Leaving the forum! Bye Guys!

[caspex]

I started watching Leo at 14 and joined the forum at 16. Since then I have been posting here and reading great posts. I'll be 22 in a few months and I feel a call to leave this place. 

To me this place has always been an island of consciousness in the dark sea that is the world, I never knew any place with people so similar to me, and I still don't to be honest with you all. Which is why I kept coming back to this place because every time I came to this forum I'd leave with a higher baseline than I arrived with.

Lately I have not been leaving with a higher baseline and that could be for a multitude of reasons.
For one I think that my baseline has increased over the years, I mean you can see the evolution through my posts.

From 16 - 22 I can notice that I grew a lot in love. My earlier posts were a lot more cerebral and lacking in love. Which is funny because when I read back those posts I realize how weak my analysis back then was. I was just spouting shit I learnt from somewhere else.

The next stage of growth for me is Self-Mastery and I can't link all of my spirituality to a forum or to Actualized.org. I need to make my spirituality my own. I need to move away from Vainglory into Authenticity. 

 

I will leave for at least 5 years. Leaving this place indefinitely would be foolish considering the wealth of wise members (not always the loudest). This is the only place I know where people could materially critique my frameworks and give meaningful feedback on them. When I come back I hope it'll be with a much more complete version of Plasmism.

I will abandon my journals and continue them privately in my notes. It'll take me a few days to collect the insights from my journals and compile them privately, but after that I'll be out.

 

The next time I'll post will not be before 27-06-2031,

I love you guys!

[Stick]

bye bye see you in 5 years

[glassfire]

I used to change my passwords and emails to random ones using temp-mail (on another forum), that was more effective. You could use gocryptfs for your journals.

[Wilhelm44]

Enjoyed your posts. Happy travels.