Am I actually allowed to kill myself or not?

[Human Mint]

@Ishanga I am making you think, you're welcome

[Yeah Yeah]

I get what everyone is saying and most of you must be NPCs there is no way you truly love life seriosuly, life is not good, humans are deluded - personally in unhinged honesty, and staying anonymous - If I could hang myself without the fear of botching brain damage or if I had fentanyl to overdose, then I'd absolutely do it without hesitation. I hate humanity and the human condition. I wish I was brave enough to go through with it absolutely. Especially not have to reincarnate. Most lives are mediocre, nothing special, flukes, interchangeable and forgettable after a generation or two beyond their deaths. 

Edited Monday at 07:16 AM by Yeah Yeah

[Yeah Yeah]

Leo Gura talks especially about how I'm imagining this life ... Yet for some reason I cannot imagine myself de-manifesting back to godhead awareness where I can dream any dream I wanted as Alan Watts also puts it - why can't I then wake up as god and start creating my own imagined fantasy - Instead I am bound to limited biology of predetermined habits beliefs and structures I must be enslaved within 

[Yeah Yeah]

I get what user Human Mint says - Some NDE (near death experience) reports do say this is like a primitive human experience which we can get sticky with monkey brain survival fear based beliefs and habits which are low density negativity (hate), yet that's not what exists in the white light higher density realms of openness, expansion and love. 

Edited Monday at 07:12 AM by Yeah Yeah

[Elliott]

@Yeah Yeah I do love life. I enjoy the little things and I've found some great people, my 'tribe'. Just doing yoga, watching the stars, sunrise or set, clouds, a storm, blue sky, the snow, drinking a clean glass of water, eatimg an orange, camping and hiking, rock climbing, trail running, biking, sleeping, silence, walk through the park or city, meeting new people, kicking a soccer ball around: life can be heaven if you just listen to yourself. Society doesn't matter, worrying about society is hell. Whatever happens happens, but right now there are things I can enjoy.

 

Edited Monday at 11:55 AM by Elliott

[Ulax]

Maybe might find this video interesting. He's a pick-up/ self-dev coach who had a fucked up childhood. 

I used to watch this video all the time when my life fell apart, was tormented and was on welfare. Most meaningful video on the internet to me.

(I'd skip the ad at 2:00 - 3:15)

Edited Monday at 12:28 PM by Ulax

[Lila9]

 

I don’t have suicidal ideation, I have too strong an attachment to life, but I can understand why people choose it, especially when I feel at my lowest.

I love listening to this video, and I believe it can be helpful to people with suicidal ideation. There are some good arguments there. 

[Human Mint]

On 12/15/2025 at 4:06 AM, Yeah Yeah said:

If I could hang myself without the fear of botching brain damage or if I had fentanyl to overdose, then I'd absolutely do it without hesitation. I hate humanity and the human condition. I wish I was brave enough to go through with it absolutely. Especially not have to reincarnate. Most lives are mediocre, nothing special, flukes, interchangeable and forgettable after a generation or two beyond their deaths. 

Just consider that you feel this way because of selfishness. The antidote is selflessness.