Life is designed to be disappointing

[TheGod]

The following things are designed to disappoint you and never truly fulfill you:

- Family, friends & relationships

- Career growth and life purpose 

- Money, status & fame

- Luxury, brands, fast cars, possessions 

I'm 28 and I realized all of it based on my direct experience and for you to be able to truly grasp this you need to have experienced it too.

The happiest I ever been in my life was when I was a child and when in God-states (on psychedelics). 

When I was a child, I remember this feeling of freedom and joy when I was walking barefoot on the grass on a sunny day in a small Ukrainian village. I was walking in my underwear with 0 identity. It was pure state of being & joy.

God states were different, because they were filled with infinite love, being infinite love is like nothing in life.'

Life is designed to show you that there is only one path - the path of becoming what you truly are. It's just the question of pain and suffering for you to understand it.

My reference experience was this:

I remember lying in bed at 3 am, hugging my ex-girlfriend after having a lot of sex prior. 

Still, I was able to feel the void inside me, the void that only God can fulfill.