Connor Murphy the fitness influencer, has passed away

[AION]

20 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Nah. His behavior was not normal. Not even for someone who takes psychedelics.

Lots of people take pyschedelics and never behave like Connor. That is an insult to psychedelic users. We are not raving lunatics.

But it is sad that it had to end this way. Sad. He was a sweet kid deep down, who got lost along the way.

I have seen videos of him before his psychedelics arch and he was just a normal guy but obviously with a wound. Psychedelics opened up his wound and it overwhelmed his personality. Even you had manic episodes with psychedelics so how can you even say that. Psychedelics should get the proper respect like a very sharp knife. Not everybody should be using it. Only after a certain development/maturity. 

[LifeEnjoyer]

17 minutes ago, Joseph Maynor said:

This video is tough to watch.  

Try an entire playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLJhMDamAApZQ4tVbpeIEoZNOpxby3hzda

[Leo Gura]

19 minutes ago, AION said:

Not everybody should be using it. Only after a certain development/maturity.

100% agree.

[Jodistrict]

Body Building isn't fitness.

Pranks are overrated.

Aimee Semple McPherson faked her death by drowning in 1926.  

[Yimpa]

 

[pursuitofspirit]

Damn. Textbook case study of spirituality + psychedelics + mental illness gone wrong

[cetus]

 

According to Thai news reports, police responded to reports of a foreign man behaving erratically at a luxury residential community in Bang Phli District, Samut Prakan Province, at around 3:00 PM on July 7, 2026.

Authorities said the man allegedly painted the interior of a luxury rental home valued at 22 million baht, causing extensive damage before running into the village lake.

[Carl-Richard]

5 hours ago, Consept said:

His last vid - 

 

Last sentence: "You motherf*ckers have an unhealthy relationship with death" *cuts camera*

How much does it cost to make a fake news article in a local newspaper in Thailand?

Edited 2 hours ago by Carl-Richard

[pursuitofspirit]

3 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

He definitely had mental illness. People with mental illness will often deny they have any disorder at all, because they live in a fantasyland of their own making. Connor rationalized away all the problems with his behavior. He used spirituality to rationalize it away. He was not taking practical survival seriously enough.

This is exactly how it was when I had my episode, but I got the help I needed and was able to come back down to earth. When you are in that state of psychosis it's mad. Nobody can tell you anything and everything you think you automatically believe, no matter how delusional or outrageous.

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[pursuitofspirit]

This news hits hard because I was in his exact same position as Connor: deep interest in spirituality and psychedelics + a psychotic episode with multiple arrests and involuntary hospitalizations. I ended up in a jail in New Mexico at one point during that time. This same fate could've easily found me. 

At this point I do not think this is a hoax. I've lived this shit and almost died multiple times during my 2-month long episode. Connor has been perpetually in a state of psychosis for years now. It makes complete sense that this is how he would meet his end.

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[Natasha Tori Maru]

I'm coming across weird shit like he was injecting gold?

Can't find a solid source.

Maybe he was into the Annunaki stuff popularized by Zecharia Sitchin - that crazy theory is all about gold and it's miraculous abilities.

 

[Leo Gura]

I don't think gold makes you crazy.

[Leo Gura]

16 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

Last sentence: "You motherf*ckers have an unhealthy obsession with death" *cuts camera*

How much does it cost to make a fake news article in a local newspaper in Thailand?

Could be a hoax.

See! That alone demonstrates how sick he is.

That we have to debate if he is even dead or pulling a sick prank for views, is the fucking problem. He was foolish enough to do both.

Edited 2 hours ago by Leo Gura

[Hojo]

@pursuitofspirit Does it feel like you are running and thinking really fast while still?

[Yimpa]

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However, there is no official confirmation that Connor Murphy has died. Neither Connor Murphy's family, representatives, local authorities, nor any verified government agency has confirmed the reports -ET

 

[pursuitofspirit]

@Hojo My experience was an endless non-stop stream of delusion and erratic behavior at the pace of a 100mph. So yes. Something like that. I cringe watching Connor in his videos because that is exactly how I was acting.

[Carl-Richard]

9 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Could be a hoax.

See! That alone demonstrates how sick he is.

His whole "it was an act" after his hospitalization was obviously a cope, trying to gain control in a situation where he probably felt he lost control. So this could be a sequel to that, trying to re-iterate that narrative. Or he went cray cray again and he jumped in the lake in a lapse of judgement. Both are not the most unlikely scenarios.

But to be fair, he has not acted as unhinged as he did act those couple of years ago in his last couple of videos. He seemed too put together, even in his last video. That he suddenly went cray cray after a night with no sleep would be odd, a psychosis tends to build steadily, unless of course there were drugs involved.

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[Leo Gura]

1 minute ago, Carl-Richard said:

unless of course there were drugs involved.

Oh, drugs there were.

[pursuitofspirit]

9 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

But to be fair, he has not acted as unhinged lately as he did act those couple of years ago in his last videos. He seemed too put together, even in his last video. That he suddenly went cray cray after a night with no sleep would be odd, a psychosis tends to build steadily, unless of course there were drugs involved.

My experience with psychosis is that it would flare up and then calm down, almost like a cough or an ache or something like that. There was multiple times where I was able to switch my psychosis "off" when cops showed up to speak to me. Almost like how you can hold in a cough in or compensate momentarily for a sore back. I would act completely sane, rational, and normal when they were present. Once they left, I would flip right back into insane irrational behavior. It was so weird. I don't think you can get a good understanding of his psychotic state in a few minutes of videos where he is obviously and knowingly putting on a performance. It could've been much worse then he was letting on in recent uploads.

Edited 2 hours ago by pursuitofspirit

[AION]

I don’t think the news is fake. 
 

That guy is a serious YouTuber who makes video biographies about people. 
 

Him lying is out of the question but perhaps he got fake news but I’m sure he would have investigated it before posting stuff. 
 

Otherwise it will be a huge blow to his reputation and I don’t think he wants to take that for Conner. 

Edited 2 hours ago by AION