Isn't it all this just a psychosis

[Yeah Yeah]

And as you know there are plenty of survival distortions or madness ideas about god and death and existential reality of love which we humans contradict each other. Being human can easily confuse you about absolute Goodness, we are all limited with amnesia, but that's again your own personal spiritual development and not what others might make you fear or worry about ultimately 

[Alextvvv]

On 31/07/2026 at 7:01 AM, Oppositionless said:

I've been psychotic and there are def some superficial similarities but I'd say when I've been psychotic it's very much the ego being God at the exclusion of others whereas in awakening the ego isn't present at all so it's just God.

Also awakening is rly peaceful psychosis is pure chaos, at least for me. 

My experience was similar. 

At first it felt psychotic and chaotic, just like a heavy shake of the soul and its unconscious patterns. In a sense, long meditations can do the same, though in way smaller proportions.

Then with time and integration and therapeutic work, it faded and just left room for deep peace.