What's next?

[caspex]

Hey so this is sort of a continuation of this post I made a year ago:

I have now successfully internalized that state somewhat. I do not feel empty and lonely by being the only one, my heart feels full and complete. I am happy, I feel joy, but strangely I am still curious. A feeling that I can go further.
The very fact I feel this way, that I need to make this post, means I am missing something, but I don't get it. I need help.

Here's how my state is for context: 
I don't exist and my chest feels full. Existence including my body is filled with joy. We are all one, so there's no we. Existence is perfect and unfolding as it should. It's unfolding and absolutely still at the same time. I feel like a video game playing itself. I am God. Aham Brahmasmi. There's no doubt about it.

This joy of being eternal and immortal brings immense joy, but since nobody experiences it, it only multiplies and increases. Here's the problem:

This joy brings with itself satisfaction, but I push it away. That's because I once heard somebody talk about how satisfaction on the spiritual path will stagnate you from going further.

Is the next step to just let that principle go and be satisfied? How can I then ensure I progress? I don't even know what's next. Do I just deepen this feeling as God? 

[theoneandnone]

You don’t exist I don’t exist it’s just pure awareness as infinite oneness bliss love divinity.

[Yimpa]

I do not know what is next.

All I know is that it'll be Good.

[Karla]

Why not deepen it since it’s forever deep? This is a question only you can answer.

[Yimpa]

Thyme to danceeee

On 9/23/2025 at 3:26 PM, Yimpa said:

 

 

[caspex]

I appreciate the replies. But I feel like there is something more. 

@Leo Gura I'd appreciate it if you have anything to say.

I don't know who else to tag...

Should I start taking psychedelics? I still think it's too early for me. I am sure they would open a new dimension of depth for me but I'd have to invest time and money to get some which is relatively high for me right now. Plus after watching the dangers of psychedelics video I want to work on my shadow more. Or maybe I should stop being such a pussy about it and get some, I am confused.

[caspex]

 

15 hours ago, Karla said:

This is a question only you can answer.

@Karla That's why I asked you all

[Princess Arabia]

Sorry to tell you, but there's no next. This is it. Show me a next. Only the me that lives in it's institutionalized dream world seeks a next. It can't help it because the past present and future is what keeps it going and what it bases it's reality off of. There is not an actual next to get to because next is based on a time frame and time is an illusion. There is no next because this is timeless and boundless. There's just chasing its own tail. That's the only next there is.

[theoneandnone]

38 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

Sorry to tell you, but there's no next. This is it. Show me a next. Only the me that lives in it's institutionalized dream world seeks a next. It can't help it because the past present and future is what keeps it going and what it bases it's reality off of. There is not an actual next to get to because next is based on a time frame and time is an illusion. There is no next because this is timeless and boundless. There's just chasing its own tail. That's the only next there is.

Are you a solipsist? It seems you go beyond that to ancient Buddhism sense of “no self”.

[Princess Arabia]

Just now, theoneandnone said:

Are you a solipsist? It seems you go beyond that to ancient Buddhism sense of “no self”.

I'm not anything. It's all quite obvious. 

[Someone here]

What's next is the coming back to the market place from Zen's ten Ox herding stages.  You've glimpsed truth or a facet of truth .now you bring this realization to the everyday world and integrate it with practical life . 

[UnbornTao]

Sounds like an experience, so keep contemplating.

Good luck.

[caspex]

I appreciate the replies. I have decided to integrate and go deeper with these current states instead of suspecting any further leaps of consciousness. I might make a similar post next year.

 

 

 

 

5 hours ago, Someone here said:

What's next is the coming back to the market place from Zen's ten Ox herding stages.  You've glimpsed truth or a facet of truth .now you bring this realization to the everyday world and integrate it with practical life . 

@Someone hereThat's a good point. I forgot that model was a thing. I'll rewatch that video as well. Thank you.

 

[theoneandnone]

7 hours ago, Someone here said:

What's next is the coming back to the market place from Zen's ten Ox herding stages.  You've glimpsed truth or a facet of truth .now you bring this realization to the everyday world and integrate it with practical life . 

How we even know those facets are true maybe there’s more facets on top of facets 

[Yimpa]

[Someone here]

1 hour ago, theoneandnone said:

How we even know those facets are true maybe there’s more facets on top of facets 

Dude you are such a sweetheart . Please don't quote me every other minute. I appreciate that you resonate with me but its better to quote people like Princess Arabia.. Razard86..Carl-Richard..Water by the River ..Breakingthewall..Leo ofc. And others 

I have no idea what I'm talking about for the most part . I'm just having infinite fun.

[theoneandnone]

5 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Dude you are such a sweetheart . Please don't quote me every other minute. I appreciate that you resonate with me but its better to quote people like Princess Arabia.. Razard86..Carl-Richard..Water by the River ..Breakingthewall..Leo ofc. And others 

I have no idea what I'm talking about for the most part . I'm just having infinite fun.

Sorry baby I’ll get off your ass now 

 

 

tooodles <3

[Someone here]

@theoneandnone don't tell me you are isagi ? I'm smelling his vibe .😂 much love bro 🙏  if you have no idea who is that then nevermind. 

[Carl-Richard]

On 6.10.2025 at 6:31 AM, caspex said:

I have now successfully internalized that state somewhat.

What's next is keep entering that state. And maybe systematically let go of whatever you are clinging onto in your mind and in the world whenever you get the opportunity.

 

Edited Thursday at 03:54 PM by Carl-Richard

[ivankiss]

The ego doesn't exist. It's a fairy tale.

But if it could exist... it's favorite question would be...

"What's next?"