Am I actually allowed to kill myself or not?

[Human Mint]

2 hours ago, Ishanga said:

Umm You said " I am talking about seeing someone getting tortured and understanding it is Love", how is it a twist of what You said when You said the act of Torture is Love...

And if the Universe is unconditional Love, then how did Hate or the word/definition of Hate come into existence? How Can Love exist without its opposite existing if Absolute is all Potential?  What is the Human role in interpreting and acting out Love, Hate, Joy, Anger, and all these emotions and feelings one can have and who is experiencing these things the most intensely, animals, plants, humans?  Is Putin full of Love when he orders his army to bomb a civilian village when this is considered a war crime internationally and not allowed in wars btwn nations and why is it considered to be a crime in the first place? Be specific please...

Also you sound irritated, is that an act or emotion of Love?

I can be irritated and still the substance of reality is Love, what stick everything together is Love. Wild claim, right? 

I can't be more specific than that since you're literally lost in ideations. 

[Ishanga]

17 minutes ago, Human Mint said:

I can be irritated and still the substance of reality is Love, what stick everything together is Love. Wild claim, right? 

I can't be more specific than that since you're literally lost in ideations. 

And You are not lol?

Well I ask for specifics to the questions I provided, can you answer them in regards to the Universe being Unconditional Love.. I wonder how a planet is capable of Love or a Star, Gases, Gravity, and then there is Dark Matter/Energy by which the scientist say makes up the majority of the Universe and they don't know what that is, but is that Love too??

Remember the original quote you said that the Universe is Unconditional Love, please educate us ideologues:)

Sorry Yeah Yeah for the distraction, this is my last response to this person,,,

Edited 23 hours ago by Ishanga

[Human Mint]

@Ishanga I am making you think, you're welcome

[Yeah Yeah]

I get what everyone is saying and most of you must be NPCs there is no way you truly love life seriosuly, life is not good, humans are deluded - personally in unhinged honesty, and staying anonymous - If I could hang myself without the fear of botching brain damage or if I had fentanyl to overdose, then I'd absolutely do it without hesitation. I hate humanity and the human condition. I wish I was brave enough to go through with it absolutely. Especially not have to reincarnate. Most lives are mediocre, nothing special, flukes, interchangeable and forgettable after a generation or two beyond their deaths. 

Edited 9 hours ago by Yeah Yeah

[Yeah Yeah]

Leo Gura talks especially about how I'm imagining this life ... Yet for some reason I cannot imagine myself de-manifesting back to godhead awareness where I can dream any dream I wanted as Alan Watts also puts it - why can't I then wake up as god and start creating my own imagined fantasy - Instead I am bound to limited biology of predetermined habits beliefs and structures I must be enslaved within 

[Yeah Yeah]

I get what user Human Mint says - Some NDE (near death experience) reports do say this is like a primitive human experience which we can get sticky with monkey brain survival fear based beliefs and habits which are low density negativity (hate), yet that's not what exists in the white light higher density realms of openness, expansion and love. 

Edited 9 hours ago by Yeah Yeah

[Elliott]

@Yeah Yeah I do love life. I enjoy the little things and I've found some great people, my 'tribe'. Just doing yoga, watching the stars, sunrise or set, clouds, a storm, blue sky, the snow, drinking a clean glass of water, eatimg an orange, camping and hiking, rock climbing, trail running, biking, sleeping, silence, walk through the park or city, meeting new people, kicking a soccer ball around: life can be heaven if you just listen to yourself. Society doesn't matter, worrying about society is hell. Whatever happens happens, but right now there are things I can enjoy.

 

Edited 5 hours ago by Elliott

[Ulax]

Maybe might find this video interesting. He's a pick-up/ self-dev coach who had a fucked up childhood. 

I used to watch this video all the time when my life fell apart, was tormented and was on welfare. Most meaningful video on the internet to me.

(I'd skip the ad at 2:00 - 3:15)

Edited 4 hours ago by Ulax