Inception

I’ve lost faith.

CORRUPT COWARD!!!

Tomorrow.

I was the luckiest guy in the universe to have you. I was the dumbest guy in the universe for leaving you. Not a day goes by without me regretting it.

Coward, I’ll never forgive myself. The regret is eating me from the inside out. As it should.

All it took was one mistake. How this could happen to such an intelligent person i don’t know.

If you saw my life back then you’d be envious. If you saw it now you’d vomit. If you saw both and the fall you’d cry.

I got your message.

HOW COULD I’VE BEEN SO STUPID. I DON’T GET IT. I HAD EVERYTHING. THIS IS NOT A MISTAKE YOU GET OVER.

I’ve been stupid, ungrateful and lazy. I used to be the most intelligent person I knew.

Ever since I left my love, things went downhill. Now I’m at an all time low. Not even those cute lows, where we say things can only go uphill from there. Worst year of my life. Going to the psych ward ruined my life.

The question still remains, if you’re awake how come your floor isn’t melting like you talked about in that video.

From “What Is Reality - A Radical Explanation”: ”If you were to fully accept what I’m saying here, and not just to accept it but to become fully conscious of it, you would have a mental collapse. Some people will call this a psychotic collapse.”

How tragic this all is.

I’ll make a video explaining it all. And giving away all my esoteric knowledge.