Monster Energy

I’ve never understood this. Somehow, the higher you ascend in consciousness, the less clear the answer gets.

I’m not saying porn is more physically dangerous than drugs. I’m saying it can be harder to escape because it’s always there. You can’t exactly remove sex from your life and call it a day. It’s everywhere, and that makes the battle a little more complicated. Obviously, it depends on the person and the drug. But just because porn won’t kill you the way certain drugs can doesn’t mean breaking the addiction is a walk in the park.

Thank you! By the way, I really love your posts. You seem very conscious and self-aware in the way you write. We need more people like you. You go really deep in your posts, which makes them genuinely insightful and enlightening.

Almost 3 years

Yeah, I get it. You found your wake-up call. Mine just looked different. And no, I’m not getting into pickup. I’m not interested in replacing one addiction with another and calling it self-improvement. If I need women, porn, weed, or anything else just to make life feel interesting, then I’m still letting something else control me. And no, my parents aren’t funding my lifestyle. I just got tired of wasting my time and pretending I was fine with it. Eventually you either take control of your life, or you keep finding excuses for why you haven’t.

Thank you, it means a lot.

It’s a miracle to break free from this pattern. Many people might choose to end their lives because the mental struggle can be incredibly intense.

I did it 15 times in one day once. I felt compelled to do it rather than doing it out of my own free will. I could feel the life being drained out of me each time I masturbated.

You were never actually addicted. Addiction means that you feel compelled to do something even when you genuinely don’t want to. The reason you didn’t feel any different after 75 days is because you were never truly addicted to porn in the first place. If you had actually been addicted, 75 days would have made you feel like you had been reborn. You didn’t feel that way because you already had a lot of energy as your baseline, and you already felt a strong sense of wholeness without needing external experiences.

You’re very blessed not to be a slave to this crap.

By addiction, I really mean that you feel in your soul that you have to watch porn. Otherwise, something feels wrong. You treat porn like water for survival. You feel like you need it to survive. It’s a horrible experience. Two hours every day for 10 years. Masturbating more than four times a day.

I was addicted to Pornhub for 10 years. I started very young, and trust me, there is no more suffering in existence than being a slave to lust. It took me years to realise this. If you honestly think drug addiction or alcohol addiction is close to porn addiction, you are an insane person. It’s not even close, and people who are addicted or have been addicted know this. Trust me, porn is a source you can’t win with knowledge; you need to stop reacting. Porn is the closest thing to wholeness, which is why it is hard not to be an addict. If humans knew when they were born that they are already whole and complete, no addiction would ever exist unconsciously. I only respect people who have overcome addiction. I don’t give a shit if your parents died when you were 9 years old; addiction is more suffering than your whole trauma.

What consciousness world are you in? Talk to a girl under 30 and see what happens.

Society Hates Ugly People more than EVIL people.