Squirting is real.

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

*hot feminine woman approaches valentin* 

Valentin : sorry I haven’t perfected my sleeping routine yet, so I haven’t actualized my full self yet so I am not deserving of your love 

Lol, it’s a bit that yes.

 

I just want one can feels good being with me, you can’t do that if you’re too tired, or are still some kind of mental struggles.

I doubt.

[Natasha Tori Maru]

@Davino

Along with the supplements, did she smash the water? 

Normally if one is super hydrated, double clicks the mouse then tries to squirt after riding off that first click - tick tick Boom 💥 😊

Most of the time it's the mind holding you back 

Congratulations ☺️

[Jannes]

8 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I know, It's just that I don't want just anyone.

There are plenty of girls who can make me horny, but what's left after sex ? I want someone special, with common interests.

And once you're with someone you're stuck, I don't want to hurt people unnecessarily.

Well the only way you are going to find anybody is to socialize. 

You will likely just going to have the opportunity for sex with someone with the right chemistry as without much experience women will see you more as boyfriend material.

I remember when I had my first girl it all felt so absolute, like I either have to choose her for the rest of my life or I shouldnt be with her at all. For me this mentality loosened a bit with experience. You cant know if things will turn out great or not. If the vibe is good lets see where things go. You cant avoid getting hurt or hurting others but people can heal from that and go on. 

[Basman]

Congratulations <3333

What does it taste like?

[Hojo]

The fluid that is coming out is urine. Smell it. When a woman squirts she is pissing everywhere.

Edited Saturday at 02:54 AM by Hojo

[RendHeaven]

14 hours ago, Davino said:

because I feel like peeing

#1 green flag.

We WANT this shit.

[RendHeaven]

3 hours ago, Hojo said:

The fluid that is coming out is urine. Smell it. When a woman squirts she is pissing everywhere.

Good.

[Schizophonia]

11 hours ago, Jannes said:

Well the only way you are going to find anybody is to socialize. 
 

Ofc

11 hours ago, Jannes said:

You will likely just going to have the opportunity for sex with someone with the right chemistry as without much experience women will see you more as boyfriend material.

Maybe 

11 hours ago, Jannes said:

I remember when I had my first girl it all felt so absolute, like I either have to choose her for the rest of my life or I shouldnt be with her at all. For me this mentality loosened a bit with experience. You cant know if things will turn out great or not. If the vibe is good lets see where things go. You cant avoid getting hurt or hurting others but people can heal from that and go on. 

Yes you’re right 

[LambdaDelta]

19 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

It’s a special experience reading about these things normal people do and being virgin and knowing you won’t ever experience it

Right? This is all highly interesting, reading such accounts, romance stories of various kinds, relationship conflicts, and so on. I treat it like going to an art gallery and looking at all sorts of paintings; of beautiful and ugly people, historical events, abstract shapes, naturmorts, calamities... can look, but not touch, nor be there in that moment. That is quite alright however, these are all proxies for my own experience, just as I am for someone else. There are things that can only be done or seen from within this state/life, while others are inaccessible. That's how the solipsistic web of Consciousness works, in the sum total there's no lack. 

I got a little too excited there, my apologies if you haven't come to terms with your situation yet, that post just really resonated with me.

 

16 hours ago, Keryo Koffa said:

 @Sugarcoat

Another good one: "you're just trying to justify your fear of approaching girls and can't admit it", is what mom always tells me🫠

[Sugarcoat]

14 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Lol, it’s a bit that yes.

 

I just want one can feels good being with me, you can’t do that if you’re too tired, or are still some kind of mental struggles.

I doubt.

Yea I can’t be with anyone either so I understand 

[Sugarcoat]

21 minutes ago, LambdaDelta said:

Right? This is all highly interesting, reading such accounts, romance stories of various kinds, relationship conflicts, and so on. I treat it like going to an art gallery and looking at all sorts of paintings; of beautiful and ugly people, historical events, abstract shapes, naturmorts, calamities... can look, but not touch, nor be there in that moment. That is quite alright however, these are all proxies for my own experience, just as I am for someone else. There are things that can only be done or seen from within this state/life, while others are inaccessible. That's how the solipsistic web of Consciousness works, in the sum total there's no lack. 

I got a little too excited there, my apologies if you haven't come to terms with your situation yet, that post just really resonated with me.

 

Another good one: "you're just trying to justify your fear of approaching girls and can't admit it", is what mom always tells me🫠

Are you asexual?

 

I personally don’t care about not being able to have sex, date, be in relationships etc so Im okay with that. But I am not okay with my issues, if that makes sense. Like I’m not okay with the problems I have, but I am okay with one of the consequence of those problems being having no sexuality. 

Edited Saturday at 12:16 PM by Sugarcoat

[Keryo Koffa]

Sounds like this:

Edited Saturday at 12:40 PM by Keryo Koffa

[LambdaDelta]

16 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Are you asexual?

 

I personally don’t care about not being able to have sex, date, be in relationships etc so Im okay with that. But I am not okay with my issues, if that makes sense. Like I’m not okay with the problems I have, but I am okay with one of the consequence of those problems being having no sexuality. 

Pretty much, yes. I do have some minor libido from time to time, the built-in needs are too potent as to be entirely absent, but it doesn't go beyond the simplistic physical level that can be swiftly taken care of and forgotten. Beyond that, concepts like actively looking for sex, committed relationships, having a partner in life, etc. are totally foreign to me, but that's precisely what makes it fascinating. A good love story can still touch my heart and bring me to tears, plus I intellectually grasp, probably better than most 'normal' people can imagine, just how deeply spiritual a relationship and sexual union can be, simply through intuition and observation, but the direct experience is elusive. It's a curious limbo to be stuck in. 

Wish you the best in dealing with your issues!

[Schizophonia]

40 minutes ago, LambdaDelta said:

Pretty much, yes. I do have some minor libido from time to time, the built-in needs are too potent as to be entirely absent, but it doesn't go beyond the simplistic physical level that can be swiftly taken care of and forgotten. Beyond that, concepts like actively looking for sex, committed relationships, having a partner in life, etc. are totally foreign to me, but that's precisely what makes it fascinating. A good love story can still touch my heart and bring me to tears, plus I intellectually grasp, probably better than most 'normal' people can imagine, just how deeply spiritual a relationship and sexual union can be, simply through intuition and observation, but the direct experience is elusive. It's a curious limbo to be stuck in. 

Wish you the best in dealing with your issues!

Have you tried cocaine or amphetamines ?

Or 5HT1A agonist like buspirone or 5 MeO DMT ?

Edited Saturday at 01:31 PM by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

37 minutes ago, LambdaDelta said:

Pretty much, yes. I do have some minor libido from time to time, the built-in needs are too potent as to be entirely absent, but it doesn't go beyond the simplistic physical level that can be swiftly taken care of and forgotten. Beyond that, concepts like actively looking for sex, committed relationships, having a partner in life, etc. are totally foreign to me, but that's precisely what makes it fascinating. A good love story can still touch my heart and bring me to tears, plus I intellectually grasp, probably better than most 'normal' people can imagine, just how deeply spiritual a relationship and sexual union can be, simply through intuition and observation, but the direct experience is elusive. It's a curious limbo to be stuck in. 

Wish you the best in dealing with your issues!

Ok I understand. Thanks

[LambdaDelta]

3 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Have you tried cocaine or amphetamines ?

 

Indeed I have, not coke since it's one of the dumbest drugs ever, insanely overpriced, lasts like 20 minutes, and can only be taken via the worst ROAs there are (IN and IV). Since a short while I've started taking amphetamine semi-regularly, helps nicely with the ADD I have regarding uninspiring tasks like schoolwork. Also went through a gram of meth, which I specifically acquired to test whether it could increase my libido and check the meme hypothesis of it making people gay, perhaps even discover I've just been gay all along; watched gay porn and regular porn as a control, virtually no change whatsoever. It's only a clean stimulation that gives focus and prompts me to write a lot, no hints of euphoria or arousal. Even with more emphatogenic stims (4-MMC, MDMA, 6-APB) I just get the traditional effects of everything feeling lovely and such.

[LambdaDelta]

@Schizophonia I kind of self-diagnosed this, but it makes a lot of sense from the subjective data I got administering a bunch of different substances. I have very low 5-HT1A affinity and increased MAO-A upregulation as consequence of a general abnormally fast metabolism. Anything that's stronger on the 1A will either not work on me at all or with severely diminished effects, such is the case for the base tryptamines and the 5-MeOs with the sole exception of DPT via IM. Methyl itself is no issue, as methylated dissociatives and meth function as expected. Just the 1A and MAO-A that are causing troubles. 2A on the other hand is normal, so I still have plenty of options.

[Keryo Koffa]

Sexuality aside, humanness and humanity itself ever more alienates me.

[Davino]

@Natasha Tori Maru Interesting, yes definitely I'll keep her hydrated.