you alright seeing me in my state? That is the actual question. You are not alright because of your mirror neurons. You assume I am suffering. I am not suffering. I am totally fine. So look at yourself and leave me alone.
  • She: "I just wanted to help"
  • Me: I know and you cannot help me. So either you stay and watch me or leave forever. 
  • She: "That is harsh - I didn't deserve that"
  • Me: Yes. You didn't and there is nothing I can do to take back what I just said....
  • She: Goodbye
  • Me: Farewell (No reaction, no feeling, nothing on my part, complete lack of any emotion whatsoever)   

   

   

Long Story Short: They essentially declared me as mentally insane, which gives them the right to essentially do everything to me, including locking me up in a holding cell meant for war criminals and forcing me to take any medication that they (evil people) deem will help me. That is pure demonic behaviour on their part. And I will respond to this with the cepter of God and strike them down.

I am a puffer-fish

I am also extremely patient - I am an anglerfish (but I am not a patient XD)

Here is L4 (level 4) of the 7-Point test runner: The TAGLIST (Note: or in evil psychology terms the flag-list, so you can flag problematic answers....)  Enjoy

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  • tag-list: neutral-list
  • flag-list: So you can flag-ulate people (See: spanish inquisition, roman torture methods (39 whip lashes), war-crimes in WW1 | WW2 | WW3)
  • fa*-list: Psychologists, every doctor on the entire planet (my personal list)
  • cool-list: People on actualized.org, family and friends,...
  • kill-list: Every person (or despicable human-being = demon/devil/witch/spy) that backstabbed me (very long list... and very personal)

   

   

Explanation on how to use the tags:

https://diemex.dev/blog/aq-test-color-tags/

Edited 10 hours ago by Psychonaut

[LoneWonderer]

18 hours ago, JoshB said:

I scored 50 / 50 let me offload some of the tism to you guys

Meowy right there with ya!

[Psychonaut]

This is what I am listening to while I am writing my blog-posts

Spoiler

I am having extreme difficulty with degrading people. It is extremely hard for me to respect human beings. I need to see them as spiritual beings on my level. Otherwise they are already one dimension below me... If you call me a human being, a human, a person, a personality. You are insulting me indirectly and I might respond by degrading you to nothing (air = completely ignoring everything you are saying/doing until you interest me again). It is like flipping a switch in the fuse box. it happens within a split-second.... I have to refrain from using epistemic violence (Truth may not be used to inflict harm on humans, unless they have sinned (in a court of law)) ... 

 

Edited 10 hours ago by Psychonaut

[Willie]

[Psychonaut]

45 minutes ago, Willie said:

What did you put in the test so that it gave you Aspergers? 

I thought "Aspergers Syndrome/Disease" is not treatable or can it be treated nowadays? Happy 1000th post btw  

Betterhelp... better help no one

Spoiler

Oh! BetterHelp doesn't give you the actual test-scores. It is a trap :-)

 

Edited 6 hours ago by Psychonaut

[Willie]

28 minutes ago, Psychonaut said:

What did you put in the test so that it gave you Aspergers? 

I thought "Aspergers Syndrome/Disease" is not treatable or can it be treated nowadays? Happy 1000th post btw  

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Oh! BetterHelp doesn't give you the actual test-scores. It is a trap :-)

 

Well, Asperger’s isn’t in the DSM anymore anyway. I got my ASD level 1 diagnosis earlier this year. Not surprising, the signs were there my whole life.

 

And thanks! What a way to make my 1000th post, huh?

[Psychonaut]

I hope you are not suffering from it. I don't know much about aspergers syndrome or autism actually. I just know a friend who has a kid that I never met, because.... things aren't working the way they are supposed to and it is heart-breaking